06/10/2022 02:10 AM  Stuff stuck in my head Current mood:  tired K something super annoying about having OCD is that you often obsess over certain things.  Like, if you have a crush on someone, you think about them over and over and OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN ALLLLLL THE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE You know what I mean? And then you get thinking and you're asking yourself, "Do they like me back?" and then you find yourself considering telling the person you like them and then you keep thinking about them again, but this time your thoughts are about the certain outcomes of letting them know how you feel.  Once you tell them, the ball's in their court and you might not get a clear answer or not and then you end up thinking abou them again, but this time it's MUCH, MUCH worse because now instead of thinking about them sometimes, you're thinking about them ALL THE TIME and it's taking a hugeeeeeeeeeeeee toll on your mental health.  After a while and you still haven't gotten an answer, your feelings start fading until finally, they disappear completely and then you're thinking to yourself, "What did I ever find so attractive about the person?" and "Is it weird that I don't want anyone now?"  And then there's songs. There was this one song that was stuck in my head all of Tuesday night before falling asleep and when I woke up, IT WAS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD!!! What really sucked about having that one song stuck in my head is that it was a song that I really loved and in case you're wondering what song it was, it's called, "When I get home, you're so dead" by Mayday Parade.  Thankfully though, the lyrics no longer flooded my brain that day and they haven't come back since and although a couple of minutes ago I had a differen't song in my head, writing this blog certainly helped lessen the thoughts of the song and decrease the nausea I've been feeling since yesterday.  But anyways, I was thinking, should I do a song of day, maybe song of the week? I saw someone else do it on here and I thought it'd be fun.  Let me know what you think in the comments below and if you relate to anything that I have said here.  Thank you and have a great night :)) 0 Comments

06/09/2022 09:15 PM  Hi :)) Current mood:  tired I honestly don't get what's so fun about blogging, but part of me wants to give it a try, so here goes,  Hey there :))  Just a random question:  Do you (YES YOU, THE PERSON READING THIS POST) ever find yourself thinking of certain songs whenever someone says certain phrases or words? Do songs ever pop into your head? Like, let's say you're friend mentions they're painting a masterpiece and then you start singing, "My Masterpiece....is only mine, entirely guilty by design" which is a line from a MT song. All of my fellow Trenchers out there know who MT are:  THE GREATEST CANADIAN BAND OF ALL TIME, WHICH IS MARIANAS TRENCH.  Why are they so great?  Well, the lead singer, Josh grew up in a family of musicans. His mom was a vocal coach, and one of her clients was the lead singer of ACDC and what did his dad do? He ran a recording studio, so Josh grew up in a musical family.  As Josh got older, he struggled with not one, but two different eating disorders, the first of which was Anorexia. Soon after that, he got Bullima and then he started taking Heroin. His addiction became so bad that his parents told him that he either go to rehab or he'd be kicked out of the house and what did he do? He went to rehab.  When he was in rehab, he was asked to do an activity with circles and each circle represented things that were important to you. Music meant so much more to him than his addiction did. In fact, he ended up writing a love song about his addiction. The song ended up getting added to the band's second album, which is called Masterpiece Theatre.  Fun fact about Marianas Trench: The band's original name was Ramsay Fiction, probably because two of the band members were part of the Ramsay family (Josh and his older sister, Sarah).  Another fun fact about the band is Josh and Matt went to school together and were in choir together too.  How did Ian (drums) and Mike (bass) become part of the band? Well, an ad was placed in the Georgia Straight Newpaper and Josh found Ian. Ian had a room mate at the time, who was Mike and since they couldn't find anyone, they asked Mike and he said yes. So, BOOM!!! That's how Marianas Trench came to be.  One final fact that I will share about Marianas Trench is how they continued working hard in the business even though they were a flop at the beginning. It wasn't until they released their first single, "Shake Tramp," which was recorded at Burnaby Village Museum that they became the super famous band they are today.  Anywayyyyyyyyyys, back to what I was talking about earlier. Sorry about the spammming. I'm just a girl with ADHD, so sometimes I can talk about random stuff, but hey, don't we all end up talking about one thing before moving onto another topic a second later sometimes?  I tend to sing different lines from songs if someone says a certain thing. Idk why. I just do. Maybe it's because I love music a latte (did you see what I did there? :P ) or maybe it's due to my ADHD. Whatever the reason, I am proud of who I am and what I do.  Let me know if you relate to any of this.  Thank you and have a great night :)) 0 Comments

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