11/17/2020 10:55 AM  running Current mood:  happy today, like all mondays, maggie was really busy. thats ok though, because the time we spent together was really nice. we talked about them running to get dumplings from a restaurant, and what metro cars are the best. we talked about ways i could help them when they start feeling bad. it makes me sad that me and their therapist are the only ones who notice that kinda stuff :/, but im glad i can be there for them like that. their stuffy and hat came today!!! they like them:) the hat is a little small but thats ok, and the stuffy is adorable! its so cute that their brother wanted one lol. they made a fake number and texted my phone while my mom was using it lol. they made fake grindr stuff it was hilarious, and i hope they do more stuff like that cus it was so much fun. we played lots of cod today, and that was fun. we listened to a lot of music too, and i was really happy today. i helped maggie with their college stuff, and im gonna do more tomorrow to help get them ready to go to school! im really happy that i can be helpful to maggie. they showed me cool shoes and fashion and we played a few more games of cod before we went to bed. we listened to music and went to sleep. it was really nice and i feel loved. and like i told them yesterday, i want to take care of them, and ik theyll be a great wife and well be happy 0 Comments

11/16/2020 11:01 PM  :)) maggie dreamed about me last night!! :)) we were walking in the park and then i met their family and they liked me! then they said it turned into a weird dream where subway workers were slaves lmaooo. the turkey maggie ate last night was bad :/ for a while they felt like they were gonna throw up. maggie gave me their aliexpress login:) they said is cus "youre practically my husband" that made me blush and feel all gay for a while. i had something besides nuggets for lunch today, and maggie was proud of me. i was eating way too many nuggets for a while tbh, and theyre right i need to tone it down. cus of something i tagged her in, maggie was laughing cus i didnt know, but the girl in the picture was older than the guy haha. im happy that im with a girl whos older. i wanna provide for them, and make them happy. we listened to margarita by elvis, and i felt the lyrics lol. maggie says they hate white people, which is understandable tbh. as long as they dont hate me idc:). maggie had to go do stuff, and while they were gone i drew! some of it was ok, but i drew a couple things(sasuke and a cat) that were awful lol. i made maggie laugh so hard lmao. i wanna keep drawing them stuff, because their reaction is hilarious. i drew their name nicely and then in a heart and they said it was cute:)) they called me jadie:) we played some cod and it was really fun tbh. we went to bed and i woke them up at 3:53 to take their meds:) 0 Comments

11/15/2020 11:11 PM  :) maggies teddy was supposed to get here today:/ the postguy is lazy i guess, but its supposed to get here on monday! ive been thinking about maggies boobs a lot today...i had a super vivid dream about doing all kinds of stuff with them  and i also had a dream about out first date. i think ive talked about it before, but were gonna go to the beach:) we listened to music together:) weve started doing that more again and im really happy, cus listening to music with them is one of my favorite things. i cant wait for them to get their frog hoodie that goes with the stuffy, cus theyll look super cute. theyre gonna do a makeup look with it. maggie told me to eat less nuggets, and theyre right. ive been eating too many. i tried to make a joke but i deleted it cus i thought it came off as mean(and it wasnt funny anyway) and maggie called me a p**sy lol. and an ugly p**sy too :/ im kinda scared of them, but they like it so it works out haha. maggies pretty intimidating, and i like it. they said my jew(new)name is arbys. they made hilarious joke about jews after that. maggie has funny jokes like that that i feel like they dont wanna tell me lol. i told them about how i talked about their boobs in my game, and their p**sy. thats a lot of fun and i like that i make people uncomfortable lmao. maggie was really annoyed by stuff, so they asked me if i wanted to talk while they were annoyed, and i of course i said yes. i love talking to maggie. and honestly they werent mean at all:) i showed them my id and they laughed hard and its a pretty funny picture, and idk wtf happened to my hairline in it lol. they told me they story of their drivers license lol. they look BUSTED in it apparently lol. it was hilarious hearing the story of that, and that they had to use it lol. maggie made a very exciting dinner of onions and pepperoni in sauce lmao. they said it wasnt bad though! we went to sleep kinda early tonight. and i woke them up to take their meds! 0 Comments

11/14/2020 01:15 AM  beautiful Current mood:  aroused today wasnt what i thought it was gonna be, but it was amazing. even though we didnt end up talking until 5pm, i had a great day. we talked for like 30 mins while they went and moved their car. that was nice. morning where i get to talk with maggie are always great. until we started talking during the evening we texted some. maggie changed their pfp on twitter to one of the new pictures. its so f***in cute. they said the pictures arent ready yet thats why i havent gotten to see them. maggie bought toys for my cats:)) that was so f***in nice! it made me so happy, and theyre so sweet! they got toys for my cats:)) ik theyre gonna love em. they got me an adorable cinnamoroll keychain!! i love it so much. maggies bear is supposed to come tomorrow:) i cant wait for them to get it! im excited to get to see them eventually though. we talked about christmas. their moron neighbors were playing christmas music, and it was the same song over and over lol. maggie likes that one song from the nutcracker. they told me a story about how they like the little things, like eating and talking with people or driving. it was really nice. maggie says that theyve gotten a little chubby  i like it. also, i learned that they have lots of peach fuzz and little black hairs. i love it. i think its so cute. maggie showed me their boobs tonight!! omg they have the most beautiful boobs ive ever seen. the size, shape, color, and nipple are all perfect. thats probably one of the most turned on ive ever been in my life(i was huge lol). i hope i get to see them more, and i cant wait to touch them. its been a few hours but im still all hot and bothered. maggies body is so beautiful. not even in like a sexual way. its just beautiful like a work of art. it means so much to me that they trust me enough to start showing me more. they went to sleep at like 10. they had stressfull stuff after their family got back, so i understand. imma wake them up at 2:53 to take their meds, so i look forward to seeing them soon! 1 Comments

11/13/2020 04:26 PM  :) maggie went for a walk and run this morning. they have this really cute thing where they pick up huge sticks and walk around and pretend like its normal. one of the ones they picked up a few walks ago was as f***ing uge lol. it was like the size of a small tree haha. maggie showed me some cool chokers that could work for their delirium cosplay. maggie in a choker makes me wanna blush. they decided on all the aspects of the cosplay today! they ordered everything too. theyre gonna use this really pretty 80s dress as the outfit. its gonna be awesome! i took a couple pictures of arwen, and they were cute, but maggie laughed cus of how bad the pictures were lmao. tbh im terrible at taking pictures. they drove on the freeway today:) i was really excited when they told me cus theyve wanted to for a long time. they went kinda fast! they were nervous at first but they had fun. we played cod after maggie got out of the shower. that was lot of fun but i got kinda sad cus i suck lol. i really need to get a new phone though, cus damn mine sucks. maggie went to skid row today to drop off clothes. pretty exciting, and nice of them to do that. its really generous. maggie says that the long hair i used to have made me gay lol. they might have a point, and its funny cus they said the long hair version of me was a sad version, and they dont see them as the same, and i agree tbh. its strange, but im really happy wiht how my life is, and i reeally like having a buzzcut. (I used to like literal gay stuff like femboys lol. now all that kinda stuff grosses me out tbh.) its like with ren. were different that when we started talking. i got maggie more gifts today:) since they dont have tons of money, and they know how much i like them. maggie came up with a system that exchanges gifts for doing stuff with her. and giving her as a gift to me instead. i really like this idea, and the stuff i get to earn is so f***ing hot. this isnt why i got her the gifts though, but it is really nice and i cant wait to cash in my rewards. its stuff like blowjobs, playing with her body, licking her, her licking me, grinding me and drinking drool, petting her kitty, kisses, and handjobs. its so amazing, and shes a way better gift than anything else. im really excited. i get to cuddle too! i have a menu and everything haha. maggie went to their meeting. i usually go, but i havent been feeling great, so i didnt go cus i didnt think id be able to understand and keep up with the spanish. we talked about makeup brushes. i asked a lot of questions and maggie got kinda mad lol. idk why i ask TONS of questions. i just really like to hear their opinions about things. we texted about shopping, and wigs, and makeup for the rest of the day. it was nice, and they went to bed at like 11. i woke them up at 5 to take their meds.  0 Comments

11/12/2020 04:34 PM  gifts Current mood:  aroused we stayed up overnight. that was really fun! maggie was teasing me with rp stuff that was really hot imo. thinking about its getting me all bothered. maggies still looking through their pictures. i hope i get to see them soon lol.  today there was a big sale on aliexpress! me and maggie spent a lot of time shopping and looking at cool stuff. they bought stuff for their delirium cosplay, and they have really cool ideas! i know its gonna look amazing. they bought other cool stuff too like bunny ears, leg warmers, and eyepatch. maggie got me a sweatshirt:) its so cool! its a junji ito cat hoodie. i love it. i cant wait to get it. im never gonna stop wearing it. after that they showed me random stuff, like hentai tshirts, a pipe they had in school, and a really cool wig! after that we didnt talk until night time, cus they were busy organizing. i feel like i ask too many questions sometimes, but i just really like talking to maggie :/ i hope im not annoying. i got them a my melody hat! it wasnt the one they wanted, but i think they still like it, so thats good:) i think its really cute and the ears move! maggie was...idk the word...about the price of it, but i didnt mind. the bear i got maggie is supposed to get there soon! thatll be awesome. its so big lol. they bought cool clip on ears! and maggie set up a..reward is the best word i can think of...system for gifts i get them. theyre right, id much rather have maggie as a gift than anything else, so im really happy:) it gives me thoughts, and im really excited for what were gonna do when we meet. its so hot lol im getting distracted while im writing this. we went to bed kinda early, and i woke up at 1:53 to get maggie up to take their meds, but they were already up so i think i made them mad again :/  0 Comments

11/11/2020 12:15 PM  maggieeee Current mood:  happy maggie is so f***ing cute! they went for a walk today, and sent me cool pictures in the morning! it seemed like a lot of fun. after their hike they did laundry. 2 days in a row oof lol. after that we talked while they drove to the 99 cent store. that was really fun i like driving with maggie. we talked about me, and embarrassing stories. we talked about winter, and how im a retard lol. after that we didnt talk for a while which sucked :/. they took cute pictures! but i havent gotten to see them yet...tonight we talked more finally after a while, and they showed me one of the pictures, it was really cute:) and maggies foot was there  i love maggies feet. i made maggie worried, which made me feel kinda bad. i was feeling bad so im glad they could tell, and then i sent them a picture of a match i was playing with and it made them worry. they told me to cut my nails, and that made me feel a lot better. good reccomendation maggie! they fell asleep not too long after that. and then i got them up at 4:46 to take meds! we didnt sleep last night:)) it was so much fun 0 Comments

11/10/2020 01:16 PM  mondays :( Current mood:  relaxed maggie was busy today :/ maggie did laundry this morning. they were washing blankets, which is really smart cus its cold these days. after they took a shower, they went on aliexpress and showed me really cool stuff! cute eyepatches and an adorable bedset. theyre gonna get led lights for their car. they sync with music itll be super cool! maggies been having a lot of fun on imvu customizing characters. theyre really good! i gave them my login and they customized my character too! he looks so cool:) maggies character is really cute. it has wings!! i kinda want to get tripp pants, and maggie found some cool ones. theyre kinda expensive, but theyre awesome. i wanna get maggie a pair but they said theyre too expensive for me to get them as a gift. maggie showed me more pictures of when they were bigger. they looked so cute:) the pictures were really nice and i really liked seeing them. maggie thinks its funny that i though they were cute. "jaden likes fat girls" lol. we hung out in an imvu room. it was really nice. i felt gay haha. i asked maggie a f***ton of questions and i think they got kinda mad :P i just really like talking to them. i hope they like talking to me as much as i like talking to them. maggie fell asleep at 8:48 :/ 0 Comments

11/09/2020 02:55 PM  :P coming up with titles is kinda hard lol. i woke maggie up at 6 to take their meds, we went back to sleep after, and they woke up and left the call at 9:23. they said gm text in a bit, and they went to get ready for their meeting(I think) i was late to my meeting lol. we texted during my meeting, and they didnt get to go to theirs, cus their congregation had technical difficulties. it was really cold and rainy yesterday. it hailed at my house! maggie hung out with their family all day. we both created imvu accounts and were messing with our characters on there. maggies character is so f***ing cool! we talked for a while too! they told me tons of interesting stories from the hospital, and talked more about that. i love hearing about maggies hospital stories. theyre super interesting to me, but im sorry for what they have to go through. they started watching master chef with their mom from season one. i think that sounds pretty fun tbh. they kept getting distracted by the show when we were talking i thought it was adorable. maggie messed with me more about liking chubby girls, and said they were gonna go to 200 pounds. they sent me some super cute pictures of them in makeup too! they made me blush. we played a couple games of cod and then wee listened to music and went to bed.  0 Comments

11/08/2020 12:26 AM  idk we talked for a sec at 4:30 about their meds. it was raining this morning:) that was really nice. we talked for a little. we talked about the sandman show. were both really excited!! its supposed to be scary, but it sounds amazing. weve been talking a lot about what actors they might pick, and which ones would be good. 24hr diner should be insane, and when dream goes to hell. they showed me a bunch of awesome artwork and strips from the comic. it was really cool, and the moments she liked are amazing.  we talked about my crazy trump supporting step-grandpa. f*** him tbh. we played cod, and we did missions today like getting longshots and stuff like that. we played like babies and sniped on a rooftop a little bit. i see why people do it tbh its so easy not to die and to get killstreaks. maggie went and made nonya for lunch for them and their mom. they said it was good, and im really happy about that. then we talked about body types i used to like. i used to like chubby girls. she was laughing and stuff, and it was really funny. idk why but its kind of embarrassing. maggie asked me how much i wanted them to weigh. i said 140-ish, but honestly theyre perfect rn. maggies body is beautiful. then they talked about my "types" for different types of girls. they were pretty spot on tbh. we played some more cod and it was super fun. we talked about how im intimidated by them. im glad maggie likes it and doesnt think im a p**sy. we talked about more serious stuff too. maggie made some good points about the way i act, and i get it. maggie fell asleep pretty early today, but thats ok. when she sleeps more it means they doing ok, so even though i wanna spend all day with them im always happy when i think theyre doing better. i really like maggies snores. theyre super cute, and we were listening to music together, but it stopped a second ago. imma wake her up in a few hours to take their pill. idk if imma sleep tonight, but i probably should.  0 Comments

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