Since the start of quarantine, I have been super bored like there is nothing for me to do anymore. There are some days with my friends when I'm having a blast but when that is over it is all boring again. I found ways to entertain myself but those are getting boring too. I do try to find new things that I end up enjoying for a week to a couple months before I get bored. When it gets to a certain point I don't want to do anything anymore except lay on my bed and think. (Writing down my thoughts is fun, even tho I end up writing too much.)
BUT BUT BUT, I have a feeling that something will change soon. My birthday will be in a month, so that'll mean I can finally work. I will possibly be able to meet new people through work. Plus I have started working out to help with self confidence and fill in my day when I am not doing anything. Not only that, I will also be graduating this year.
It's been a while since I last exercise and I felt sh*tty. So, I found some videos and started today to get healthier. It's not that I hate myself, I just want to work on myself and feel more confident in my body. Abs and thighs hurt. But, I felt good.
hopeful
accomplished