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03/18/2023 08:15 PM  fabian's weekly 2 Current mood:  happy Hey, week 2 huh, didn't think I'd remember honestly but well im here now. This week was pretty alright honestly, I spent my time making an alter ego as a girl: let me introduce you to amelia, basically me as a girl. I used the account to troll a bit, was honestly very fun. I have a pretty deep voice so when they joined vc they thought the account "amelia " would have a high girl voice and not be a dude with a strong german accent hehe. I also sent my overseas friend a letter you remember him from last time. He was so excited, I just love seeing him happy so much. I did his math homework on wednesday >:)  hehe forever grateful to me. I also cheered him up when he was feeling down (twice). I just love being there for him, truly my soulmate. Anyway, I also went to watch a movie with my friends and then we ate together. Maybe a normal thing for you, but doing stuff like that with friends is rare for me so I was pretty happy, Also Friday was honestly the best day of the week so far, dont know why but I was happy all day, a day without feeling depressed is something new for me sooo improvement i guess. Just some more regular info at the end, the only game I like to play at the moment is minesweeper and because its the only thing I play im getting hella good, also finished the movie "Stauffenberg" on Netflix Okayy thats it for this week, honestly a 7/10, see you all next week, might include some pictures there. byebye -fabian 0 Comments

03/11/2023 08:21 PM  fabian's weekly 1 Current mood:  thoughtful Hiya, Im fabian and I wanted to use this as kind of a diary. I'll do weekly posts about my life becuase my therapist (the voice in my head) told me it could help me with my depression. I tend to forget what happened all week long, like its already march, what happened all year. I apologize in advance for my not so perfect english, its not my main language afterall but I feel more comfortable with it. This first post will be a bit longer than the rest because its the first one and I need to explain some stuff. Anyway lets start with my week. Im trying to remember what happened but I cant think of anything interesting, every day has just kinda been the same. I have a pretty messed up sleep schedule because my best friend, my soulmate, lives in america so I spend most of my afternoons asleep. As soon as I come home from school I fall dead asleep until the evening (Not like anyone would want to do anything in the afternoon anyway), and then I wait until we can call. I love him sm. School has been somewhat terrible this week, I just wanna go home when im there. Most interesting thing that happened is a toxic girl who I was friends with from August to November tried to become friends with me again. I'm trying to ignore it as best as I can because she just used me but oh well. Thats all for this week lads, I hope I wont forget next week but yeah until then byee -fabian 0 Comments

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