03/27/2022 02:53 PM  3/27/22 okay ive been pushing everyone away... like i like my friends n all but i just dont wanna hang out with anyone and everyday they ask me to hang out. like hailey wants me to dye her hair but i dont want to do it today, jossy always wants to go to walmart and shoplift but my mom is catching on, skylin always wants to hang out in general, and kenny hes fine we always plan it out in like a day advance and we hardly hang out. im always just so tired after i hang out with anyone. thats why i like online relationships like yeah i want to meet holly, johnnie, and maddie so bad but i can respond to them whenever i want. i dont want to push my friends away but like.. i dont know.. i just want to be alone for longer than a day. and they are always peer pressuring me to smoke weed with them i want to but like my parents would know they are on drugs and they are stupid in that since. like im not trying to drive high because from the 3 times that i was nothing felt real, everything was delayed, and im really anoying when im high.  i think my mom is going to be late for work okay i guess she left.  anyways goodbye.  0 Comments

02/01/2022 11:35 PM  ITS THE D.R.E 01 feb 22 Current mood:  happy HELLO?!?!? im listening to still D.R.E. with hailey rn. i love 90s rap its good yass. slim shady you are basic!! anyway school is cancled tomorow because of snow. thank god. its 10:40 and im drinking a redbull because im just so cool. omfg my nic is almost all gone ughhhh.  You know highschool is better than middleschool like no one really cares what the f*** you do its great. just ignore my 2.5 gpa and my 5 fs.. im starting to do my work again but i dont to it at home becuase its SCHOOL WORK. ive only done drugs at school. i took edibles for the first time and if i wasnt freaking tf out it would have been fine. like i felt like i was in a dream and it was intresting but i didnt like comprehend it so i was a lil scared.. it was mostly in PE when that was happening but other than that i was tired all day. me and hailey might smoke later but that will be hard to do man. my dad was a "peice of sh*t" in highschool (his words not mine) so he would know if we were.  OMG nvm i dont remeber what i was going to say OH YEAH me and johhnie are friends again and i missed him so much oh my god. im so happy we are friends again man.  anyway idk what to add so im going to post this now thanks -libbi oh yeah my dad better go to bed early because i want to smoke ugh. anyway bye  0 Comments

07/04/2021 12:44 PM  hey reader today is 7-3-21 or my dads birthday. i cant stop listening to selfish machines. i was thinking about what else i should listen to and my mind just kept repeating "dont play anything else" over and over again.. so i guess im just stuck with this.  i feel like.. well i dont know. i know they arent anoyied by me its just that im the only one that talks in the group chat and they just like my message and go on. they dont even say anything back. just the stupid dinosuar and the estonia flag.  tomorow is fourth of july and i could care less exept for the fact that its petekey day part 2. thats cool.  here lately... like the past day i feel so lonley like no one to talk to. me and my sibling are kinda getting along, but if i do something to make them mad they said "i hope you die" or "no one loves you off yourself." like okay i get it you want me dead because want MY mcr shirt back. f*** off  my music just turned off i need it back  it wont play oh god    0 Comments

07/04/2021 05:20 PM  july 4th 2021 happy 4th of july i guess. i didnt light off much fireworks its to hot out and im wearing jeans. im not going to wear shorts thats kinda out of my confort zone. i am wearing short sleves though. i felt bad last night until my friend called me.. im glad he called.  im sitting in my room now writing this. i was on tumblr but nothing was intresting and then i remembered this site. if i randonly stop posting im not dead i just forgot about this again. Not like anyone talks to me on here anyway..  anyway i could care less about this day  bye 0 Comments

07/02/2021 07:32 PM  7-2-21   i forgot about this website... kinda. anyway its not like anyone reads these and if you are reading this hi! i guess i should get caught up on what happened over the last 5 months. we moved and i have my own room and that is it. not a lot. i guess i have changed my apperance a bit. i dont have bleach blond hair anymore i have black hair i just dyed it like 2 days ago. before that i had red hair and then it was brown and going all the way back it was black for i think the 3rd time. i dont know. but it always goes back to black.   i use they/he pronouns and i really want to look like patrick stump like really bad (specificly infinty on high era)   i need to clean my room its kinda messy. there is beads all over the place (i blame leaf for that) my sheet is half way off of my bed and my bed is never made. i need to do laundry again.   i am obsessed with selfish mashines its sooooo good.  dont know whatelse  to say bye 0 Comments

02/02/2021 10:04 PM  2-2-21 hello again  today was good i got to sit with my friends in 8th hour and my friend took a whole ass dictionary from english which was pretty funny. i had art club today. i dont like the feeling of making marenets (puppets) so i decided to draw a portret of my friends jossy and hailey but instead of "reallizm" or "cartoon" type art styles i did it as a "pov: you are on an acid trip and they talk to you." so basicly they are melting and asking about blue cheese (inside joke) me and my friend, kenny also took the head of the puppet and turned it into haileys dead hampster that died this morning (rip eggs)  oh and today was tropical tuseday which was cool loads of people particapated school should be like that everyday it would be better and funner.  the picture of mikey way that i have on my closet watches my every move before he was on my mirror but i did decide to move him. i have a picture of gerard way on my ceiling he might watch me sleep?? nah all he knows is nicki minaj is the queen of rap. next i have a picture of kevin crow over my door and finally i have a picture of frank and gerard in my closet that ways "frerard closet" i dont actually ship frerard i just put it there i guess. OH AND i have 2 of the same pictures of frank iero and its captioned as "gardian angel"  i think thats all for today goodbye :p 0 Comments

02/01/2021 06:01 PM  2-1-21  Today was a good day. my friends were at school which was nice. my science teacher gave us candy... what else that was good that happend oh and my room is clean which is nice  negative things now uhm me and my friend were walking to class and the "popular kids" threw gum at us.. maybe it was an acident maybe not idk i dont really like any of them they are all homo/transphobic and for what????  i think i might go by she/he/they pronouns because im totaly okay with going my she/her but when people call me they pronouns i feel very comfortable with it and when i thought i was f to m trans i might have just really enjoyed the he/him pronouns.  There isnt much to say today maybe tomorrow though!    0 Comments

01/31/2021 01:03 PM  hello I think i will treat this as a diary or a journal because the one that i have i hate it its not like my old one that i wasnt finished with but i stored it away. i kinda miss it.   i play guitar or i am learining and i honestly have little to no desire for it.. i really want to play bass but i guess me and my friends are in a band??? and my friend ken he has been wanting to play bass for a while. i dont wanna take that from him plus i feel like im copying him. maybe i will like guitar once i get better i dont know though.   i think my grandma is getting me folie a deux on cd that album is so good. i need more cds even though i dont have a cd player i do habe a dvd player tho it works fine. if i get a car hopefully it will have a cd player.   i am curently in the basment at my grandmas house and there is no pictures wait there is one nvm anyway there is no pictures of my younger sibling but im pretty sure they havent added much pictures since 2009/10?? im not sure they seem to constantly add pictures of my other cousins.  all my pharagraphs start with "i" hmm i'll work on that but im going to go now goodbye  0 Comments

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