I hate f***ing homework with the life of me and my brain is going into overload mode and I'm saying random stuff and talking about whatever hots my head. And my friends are no help I want special attention no one is giving to me. and I have no clue what the hell is wrong with me ya know? I literally and saying stupid stuff for no reason and now I'm typing it for what reason I don't know. I just want attention and no one could give it to me and I even have discord and still feel nothing this sh*t sucks. what is wrong with me. I don't know what's going on.
My buttercup doesn't want to stay on the phone while I try and go to sleep cause she's so called tired when really she will hang up and go on TikTok. I'm hurting even though I want to kill her. She's so mean to me
I swear she flirting back, but it's back firing. I hate her . I won't catch feelings when she already has them. I sound mad stupid. life to be hard but ima be on my game. hopefully
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sad
drained
and I have no clue what the hell is wrong with me ya know? I literally and saying stupid stuff for no reason and now I'm typing it for what reason I don't know. I just want attention and no one could give it to me and I even have discord and still feel nothing this sh*t sucks. 
annoyed
angry
. I won't catch feelings when she already has them. I sound mad stupid. life to be hard but ima be on my game. hopefully 
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