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blog part c
soo i have work tomorrow.. i hate it there. not because like the work sucks, and its not like the employees are mean. its just that im very quiet. and i GET IT itss annoying to be next to a quiet person, like i mean if i was talking to someone and they awere giving me dry responses i would be pissed too but, i do give actual responses and i do try and continue the conversation so why do they talk to me for like 2 seconds and then walk away ? and why are they way friendlier to everyone else ? the only person whos like actually nice and tries to have a convo with me is my manager. hes nice and so were these two other guys but, they had to leave because they were both gonna become managers and it be a conflict of interest because they were friends soo and also one of them had a sister that worked there soo.. yeah. but those three are the nicest and only one is left and its my manager so i dont even see him everytime i work. so i just am there by myself why everyone like huddles together and talks to eachother.. its not like im mean to them or anything, an i know i can be mean when casually talking but, i make sure to be careful with what i say when talking to new people. i literally like only talk about work like "oh its busy, is there a new movie out", "have you seen any of the movies", "what time do you get out" etc. literally small talk and they will be like yeah.. and turn to talk to someone else. like am i f***ing ugly or something  this girl i got hired with talked to me for a while and was nice but then just started talking to other girls more .. i dont blame her cuz i think they go to school together.
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