04/18/2020 01:14 AM  Eugh...D: Randum Vent Post Current mood:  bummed I think I have a personality disorder or somethin... or just really low empathy, hostility, tendency 2 isolate n be suspicious of otherz, and a bunch of other problems. Possibly Schizotypal, Paranoid, but also I am a bit Antisocial... Avoidant seems an option 2 but eh, IDKy I'm not a therapist. Plus my current therapist is useless. He SUCKZ! I've stopped goin becuz he suckz, but they keep givin me him becuz I've had him b4. I dun wan him...!!! I dun trust him AT ALL an he duzn't help me AT ALL either. Sigh. PPL. Plus dose ppl at dat place don't rlly seem 2 care a lot.... they're a free service n funded by da government so ye dats prolly why. I had a fallin out wiv all my friends multiple times n I've jus taken 2 stopping talkin 2 dem becuz they r stupid and I dun like them and yadda yadda yadda... + they dun like me n talked sh1t about me behind my back, n also 1 of da girlz wuz talking to the guy who s*xually assaulted/abused me behind my back?! WTF? She don't even block him, givez him free therapy and everything... I might be biased but if I heard anyone did that to someone, especially someone underage, I wud NOT give a single, tangile f4ck if they died. I'd think da world wud b a safer and better place. N I also feel betrayd... which is stupid bc WTF am I gna expect from ppl? Sunshine n rainbowz n a team of ppl 2 jerk me awf all day? But N E way I been knew she's a snake n hatez me, makin me out to be this ultra manipulator n even tries to make out I'm RACIST?! LOL. Just becuz I recognised da simple fact the coronavirus comes from China...? Wutever, I hate dem all 2. (BTW I harrased dat guy tht abused me n he blocked me n went private... excuse da sadism but I hope he's fukkin miserable!!!) I probably dun trust any1 or like any1 cuz of repeated vicious bullyin in my early yearz + my dad wuz quite mean 2 me and my broz growin up but I am vus vibing in my own bubble bruhz. Everyfin is depressin rn n dis PTSD ish jus keeps gettin shuvd in my face by random stuff n I h8 ppl nnnnnnnnnnn IDK. I am a mizerable persun rn n also generally. :D Wee... 0 Comments

03/30/2020 01:59 AM  Hi, first blog post Current mood:  lazy Heyo, I'm Danielle :D I'm 15. If I'm doing anything wrong sry please correct meh! My life's been kinda iffy tbh. From a young age I've been different from others and I often didn't have many true, lasting friendships... or relationships. It was explained by my autism diagnosis (though honestly I'm probably just Aspergers... assburgers lul) and the relationships part- er, I have PTSD LOL. Listen to ur friends n family when ppl say someone's a creep trust me it'll save you a lotta sh*t. I've always latched onto stuff to cope, like Zelda games, bands, people, shows, etc. Hell I even latched onto thinking I was a werewolf at one point XD. In my defense I was 11 and my friend thought she was a vampire and that we were shadow sisters... uh lol we were the weird kids what can I say? But HOPEFULLY I can fit in here with u guys! But ye. I hope I can make some friends here, make some memories, meet some cool ppl!!! If you wanna talk then hmu :D I'm open to all kindsa ppl and just here for a laugh. Don't be shy ;))))))))))  0 Comments

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