Who's Laughing Now?
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  blah

Well its no nuance November so here we go...

Anyone who is surprised this lockdown is happening is blind to what's going on. For those who haven't noticed a global pandemic means you don't get to decide when the outside world is safe, if you could then you would be sitting in these conversations as to how this sh*t is handled. It is what is, not that it's any of my business but like maybe if we all took this seriously ALMOST A YEAR AGO and weren't cracking off jokes and memes online about not having Halloween and Christmas the joke wouldn't be a reality now would it???

Who's laughing now? Not any of us that's for sure.

Personally for myself I can't & won't sit here and list off all the sh*t things about this year because honestly in the grand scheme of things they haven't be THAT bad. I can easily think of plenty of other years that have been crap, but for that i am VERY fortunate and thankful because I am also perfectly aware there are TONS of people who aren't in my position and this year has been their absolute worst.

For them I feel horrible and I hope by the end of this they make it out stronger and more confident in themselves because living through everything we all have as a world is a huge accomplishment and I don't think we give ourselves enough credit for the little things. So to all of you struggling and feeling alone reach out. It sounds cliché and what not but legit... do it to someone you feel safe with and someone you know is judgement free, trust yourself to be vulnerable sometimes. Your not growing if your not uncomfortable.