Last Login:
October 11th, 2018

Gender: Male
Status: In a relationship
Age: 16
Country: United Kingdom

Signup Date:
December 19, 2017



09/12/2018 12:58 PM 

Current mood:  blessed

Ok so me and Tom didn't work out, it kinda died and he accused me of being a hoe(?) so yeah I'm not seeing him anymore xD

I started talking to a wonderful wonderful guy :3 his name is Charlie and he's at uni in London, we've only been together a few days but I am mega gay xD I really hope that this relationship works because I really really like him..

I started college and I have friends! And I'm playing music with people every day! It's so much fun doing what I love every day it makes me so happy :3
I made up with an old friend and we've been talking again, which is nice. I'm fed up of beef, I never remember any of the details as to why it's even happening..
Yeah I just wanted to tell you guys about Charlie tbh I'm so so happy at the moment he is the most beautiful guy I've ever laid eyes on and I'm so blessed :')

08/30/2018 07:38 PM 



I thought you guys would maybe want an update on the situation with ~the guy~ so that's essentially what this is as well as a life update thingy
Tom and I have been seeing each other for nearly a month now, he came and visited my town last Sunday and we walked along the seafront and got some ice cream. :3
I was gonna meet him this Sunday but there's train strikes so he can't get down here.. We're gonna video chat soon.  I miss his face a lot.
I want to ask him to be my boyfriend soonish but I don't know.. he might say no or whatever and I would be sad xD
We are hopefully going to London MCM together and doing a joint cosplay which would be amazing!!

Other news-- I passed all my GCSEs with flying colours!! It's not a massive deal to me but I'm glad I don't have to retake anything. 
I start college on Monday and I have my induction day tomorrow.. I'm f***ing terrified. I don't want to go through the same stuff there as I did in school..
I tried to bleach my fringe and it went ginger and it's now fried. I'm leaving it for a bit and doing a sh*t tonne of hair treatments and stuff.

Yeah that's the main things '^^

I can feel that I'm gonna get worse again, but I'm grateful that this summer I have been relatively stable..

08/06/2018 02:37 PM 




Yesterday I met the guy who I literally haven't shut up about on here (sorry guys) and it all went really well! WE KISSED!!!!!!!!!! I really really like him, I feel all happy inside :3 My parents are fine with him being the age he is and I'm hopefully seeing him again in a couple of weeks. We're just seeing where things go at the moment but I am just so happy ♥

07/19/2018 09:18 PM 

Single again..

Yeah, Cain broke up with me pretty fast.

He told me he couldn't see it working out, and that he needed to be by himself.
If I'm being honest then I'm pretty heartbroken, but I guess it wasn't a great relationship anyway.

07/15/2018 06:54 PM 


I cut my hair, as I previously mentioned, and I massively regret it because now my fringe has died and it's gonna take another year to grow it back to how it was 

I only really did it because of everyone harassing me, ridiculing me, calling me a girl and a sissy and everything. I was fed up of it, and I changed myself instead of the way I saw things. Now I've lost the one thing I actually felt confident about and I'm massively insecure about how I look. I'm so annoyed with myself..

07/04/2018 07:41 AM 


OK, so a lot has changed in the time I haven't been using this due to my exams. (I finished them and all of them went super well!) The biggest thing I guess is that I left my previous partner Aimon. We're on good terms, but the relationship suddenly turned toxic and I knew it had to end. 

The other big news is that I got a new boyfriend as well! His name is Cain, and we've been together for about a month. I'm at his house right now, but I'll post a few pictures when I get home.

Also I cut my hair.. I was tired of my parents telling me to cut it and people telling me I look like a girl so I cut it and I massively regret that. After the summer ends, I'm gonna start growing it back. It feels really weird being able to like.. touch my head xD

I'm sorry it's been so long, I will try to be more active again! ♥

04/08/2018 03:21 PM 


In 4 days I will be 16 years old.

All through my childhood, I pictured him--
a vibrant and lively young man, a shock of hair blue as the sky.
I would imagine this man--
guitar in hand, ready to serenade his love,
an infinity of opportunities and happiness before him.
The times changed; I found myself drifting,
hopeless against the swell of the ocean,
its heaving motion led me into the darkness.
Electric hues faded to grey,
and his eyes lost their shine--
and so did mine.
In 4 days I will be 16 years old, and I am nothing like he was.
He shined so bright in my mind's eye like a star,
but he was carried away in the storm.
Maybe one day, as the driftwood reaches the shore,
he will return and join me.

03/24/2018 05:32 PM 

losing my mind

I'm not ready to change, I'm doing my thing
You're pointing the blame
You know I'm not ready to choose, so don't get confused
And stay the hell out of my way
So why do you believe
In everyone but me?
I'm losing my mind, losing my mind again

03/03/2018 03:30 PM 

A-2-Z About Me Survey

I lowkey stole this idea from Azazel oops


Name: Patrick
Nickname(s): Trick
Age: 15
Birthday: April 12
Birthplace: Poole, England
Current Location: Bournemouth, England
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Naturally brown, currently brown-black
Height: 5'10
Weight: 52kg
Lefty or Righty: Right handed
Zodiac Sign: Aries solar and lunar, Cancer ascendant
What Do You Drive: Nothing I'm 15
Screenname: ptvtrick, infiniteunknown, cvrcercity and xxpoisonheartxx


Color: green
Number: 27
Band: Carcer City
Music Genre: Metalcore/Post Hardcore
TV Show: Hunter X Hunter??
Movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas or Beetlejuice
Actor: Patrick Stewart
Actress: Whoopi Goldberg
Kind of Movie: Anime movies
Cartoon: Steven Universe or Voltron
Sport: Volleyball
Fast Food Restaurant: Taco Bell
Food: Pringles
Ice Cream: Mango or strawberry
Cereal: Cheerios
Candy: Skittles
Drink: Bubble tea
Alcoholic Beverage: None
Quote: 'This is not what it is, only baby scars' - Second & Sebring

{---Do You---}

Have any siblings: Yes, 1 older sister
Have any pets: Yes, 4 cats and some fish
Have a job: Not yet
Have a cellphone: Yes, Galaxy S6
Have any special talents or skills: I can play several instruments and sing
Have any fears: Wasps, staplers and being replaced
Have a bedtime: Around 10pm
Sing in the shower: Always!!!
Want to go to college: If by college you mean university then no
Get along with your parents: No
Have any piercings: Not yet
Have any tattoos: Not yet
Swear: Far too much
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Do Drugs: No

{---Love & All That Crap---}

Ever been in love: Yess ♥
Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: No
Are you single: No
Are you in a relationship: Yes
Do you have a crush on someone: Pete Wentz
Ever been dumped: Yes
Ever dumped someone: Yes

{---This or That---}

Fruit or Vegetable: Vegetable
Black or White: Black
Lights On or Lights Off: Lights off
TV or Movie: TV
Car or Truck: Car
Cash or Check: Check
Rock or Rap: Rock
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
French Toast or French Fries: French fries
Strawberries or Blueberries: ..can I have both??>.<
Cookies or Muffins: Cookies *-*
Winter Break or Spring Break: Winter break! Christmas!!
Hugs or Kisses: Aghhh hugs???

{---Have You Ever---}

Danced in a public place: Yes
Smiled for no reason: All the time
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes
Talked to someone you don't know: Yes
Drank alcohol: Yes
Done drugs: No
Partied 'til the sun came up: No
Gotten a ticket: No
Been arrested: No
Been convicted of a crime: No
Been in a wreck: Yes
Been out of the country: Yes

{---Random & Silly Junk---}

Are you a virgin: No
Ever TP'd someone's house: No
Ever egged someone's house: No
How many languages do you speak: 2 at the moment, soon to be 3
Who do you compare yourself to: Everyone oops
Ever regret anything: Every second of my existence
Do you like being tickled: No who tf does
What are your goals: Become a performing artist and help people with my music
Are your fingers tired: Not really
Are you tired of this survey: Yes
Are you happy: What even is happiness

Take this survey -> https://www.pimp-my-profile.com/surveys/view.php?id=1901

01/30/2018 01:27 PM 

My kitty is unwell

Sherbert has hurt his foot. He severed a tendon in his foot and he might be lame for the rest of his life. He had to have 3 layers of stitches, my poor baby. He seems okay at the moment but I don't know when the anaesthetic will wear off..He can't go out for two months and he can't walk properly or move his toes or foot. It's horrible, they think he fell on glass or something. I'm really upset about it.


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