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XxPoisonHeartxX

Last Login:
December 23rd, 2018




Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 16
Country: United Kingdom

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December 19, 2017


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11/11/2018 12:53 PM 

It's almost Christmas!!! (exciting thing??)
Current mood:  jolly

So I'm getting pre-emptively festive as always, and I decided I'd like to send Christmas cards to people!!!

This is only available for people in the UK unfortunately, but I wanna spread Christmas cheer and all that seeing as I don't really have many RL friends anymore '^^

Comment on this blog post or send me a msg if you're interested though!!!

10/21/2018 04:12 PM 

Anxiety..

I can feel that I'm getting less and less stable as the days go by. Multiple panic attacks every week? It's going to be daily soon. I can't deal with this for another year. It's gone on too long.

I want to be happy and stable and independent and I can't.
It's the worst feeling ever.

09/12/2018 12:58 PM 

ANOTHER LIFE UPDATE
Current mood:  blessed

Ok so me and Tom didn't work out, it kinda died and he accused me of being a hoe(?) so yeah I'm not seeing him anymore xD


I started talking to a wonderful wonderful guy :3 his name is Charlie and he's at uni in London, we've only been together a few days but I am mega gay xD I really hope that this relationship works because I really really like him..

I started college and I have friends! And I'm playing music with people every day! It's so much fun doing what I love every day it makes me so happy :3
I made up with an old friend and we've been talking again, which is nice. I'm fed up of beef, I never remember any of the details as to why it's even happening..
Yeah I just wanted to tell you guys about Charlie tbh I'm so so happy at the moment he is the most beautiful guy I've ever laid eyes on and I'm so blessed :')

08/30/2018 07:38 PM 

IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN (Update)

Okay first off I am SUPER EXCITED FOR HALLOWEEN AND I AM GETTING SPOOKY!!!

I thought you guys would maybe want an update on the situation with ~the guy~ so that's essentially what this is as well as a life update thingy
Tom and I have been seeing each other for nearly a month now, he came and visited my town last Sunday and we walked along the seafront and got some ice cream. :3
I was gonna meet him this Sunday but there's train strikes so he can't get down here.. We're gonna video chat soon.  I miss his face a lot.
I want to ask him to be my boyfriend soonish but I don't know.. he might say no or whatever and I would be sad xD
We are hopefully going to London MCM together and doing a joint cosplay which would be amazing!!

Other news-- I passed all my GCSEs with flying colours!! It's not a massive deal to me but I'm glad I don't have to retake anything. 
I start college on Monday and I have my induction day tomorrow.. I'm f***ing terrified. I don't want to go through the same stuff there as I did in school..
I tried to bleach my fringe and it went ginger and it's now fried. I'm leaving it for a bit and doing a sh*t tonne of hair treatments and stuff.

Yeah that's the main things '^^

I can feel that I'm gonna get worse again, but I'm grateful that this summer I have been relatively stable..

08/06/2018 02:37 PM 

THE SITUATION!!!!! '^'

OKAY


SO

Yesterday I met the guy who I literally haven't shut up about on here (sorry guys) and it all went really well! WE KISSED!!!!!!!!!! I really really like him, I feel all happy inside :3 My parents are fine with him being the age he is and I'm hopefully seeing him again in a couple of weeks. We're just seeing where things go at the moment but I am just so happy ♥

07/19/2018 09:18 PM 

Single again..

Yeah, Cain broke up with me pretty fast.

He told me he couldn't see it working out, and that he needed to be by himself.
If I'm being honest then I'm pretty heartbroken, but I guess it wasn't a great relationship anyway.

07/15/2018 06:54 PM 

Hair!

I cut my hair, as I previously mentioned, and I massively regret it because now my fringe has died and it's gonna take another year to grow it back to how it was 

I only really did it because of everyone harassing me, ridiculing me, calling me a girl and a sissy and everything. I was fed up of it, and I changed myself instead of the way I saw things. Now I've lost the one thing I actually felt confident about and I'm massively insecure about how I look. I'm so annoyed with myself..

07/04/2018 07:41 AM 

MASSIVE LIFE UPDATE

OK, so a lot has changed in the time I haven't been using this due to my exams. (I finished them and all of them went super well!) The biggest thing I guess is that I left my previous partner Aimon. We're on good terms, but the relationship suddenly turned toxic and I knew it had to end. 

The other big news is that I got a new boyfriend as well! His name is Cain, and we've been together for about a month. I'm at his house right now, but I'll post a few pictures when I get home.

Also I cut my hair.. I was tired of my parents telling me to cut it and people telling me I look like a girl so I cut it and I massively regret that. After the summer ends, I'm gonna start growing it back. It feels really weird being able to like.. touch my head xD

I'm sorry it's been so long, I will try to be more active again! ♥

04/08/2018 03:21 PM 

16

In 4 days I will be 16 years old.

All through my childhood, I pictured him--
a vibrant and lively young man, a shock of hair blue as the sky.
I would imagine this man--
guitar in hand, ready to serenade his love,
an infinity of opportunities and happiness before him.
The times changed; I found myself drifting,
hopeless against the swell of the ocean,
its heaving motion led me into the darkness.
Electric hues faded to grey,
and his eyes lost their shine--
and so did mine.
In 4 days I will be 16 years old, and I am nothing like he was.
He shined so bright in my mind's eye like a star,
but he was carried away in the storm.
Maybe one day, as the driftwood reaches the shore,
he will return and join me.

03/24/2018 05:32 PM 

losing my mind

I'm not ready to change, I'm doing my thing
You're pointing the blame
You know I'm not ready to choose, so don't get confused
And stay the hell out of my way
So why do you believe
In everyone but me?
I'm losing my mind, losing my mind again

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