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Ruir

Last Login:
August 9th, 2022




Gender: Other
Status: Swinger
Age: 117
Country: Romania

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08/03/2022 06:49 AM 

sentimental nonsensical
Current mood:  angsty

i always hated that trend of saying some random sh*t then venting and continuing like normal. they'll be like "petition to erase august" then go into detail of their dad. im terrified of getting older. the pit in my stomach grows worse every year. it festers around me like a damn wasp hoard. it's not the aging. it's not being able to spot them anymore that terrifies me. ive been counting down the years. everything feels so finite and clumsy in my hands. maybe they were never really mine to begin with. i hope they aren't. i noticed a change in how people react to me. it hits my mind as soon as i hear them say it. did i ever really get to be coddled as a child ? i don't want to face my shortcomings so soon. mediocrity represented in the shape of a f***ing birthday cake. a heart dots the i of a name unkind to me. i never even thought i'd see this age. i'm not sure how much longer i can be a coward. i dont want this. i should've been a marble. eat me so i can be born again. like who would ever do that ? august is a boring month tho so they right. f*** september too. all my homies hate september.

10/17/2021 02:12 AM 

it doesn’t matter

the sound came out strangled and raucous; almost disembodied. it was unnatural. the sound doesn't belong there.

09/24/2021 10:35 PM 

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Current mood:  curious

nah, because if he's into milfs, I would not be expecting it.

09/23/2021 04:38 PM 

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Current mood:  anxious

there's been a pit in my stomach since yesterday. what's wrong with me ?

09/21/2021 10:26 PM 

no subject
Current mood:  gloomy

it takes its time in eating me.

09/21/2021 09:31 PM 

no subject
Current mood:  frustrated

why am i like this ? i need to feel the consequences of remembering. i just need a reason. any reason. i can't stay focused. everything has hoarded itself into the 

09/20/2021 06:52 PM 

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Current mood:  headphones

if i romanticize my life enough, maybe something fun will happen lmao.

09/19/2021 07:44 AM 

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Current mood:  calm

What happened to the relief that used to accompany this action ? So many years have passed, yet I still feel the same. I’ve long since forgotten it, but the craving is still there. It’s easier to accept that you’re someone different, and that we were never alike. Do you miss your life ? This can’t be it.  Give me back my face. 

09/19/2021 01:53 AM 

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Current mood:  disappointed

all that was left of me will crumble in your wake. please say hello when you see me.

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