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πŸ’ πŸŽ€ 𝒢𝓁𝒢𝓃𝓃𝒢 πŸŽ€ πŸ’

06/22/2020 12:26 PM 

Current mood:  bored

i've been stuck at the dmv for like 2 hours omfggggg


06/22/2020 12:25 PM 

my music
Current mood:  chill

hi!! first blog post but if ur here might as well check out my music ^-^ on pretty much any streaming platform ♥ 

music, indie, artist


06/22/2020 03:25 PM 

trigger warning: mentions ed & abuse
Current mood:  drained

I know none of my friends are on here because they don't know about it, don't trust it or are too lazy to make a profile and customize it for their aesthetic. so i have decided this is now my "diary"??? nah more like journal or something. imma over share. lemme talk about the fact that i've been having eating problems?? it started when i was in 7th grade. it never fully went away. i lost 20 lbs in 2018 and i've lost 10 more recently. and i was able to maintain during the two years. i know i'm not doing it healthily. im undereating. i get dizzy walking across the room. sometimes when i stand up i have to lower myself to the ground because i "black" out. i can't see anything and i forget i exist for a second then i come back. but im still not skinny. i'm average. and i dont know what my obsession is with wanting to be skinny but i think i just want to take up less space. my ex bf was abusive and i remember him saying that girls that are too skinny repulse him. i know theres a low chance of me seeing him again but if i do i WANT him to be repulsed. i want him to be so disgusted that he doesn't put a hand on me. i want to be skinny enough for him to never even want to touch me again. it doesn't make sense. i have a therapist and psychologist and i tell them everything and they help but. i havent told them about this. im not sure i want to. its not that i don't care. i just don't want them to try to stop me. i don't want help for it. i know i should get some. but it feels so nice losing weight. it feels nice to have people compliment you and call you pretty or fit without you having to ask them if you are. my friends mom even told me about how she always thought my sister was going to be the prettier, thinner and taller sibling but that i am instead. and she kept telling me how pretty i am now that i've lost weight. my mom got aggravated probably because she knows i don't eat enough but i just dont want to anymore. it felt so good to be told im prettier than my sister. because i feel like im worthless. and that i'll never be good enough. or that if i was compared with people i would always be the "meh shes okay ig" one. the one used as a joke in f*** marry kill so they laugh about how ugly i am then say kill. being called pretty made me feel like five pounds were off my shoulders. i felt so happy. and wanted. she said things like "who knew you were beautiful under all that weight" and i was wearing lose/bagging clothing too. i don't know. don't use this as thinspo or think its pro ana. its not. eating disorders suck and can damage your body for the rest of your life. if you survive the disorder that is. im not here to romanticize this. i shouldn't have to be told i'm skinny to feel pretty and wanted. but i grew up in a private school filled with naturally slim and athletic kids. i was the outcast because of my weight. i was the "chubby one". it made me feel bad. like something was wrong with me. but theres nothing wrong with being chubby or even fat. i see other people who are chubby or fat and they look beautiful. i genuinely find them pretty and i dont use the words chubby and fat as an insult but as a description. just like how people use the words skinny and slim. its only an insult if you make it an insult. the only person i  "fatshame" is myself. it makes me feel guilty cause theres nothing wrong with being fat. and mentally i know that. but emotionally i still use the word as an insult to myself. it makes me feel like i'm a bad person for subconsiously associating fat with bad but it's only when its towards myself. i don't know if that makes it much better. if you're reading this and you're worried, ilm okay. dont stress. act like the rant was a joke or smth. fOr LeGaL rEaSoNs ThE rAnT wAs A jOkE 



06/22/2020 01:25 PM 

noooo idea what to dooooo
Current mood:  bored

this site is cool n stuff but its sooo hard to navigate  lowkey gives me a headache lol but its fun so idc :) might just play some ffxiv now 


06/22/2020 03:22 PM 

Current mood:  weird

hiii lets b friends pls ♥3 i'm hella bored lmaoo and have literally nothing to do

friends , happiness, bored


06/22/2020 03:23 PM 

Current mood:  blah

woke up feeling like my throat is closing so that's fun😚


06/22/2020 03:21 PM 

✧ο½₯゚: *✧ο½₯゚:*(*❦ω❦)*:ο½₯゚✧*:ο½₯゚✧
Current mood:  adored

all of u are so pretty wtf 


06/22/2020 03:21 PM 

my bf
Current mood:  adored

reminding u guys that i have a very cute and very very nice boyfriend who deserves the world ily baby :)) 


06/22/2020 03:22 PM 

just saying hey :)
Current mood:  bored

i'm just figuring this out..i wanna make some new friends :)

friends, friend, new friends, friendship


06/22/2020 03:21 PM 

Some one help me )’:
Current mood:  ashamed

Yo how da fuk do i add one of those cute aesthetic lookn photo backgrounds everyone seems to mf have one here ;-;


06/22/2020 03:21 PM 


sam X3

06/22/2020 02:59 PM 

Current mood:  bouncy

 yipee!!! my first blog post on friendproject ♥♥             i'll use my first post as an intro  hii my name is sam, i'm 16, and my pronouns are she/they!! but if you read my profile you already know that wwwwww a majority of my main interests are already listed!! pleaseee talk to me about them >__<.i'll b frequently checking friendproject so if you ever send me a message i'll answer back shortly!           you could also dm me on insta if you want too♥ @girliescouts                  i can't wait to hopefully befriend one of you!!  see yaaaaaa ♥                                      

#introduction, #firstblogpost, #deathnote, #happy


06/22/2020 03:18 PM 

Current mood:  excited

hii dis is my first post haha, but jus tryna make sum friennnds, im pretty friendlyy  


06/22/2020 03:20 PM 

higher than the mf clouds
Current mood:  amused

i wanna smoke but the sh*t is funky... i hate the smell but i want the high


alexandra ❦❦

06/22/2020 12:18 PM 

good morning
Current mood:  sleepy

my dad woke me up 2hrs ago and i couldn't go back to sleep 

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