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Eugh...D: Randum Vent Post
Category: Real Life
Current mood:
 bummed
I think I have a personality disorder or somethin... or just really low empathy, hostility, tendency 2 isolate n be suspicious of otherz, and a bunch of other problems. Possibly Schizotypal, Paranoid, but also I am a bit Antisocial... Avoidant seems an option 2 but eh, IDKy I'm not a therapist. Plus my current therapist is useless. He SUCKZ! I've stopped goin becuz he suckz, but they keep givin me him becuz I've had him b4. I dun wan him...!!! I dun trust him AT ALL an he duzn't help me AT ALL either. Sigh. PPL. Plus dose ppl at dat place don't rlly seem 2 care a lot.... they're a free service n funded by da government so ye dats prolly why.
I had a fallin out wiv all my friends multiple times n I've jus taken 2 stopping talkin 2 dem becuz they r stupid and I dun like them and yadda yadda yadda... + they dun like me n talked sh1t about me behind my back, n also 1 of da girlz wuz talking to the guy who s*xually assaulted/abused me behind my back?! WTF? She don't even block him, givez him free therapy and everything... I might be biased but if I heard anyone did that to someone, especially someone underage, I wud NOT give a single, tangile f4ck if they died. I'd think da world wud b a safer and better place. N I also feel betrayd... which is stupid bc WTF am I gna expect from ppl? Sunshine n rainbowz n a team of ppl 2 jerk me awf all day? But N E way I been knew she's a snake n hatez me, makin me out to be this ultra manipulator n even tries to make out I'm RACIST?! LOL. Just becuz I recognised da simple fact the coronavirus comes from China...? Wutever, I hate dem all 2. (BTW I harrased dat guy tht abused me n he blocked me n went private... excuse da sadism but I hope he's fukkin miserable!!!)
I probably dun trust any1 or like any1 cuz of repeated vicious bullyin in my early yearz + my dad wuz quite mean 2 me and my broz growin up but I am vus vibing in my own bubble bruhz. Everyfin is depressin rn n dis PTSD ish jus keeps gettin shuvd in my face by random stuff n I h8 ppl nnnnnnnnnnn IDK. I am a mizerable persun rn n also generally. :D Wee...
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