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I did pretty much nothing today except sit on here and eventually play eso. Well, I did get into cosplay. I downloaded photoshop to edit a picture of Rem behind me but I couldn't even get the software to open so I ended up downloading some app off of google play that worked better, without a free trial. The quality of the edits are absolute sh*t but that was kind of the point,, I wasn't aiming for them to look spectacular. They satisfied my needs.I'm almost 40 in eso, once I hit 50 I'll be at CP levels. It's taking a lot out of me to not start another character. On the plus side I finished the main questline in Vvardenfell, so now I'm just going around completeing the world bosses and delves I haven't gotten around to. I'm also hunting for ancestral tombs to get rubbings from for some librarian. Once I finish collecting those a replica of red mountain will be finished which I think is pretty awesome.I do have to work tomorrow which I am not looking forward to. My boss texted me while I was asleep this morning asking if I could come in but by the time I woke up he had texted back saying he had it coverd. Thankfully lmao. I don't hate working I just prefer being at home, I don't have to deal with people.I want to go to that cookout this weekend because it's for my partners cousin and brothers birthdays, but I get off work at 5:30 and I don't think they want to wait that long to cook. Who knows though, they may. That'd be ideal.Ahh, we'll see how everything turns out.

bruh...crazy day...read outside, then went to the beach w/ mom, then read some more outside when we got home. it was so relaxing... but! i wanted to go to target to get some stuff and there was a spider on my leg! damn near crashed into the car in front of me...a damn audi. i called my girlfriend bc i was panicking so much lmfao. asked a guy for help, said he didn't see it. but then! a janitor came out from the bank (where i was parked) and he helped me! ah! i hope he has a good blessing.went to target anyways, got my stuff. now im feeling pretty...tipsy.... ok! well here's something that i wrote bc im in my feelings:  You don’t know? I don’t know why I expected any different… Sorry, but I don’t know what you’re talking about. Figures. Whatever it is, I’m sure you’ve gotten over it by now, haven’t you? I…I don’t know… No? You’re telling me you still worry about something from when you were so young? Why? Because someone who I thought was important to me completely turned their back on me. Thought? I wasn’t important to you? You were…maybe you were too important to me. Still, you completely left me hanging and without an explanation. It still drives me insane! I can’t figure out why you accused me of lying to you. You hated me after that, right? We couldn’t talk after that…even a whole year after when I tried to talk with you, you were the one to turn your back to me. You do remember! Why’d you say you didn’t? Let me ask you something. Why do you think I did that? Accused you of lying to me? I don’t know! I thought maybe you wanted to get me to admit to anything I might’ve been hiding from you, but you were too embarrassed to come crawling back to me when it didn’t work. Is that what you thought? That’s funny. Funny? Don’t laugh at me. I’m not laughing at you.  So, why’d you do it? Or are you going to tell me you don’t remember that either. You had become so dependent on me at that time—No, I don’t know if that’s right, but you had become complicit. You could do anything you wanted as long as you came and talked to me after. Then, it felt like things were different I was like a priest that can’t do anything when a criminal comes to confession over and over. What are you talking about? You came to me almost everyday and told me what you did. For five months. And nothing changed. You weren’t getting better? So accusing me of lying was your way out? You abandoned me! You were one of the only adults I could trust at the time! I know, but what happened after that? We grew apart. All whole relationship, our rapport, was completely ruined.  What happened to you afterward? I...I stopped doing any of those things. It felt childish.Don’t you see? See what? You were leaning on me too much. Or rather, hiding behind me. I was hindering you. I knew you wouldn’t very well just stop on your own or just stop talking to me. I had to get you to stop talking to me, to stop liking me, so you could recover. What? What is that supposed to mean? It worked, didn’t it? For the time being, I suppose, but I only… I couldn’t sit by and watch you keep hurting yourself. If you getting better meant you hating me then… It was on purpose? You wanted me to hate you? I wanted you to recover and get better in spite of me. Sometimes I wish I hadn’t done it, but I wasn’t sure what else would work.  I’m not sure it did. It worked for a bit, but I don’t think it stuck. Plus, you realize how much energy and thought I’ve put towards trying to figure out why you did it? Everytime someone comes up with a malicious reason, I end up defending you! I always defended you! I didn’t ask you to. And I’m still defending you! I still want to pretend you did this for some virtuous reason! I still don’t know why you did it! You’ll never know. Maybe that’s the point.I refuse to accept that! I keep going on thinking “maybe...maybe I’ll get the chance to speak with him again”. But you won’t.  I know that, but I keep on thinking I will.  

hi ig.. I came here from tiktok and im bored af rn..who wants to b friends??

Typed this whole thing and then friendproject deleted it, thanks guys ;( anyways THINKING ABOUT ART and how much I love it, I want to be successful in art so badly it's all I want to do, what I'm meant to do ykI wanna move to NY, get my stuff up in a gallery or a book, I want someone to know me for my art, I want to be known for it so badly. It feels like people just know I've done art before, that maybe I draw here and there BUT NO!!! THIS IS WHO I AM ! I'm an illustrator ! It's always been the only thing that feels right, after all this time I've always done art. Anywaysim just thinking about art and how much I love it. Do ur self a favour and go look into "nineteen nineties & fear & love" exhibition I can't remember the artists name tho, it's written down somewhere. I really love his work tho, anton I wanna say ?? Idk bye for a bit !xo 

I feel empty rn. School drains all my engergy, I have like 5 essays due I dont even want to start them. Its so stressful even when we just have a couple of weeks left.

literally made this account..it seems so fun alr tryna make new friends on here so feel free to talk to me :)Honestly idrk if ill be using this app alot haha.but anyways have a lovely day syl! juli ♥

Watch my new YouTube video reviewing and ranting about Toronto FC Vs. Cruz Azul in Leg 1 of the Quarterfinals of the 2021 Scotiabank CONCACAF Champions League. It's a great rant, so I know most of y'all will enjoy it even if you don't like the sport of Football (soccer.) hope y'all enjoy me being disappointed and angry. RSR3: That’s That: Toronto FC 1-3 Cruz Azul Review

someone up for chats? im superrrrrr bored! 

hi everyone its nove ! if anyone plays games like val or warzone lmk bc me and my bsf have a discord server and would love to play with new ppl ♥33

YEh, just got off work homies. Kinda tired, also kinda having fun i mean this website is pretty cool. I always wanted to be a myspace "whore"(not an actual whore just goof off online). Go listen to Yeah by Usher. Kinda slaps, been stuck in my head for literal months. It just will not leave like it's really just stuck there permanently. Everytime someone says yeah i automatically start singing the song. (screams internally). Because ya'll know nothing about me other than age n gender ummmmmm, i'm bisexual(?).(question mark purely for the way i'd say it) LOL i don't know what to writeeeeeeeeee. Um i'm really good in bio, I spend most of my time drawing and/or painting for fun which i will probably post once i do something i really like or am proud of. I'm a collector of random sh*t on traintracks and anywhere reallly i just really like random sh*t it makes me happy to decorate in a maximalist(I'm sh*t at spelling by the way and ONLY run on sentences) trash pile style put i also don't have a specific style. I love dressing based on my mood or the vibe for the day but mainly casual punk style. Ohhh yuh get it i guess. Sweet end to a first blog.

anyone wana be friends ;-; ? um my disc is leash #7260and ig roblox user is leah112223 :Dyou can friend me or message me or smth if you want 

bueno,,,, me recupere en aleman por un CHINGO, pero ando valiendo verga en mate ahora. me estrese tanto ayer que cai casi creo que en una pinche coma y no pude hacer nada en todo el perro día, pero hoy ya andamos al 70-80(???¿¿) suficiente para trabajar o pinches aprender ALGO. llevo 1 de 6 topics y espero terminarlos todos hoy para que me vaya en el examen de mañana porque no quiero solo depender del examen final porque si repruebo ese repruebo todo. alch esta clase ha estado pesadiiiisima y con la maestra que me toco este semestre estuvo mucho peor. pero bueno. hago lo que puedo. tal vez venga a chillar aca si no paso y si no talvez tmbn regrese :D

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