night out and magic boy story
Current mood:  contemplative

hello again, i like the idea of using a blog as a diary, so im going to do that. 
im going to give yall the details of the amazing night i had last month.

okay, this happened october 8th/9th (from evening til morning of 9th), it was the birthday of two of my best friends, the first bday started at 08:00pm, we all went to my friend house and had some drinks and snacks, we also smoke something but not much, at 10hs he arrived, this handsome, tall, gourgeous dude. he was wearing a lavander sweater and covered his mouth with his hand when he laughed. 
i didnt give him that much of attention tbh, yes he was cute, so what.

he and his mates had a large cup of apple vodka, and two tequila flasks , which i was very decided i was going to get.

o right, one drink, two cups, a lil laugh, we introduce each other. at 11 the whole bday group had to take a bus to a small town next to ours so we could go to our other friend party, and it was huge, like a 100 people, the trip took an hour so at 12:15am we were there, all ready to get wild as we should.

my bff was with his bf, my school friends were, i dont really know, playing games and getting f***ed, the birthday boy was being the center of attention , the friends of him were trying hit on a friend of mine or throwing up , and i wes bored. and he was too i guess.

this boy was light, some pals of mine told me after it that he was the first thing they notice as soon as he walked thru the door, my friend of the bday has already told me about him and his beauty like, for two years. and there i was alone, alone with him, and getting so well. 

one of my girls was vomiting the sh*t out of herself, and i wanted to help, so i sat right next to her, trying to calm her down, and he sat right down beside me. we started to chat about something that now its overcast, and we were so close of each other. he batted his eyes and i closed mines, but we didnt kiss, we were holding on something, on that adrenaline that emotion. and i tried to keep myself of not doing it, cause i knew myself, and if i touched his lips for long time enough i wouldnt be able to separate.  
it was cloudy and numbing, and after battling against my head, we soflty shared a tiny kiss , and another one, then finally kissing. i felt his breath and his nose gently touching mine, he has this masculine, boney, aquiline-like nose. when i cut it, he just smiled, so serene to me. 

it was really cold, so cold id shivered, even with my leather jacket on, so we cuddle, and i could hear his heartbeat, again, serene and calm. we stayed toghether the whole night cause none of us had where to go.

when it was time to go, it was 5:30am, and the sky was still covered in dark and coldness. the bus stop was like amile away from the house, he carried me the whole way, not in a ugly but in a cute a caring way, i put my arm around his waist so i could feel his abdomen  and grab his arm next, he grabbed me by the neck, and warmed me up until we get to the petrol station.

i didnt saw him again, i didnt spoke to him again, i even were kind of ashamed to told this to my friends because how cheesy. i still want to see him and kiss him properly this time, cause we will met again. 



im leaving you a song that made me fly this week, as a gift:
lana del rey's new song "if you lie down with me" from her new album blue banisters
(click on its a link )

i wish you a very good weekend, may love come to y'all, lots of kisses. xoxo