12/15/2020 02:47 PM  random rant Current mood:  annoyed If you'd have told 17 year old me back in 2007 that Myspace would be dead, facebook considered for "old people" and pretty much everything I knew completely flip even MORE I would have probably in not so nicer terms told you to get bent and I didn't believe you. I can more then like 99,9% garentee you could of given me the written copy of my life and I would of flipped through looking for stuff that sounded the best and just focused on that and been like "eh yeah thats nice" and carried on just assuming that great stuff would show up not even understanding all the inbetween sh*tty stuff you need to expierence before even HALF of the good stuuf even comes and even then sometimes your so focused on how hard the crappy thing effected you you don't even realize the good moment in front of you.   0 Comments

12/06/2020 02:42 PM  Sunday Funday Rantings <3 Current mood:  focused Accountability... Seems to be the biggest trigger in my opinion this year. There is no denying 2020 has been a complete and utter sh*t show for everyone, but have you been helping or harming the cause? Honestly who I am to say what you should of shouldn't do just the same as you to others. If we have all learned anything it is that the only way we can ensure our 2021 is any better is if we personally help to make it that way. "BuT hOw ChRiSTmaS iS RuInED tHiS YeAR!?! EvrYtHiNg Is rUiNeD!!!" Define ruined??? I feel like this is the year of How the Grinch Stole Christmas and Covid is the Grinch and y'all are falling for the trap. I'm not the poster child for following rules or guidlines I make no quams about that, however I do undeerstand that it is in the best interest of my Grandmother who I take care or along with others in my compromised family that I just do. Also easier said then done for myself as this is also the first time in a very long while where I am also not in the position to do what I want when I want. I mean of course I could but if I was going to do that why even bother moving back here? Like I said if anything this year has made me act more accountable, if I said I was going to do it then frig I was going to do it. Now did I do EVERY single thing I said I was going to?...Nope, but I can tell you this year I sure as hell tried a lot harder then most years. I was able to start getting back on track with excirsing more regularly, I started writing more, I started posting my writings more. Trying to post more about honesty the highs and lows of life not just depressing memes. I ventured into astrology more and gained a better understanding of my divination practises. So many amazing opportunities I never would have been given if it wasn't for this life shift. The biggest being the start of my own salon because of Covid Salon 360 is a real thing. So many different things gained and started with no set end date or expectations except to go with the flow and understand that nothing happens over night. I've spent the last 10 years exploring the highs and lows of my life jourey, I want to spend the next 10 fine tuning with a purpose that is to normalize the unnormal, the unconventional, the weird, and the alternative. I would love to give people a neat category for what I am aiming for but the concept is so large and board I just can't, forever never being able to specify one specific thing except my biggest yearning... we all realise the differences are our key ♥   0 Comments

12/01/2020 02:24 PM  Tarot Tues. Current mood:  optimistic Today's card is the judgement card. It seems pretty bang on for the times lately. JUDGEMENT... Let's get this straight unless you can HELP someone else with their situation you should keep your comments to yourself. The only persons actions and words you should judge are your own. Take these crazy times to use the pressure to become a precious jewel not just buried by the dirt. As cliche as it sounds we all need the sh*t times to appreciate the great ones. 0 Comments

11/29/2020 12:58 PM  Just Living My Life. Current mood:  angsty I'm a natural born button pusher, I say that because for as long as I can recall I have always wanted to know why. What's the reason? I mean I guess I just always assumed other people had the same curiosity to that, that to me I always wondered how someone could have a certain mean or negative thought, or even jsut any thought.  As I got older I kinda figured not everyone felt like that but I contiuned to push through I think the younger years were harder. Anything or person who is different to kids normally gets picked out like a massive purple elephant in a room. And where I was a fat kid I was the literal expression brought to life (Purple was also my favorite color).  I suppose I guess my point is I have never once hated that quality about me I have a curiosity for life and I love it, sometimes it gets me in trouble and I cross people boundaries which I by no mean set out to do but like I guess that's where communication is needed. Me I'm pretty open on the communication end not my problem if others haven't figured themselves out yet. Unfortunately I am past the point in my life in caring what others think, I've gone through too much and seen enough to know...I'm good you do you Glen Coco. This global pandemic has unfortunately hit and diveded people a LOT I'm just fortunate enough where this wasn't my worst year...not even close. And I'm thankful and grateful for that so let's go on and enjoy what's left and celebrate a new beginning. ♥   0 Comments

11/28/2020 02:54 PM  Let it Go... Current mood:  accomplished Whelp I was determined to post today and spent a good majority of the day contemplating what to write, now I mean I write pretty much everyday in one of my many journals but something about blogging for me I love. Now instead of just my procrastination I deal with a billion other "adult things" before I even have a chance to think about this.  As a single mom and a live in caregiver the biggest thing I've realized is finding time for what I enjoy and what makes me me so as I can continue to be as present as I can for the people I'm caring for, ♥ These last few months and acknowledging everything on this full moon coming up and we exit Neptune Retrograde this just seem to be wrapping up and coming together.  Honestly I can't wait for the next following months, like I keep saying 30 is the new 20 and thank god because damn my 20s were crazy.    0 Comments

11/27/2020 11:48 PM  Who's Laughing Now? Current mood:  blah Well its no nuance November so here we go... Anyone who is surprised this lockdown is happening is blind to what's going on. For those who haven't noticed a global pandemic means you don't get to decide when the outside world is safe, if you could then you would be sitting in these conversations as to how this sh*t is handled. It is what is, not that it's any of my business but like maybe if we all took this seriously ALMOST A YEAR AGO and weren't cracking off jokes and memes online about not having Halloween and Christmas the joke wouldn't be a reality now would it??? Who's laughing now? Not any of us that's for sure. Personally for myself I can't & won't sit here and list off all the sh*t things about this year because honestly in the grand scheme of things they haven't be THAT bad. I can easily think of plenty of other years that have been crap, but for that i am VERY fortunate and thankful because I am also perfectly aware there are TONS of people who aren't in my position and this year has been their absolute worst. For them I feel horrible and I hope by the end of this they make it out stronger and more confident in themselves because living through everything we all have as a world is a huge accomplishment and I don't think we give ourselves enough credit for the little things. So to all of you struggling and feeling alone reach out. It sounds cliché and what not but legit... do it to someone you feel safe with and someone you know is judgement free, trust yourself to be vulnerable sometimes. Your not growing if your not uncomfortable.   0 Comments

11/26/2020 02:07 PM  Ta Daaa Current mood:  adventurous Welcome! For as long as I can remember I have always joked I should have my own reality TV show. Looking back now thank god it never happend, I honestly cringe when I hear my voice so the TV dream is a hard pass. However I do love sharing my life and my journey, the biggest reason being? Easy! I want people to see that just because we are all online now doesn't mean we all have to somehow seem 100x cooler or more interesting. Everyone always seems cooler on the internet somehow and I am here to bring that reality bit back. For as long as I can remember in my family I've been known as the one who marched to the beat of my own drum, so follow me on my blog adventure into my life. The life of a 30 year old single mom. Who during a pandemic decided to take Chaos and turn it into Creative Chaos...like usual.   0 Comments

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