12/15/2020 01:46 PM  erh umh december update ??? Current mood:  angsty i always forget to post on here or even log in but its all good. update on me is that school is over tmw after my final exam kinda worried cuz i suck at studying oh well tho.  ummmh soo the girl. I'm currently talking to is still going well kinda shocked lowkey cuz i never thought it was gonna get this far. she had mentioned us declaring it official but i kinda continued it and didn't really say much. but honestly, I'm not asking her to be my gf i already decided that. i just don't know how and i never don't that before. i think I'm justly utterly terrified of relationships idk why i just cant be in them they're scary. sooo i will only be her gf if she asks me in person. I'm afraid that after i accept will my perception change of her will i overthink it until i completely destroy our relationship. I'm really trying to not do that this time and so far its been good i haven't completely destroyed this talking stage.  if any ones is reading this I'm sorry i know ur not here to hear me just ramble but if u made it this far just follow me shoot me a message ill try to respond once i log back on to this  0 Comments

10/31/2020 10:15 PM  life halloween edition its Halloween i have decided that I want to stay in tn which is strange, but I honestly feel like poopoo and don't want to go out and I just feel like if I do something bad will happen to me idk. i just have a strange feeling about tn and I hope my friends are all safe if they do decide to go out.               update about my life is I'm currently talking to this girl. i like her shes so funny and adorable. i hope I don't mess things up with her as I always tend to do with literally anyone else that shows a small interest in me. she tends to do this thing where she doesn't text me during the weekends which I find odd but shes just perhaps busy              umh well anyways I still don't know how this site works and iim now wondering if once I post this, will people in the public see this?? if you can and are reading this umh well sorry????! I'm honestly taking these "blogs" as an excuse to rant so don't mind me!!! also have a wonderful day and hope ur Halloween was good! also follow me!! i dont have friends on here lmaoo. talk to me too =)   0 Comments

09/30/2020 03:58 PM  Recent news and opinions Current mood:  curious omfg so my crush I had over a year ago finally admitted to me that she as well had a crush on me too, and that she simped all over me on her finsta, but ill never be able to see any of these posts because she deleted them all before following me and Im so f***ing pist, cuz I just want to find out what she wrote about me          were both very good friends now, and kinda glad I didn't get with her cuz ooooh bitch she a messsssy sag, she would have literally ripped and stomped on my heart         however, there's still that what if, like what if we both weren't pussies and went for it. would we still be friends? dating ? awkward with one another ?          she's currently dating someone now so I cant find out my answer hhehe ;) but if things dont work between them, I kinda want to mess around with her lmaooo its all just out of curiosity          overall, she's a great person and deserves the world and I hope she knows she worthy of only the best and she shouldn't sell herself out short      0 Comments

06/26/2020 11:16 PM  FIRST BLOG Current mood:  amused WHATS UP LOSERS, DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ON HERE AT ALL BUT ABSOLUTELY  DOWN TO JUST VIBE ON HERE  1 Comments

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