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Stuff stuck in my head Category: Art
Current mood:
tired
K something super annoying about having OCD is that you often obsess over certain things.
Like, if you have a crush on someone, you think about them over and over and OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN ALLLLLL THE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
You know what I mean?
And then you get thinking and you're asking yourself, "Do they like me back?" and then you find yourself considering telling the person you like them and then you keep thinking about them again, but this time your thoughts are about the certain outcomes of letting them know how you feel.
Once you tell them, the ball's in their court and you might not get a clear answer or not and then you end up thinking abou them again, but this time it's MUCH, MUCH worse because now instead of thinking about them sometimes, you're thinking about them ALL THE TIME and it's taking a hugeeeeeeeeeeeee toll on your mental health.
After a while and you still haven't gotten an answer, your feelings start fading until finally, they disappear completely and then you're thinking to yourself, "What did I ever find so attractive about the person?" and "Is it weird that I don't want anyone now?"
And then there's songs. There was this one song that was stuck in my head all of Tuesday night before falling asleep and when I woke up, IT WAS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD!!! What really sucked about having that one song stuck in my head is that it was a song that I really loved and in case you're wondering what song it was, it's called, "When I get home, you're so dead" by Mayday Parade.
Thankfully though, the lyrics no longer flooded my brain that day and they haven't come back since and although a couple of minutes ago I had a differen't song in my head, writing this blog certainly helped lessen the thoughts of the song and decrease the nausea I've been feeling since yesterday.
But anyways, I was thinking, should I do a song of day, maybe song of the week? I saw someone else do it on here and I thought it'd be fun.
Let me know what you think in the comments below and if you relate to anything that I have said here.
Thank you and have a great night :))
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