nothing to do, ever
Current mood:  blank

it is once again early in the morning and i have yet to sleep ( and judging by the monster next to me, i will not be anytime soon, i do this a lot where i sleep a lot for a while and then barley sleep for a while and go back  and forth. honestly i have no idea why i'm posting on here wit 0  friends but i almost like it more than a spam insta or some sh*t like that. i like being able to talk to the void bc i don't really have anyone else to talk to, yea i have friends and we talk but we don't talk talk ya know? i just wish there was someone i could tell how lonely i am and the things i'm struggling wit without them suggesting therapy (which i already tried and it is suprisingly hard to keep a good therpist), rehab or, aa lol. i just wish things were better, maybe then i'd feel like i actually had a chance of graduating highschool.