anyway i’m back

uh

not much to report

i’ll say more when i wake up

it’s almost 7 am and i’m still awake

anyway

just had an extremely emo moment where i listened to a song and CRIED, which is so so rare for me cause i never cry.. i mean it wasn’t sobbing, but it was still a few tears

so do any of you know those things where it’s like ‘*insert song* from another room’, like it simulates that ur hearing it from another room?? hard to explain but i love them

anyway i found one and it was early sunsets by mcr from another room and i was instantly transported to a small bullets era venue, where i’m in the bathroom and i’m hearing them play it live and it just hit me how much mcr means to me,,, and how much i’d pay to see them live just once

ugh

when i was little i used to get told that if i cried before i slept i’d have nightmares

pretty sure it’s not true

pretty sure

i’m not even sad really just,, emo and exhausted

hope u guys have been alright

- ry