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Samantha Last Login: December 21st, 2022 Gender: Female Status: Married Age: 35 Sign: Gemini Country: United States Signup Date: July 01, 2020 Subscriptions:

09/27/2020 02:05 PM  Mental Message to unsaid person. Hey, listen to me please, I know we're not friends, but that doesn't mean we're enemies now. I don't want to have to avoid you when you drive by our street to pick up Alice and or Justin. I don't want us to be hating each other. We are both adults. I don't care whose fault it is anymore. It simply means we didn't work out as friends after a while. Sh*t happened and there we are. I don't know where we will be down the road. That's okay. I'm not going to think sorely of you anymore. I just wish you a wonderful life and care for your well-being. I'm sorry we didn't work out as friends. 0 Comments  08/26/2020 12:35 PM  Letting Go, We will be Alright Current mood:  calm Great friendships can sometimes come with giving each other space and not as much talking. These past couple of weeks, I had deal with giving space to a close friend, over an argument and there was need of space because things were getting weird and I relied on it too much and I was seeking too much validation from the friend. I have had friendships that needed space before and I have eventually lost them through no fault of my own. This friend still cares and I still care for him but I had to learn about boundaries. I am still learning. I am not mentioning his name because some people know who I am talking about and there is really no need because I talk about him a lot as it is. I think our friendship can still be solid if I just let him be for a while and trust that the friendship is still there. 0 Comments  08/24/2020 12:24 PM  Changes and Moving Forward Current mood:  content Changes and Moving Forward I have always been use to things, that were not likely to change. It made me happy, too good to go a stray. When I feel like things are different, I lose the sanity of my way. There is no need to panic, others may have said. Change is normal, got to move forward, got to live my life. It is going to be a challenge, but I can accept it with grace. It is not over, it is just different. And that is okay, and I will be okay too. 0 Comments  07/24/2020 02:32 PM  Personal Praising Current mood:  confident I have always been afraid to like myself because I never want to be considered  "Selfish, Self centered, egotistical, concieted, etc", However, thats only the bad way of self praising. I always thought that was the only side. But I learned that there is nothing wrong with being pleased with myself/yourself. So I will say it with pride, I love who I am and I am confident in my existense. 0 Comments  07/09/2020 02:48 PM  Unspoken I feel your presence, I see you coming close, I hear your voice, I know your unspoken words. Some words don't need to be spoken, to know what they have said. The tone, the expression, the actions, That and more can speak a novel of words. Smiling doesn't always mean happy, Crying doesn't always mean sad, Okay doesn't always mean okay. Our words and forced expressions can lie, Our minds, bodies, and souls cannot. Unspoken things from within, Those can never lie. It is up to you to be true, to be honest with yourself. -Sammie   0 Comments  07/05/2020 04:50 PM  No Meltdowns (Good Life) Current mood:  adored Well it has been almost a week and I have not had any meltdowns. I have been more calm these days.I just spent time with my best friend, Eyado today and he is forever a blessing. I am just so happy with my relaxed life. Family guy, what I have and who I have. I couldn't ask for better. Sammie 0 Comments  07/01/2020 03:24 PM  Self Fulfillment Current mood:  hopeful I feel like sometimes I'm out of stamina. Meaning, I am not sure what is left in life. Being an adult with aspergers and depression is hard. I can only take one day at a time. My pace is not like others. I gotta be gentle with myself and kind. That's what I've been told. Sammie 0 Comments  View All Posts