07/11/2020 01:07 PM  lyfe is cr4zy Current mood:  indescribable so weird how you can have the sh*ttiest couple days in real life and in yr little internet world you've cultivated have the best days ever. i've been fighting a lot with my girlfriend/crying a lot with my girlfriend but everytime i go into my phone people are making offers to pay me to make music with them or people I respect are showing love and attention to me for once. idek how to feel over all it's like i live in two different dimensions at the same time and theyre in a constant spinning yin yang with eachother. I hope one day the colors melt together into grey. heres a song i just posted: lyfegu4rd b4by 0 Comments

06/29/2020 09:39 PM  i never sleep i dont 0 Comments

06/27/2020 06:01 PM  (no luv \ no pain) Current mood:  determined i make a lot of music and i release it incredibly consistently but i feel like the work i put into it kinda falls on deaf ears. its my favorite thing in the world and the only thing that makes me feel worthwhile as a human but the little hiccups and bumps in the road when i try to plan a release or when people dont listen on the platforms i work hard to put myself on or when other artists treat me like a fanboy make it kind of taxing. but its compulsive to me now, i literally breathe music and if i have all these songs theres really no reason for me to stop putting them out no matter what. idk what my life is gonna be like and i dont really care about blowing up and living as a minor internet celeberty or whatever, i just wanna be recognized and appreciated. anyway, heres a 3 song ep about pain, luv, and sorcery. it should be on yr favorite platform :) (no luv \ no pain) 1 Comments

06/26/2020 04:59 PM  i am not the antidote... just posted a new sad song to soundcloud about how u can't trust ppl on who they say they are alone but you'll be exiled for trying to warn people so here's that if u care :) i am not the antidote by bedhead 0 Comments

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