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we talked for a sec at 4:30 about their meds. it was raining this morning:) that was really nice. we talked for a little. we talked about the sandman show. were both really excited!! its supposed to be scary, but it sounds amazing. weve been talking a lot about what actors they might pick, and which ones would be good. 24hr diner should be insane, and when dream goes to hell. they showed me a bunch of awesome artwork and strips from the comic. it was really cool, and the moments she liked are amazing.  we talked about my crazy trump supporting step-grandpa. f*** him tbh. we played cod, and we did missions today like getting longshots and stuff like that. we played like babies and sniped on a rooftop a little bit. i see why people do it tbh its so easy not to die and to get killstreaks. maggie went and made nonya for lunch for them and their mom. they said it was good, and im really happy about that. then we talked about body types i used to like. i used to like chubby girls. she was laughing and stuff, and it was really funny. idk why but its kind of embarrassing. maggie asked me how much i wanted them to weigh. i said 140-ish, but honestly theyre perfect rn. maggies body is beautiful. then they talked about my "types" for different types of girls. they were pretty spot on tbh. we played some more cod and it was super fun. we talked about how im intimidated by them. im glad maggie likes it and doesnt think im a p**sy. we talked about more serious stuff too. maggie made some good points about the way i act, and i get it. maggie fell asleep pretty early today, but thats ok. when she sleeps more it means they doing ok, so even though i wanna spend all day with them im always happy when i think theyre doing better. i really like maggies snores. theyre super cute, and we were listening to music together, but it stopped a second ago. imma wake her up in a few hours to take their pill. idk if imma sleep tonight, but i probably should.