lainey

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Gender: Female
Status: Divorced
Age: 17
Sign: Sagittarius
Country: United States

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06/24/2020 11:57 PM 

rant/venty thing

 i think the choice i made to become a prep for a year really hurt me and especially those around me.the reason i did it was because i was truly so sick of not being accepted,i had good frineds in sixth grade but i had 3 total, one of which i think i dated??? this is where things get fuzzy. i dont remember her ever actually asking, it started as a joke because we were both "emo" girls (i was actually emo n i still a,she was a superwholock homestuck kid) but i remeber a day when everyone was joking about it n she pulled me aside n was like "yeah what if it wasnt a joke and we resally dated" and i didnt like her but i was so fearful of people abandoning me that i just went along with it. we dated for months n i was constantly uncofy. the thing is i dont remeber breaking up. i do remeber slowly leaving.i was looking for a way out when my friend from class and at the time non alt bestfriend invited me to join her group. i obviously took it and made some good new friends. i remember slowly leaving my group of friends,good kids who liked me for who i was,for this shiny new opportunity. not a diss on this new group of kids obviously lol they were all p nice and im still good friends w one of em ( SHOUTOUT MY BOY NOAH FOR BEING SICK AND COOL AND ALT).but i found myself pushing away anything that deviated me from the norm. i threw out most of my band teeshirts and wristbands and deleted my emo instagram account and took it as a fresh start. looking back now i probably broke her heart in two.i feel horrible.we dated for like 4 months theen i completely left her,all our friends,and a lot of parts of me.eventually when the next year began i was weirdly popular and in a group of racist creepy white people who i openly hated.excpet sarah she literally got me through seventh grade and i love her to this day.

all in all dont break hearts,dont be a prep,but frineds will find you anyways,i choose to believe everything happens for a reasonheart

06/23/2020 12:16 PM 

nocturne
Current mood:  confused

i think the worst and scariest part of my identity is that if i am left alone in a dark room i usually light 3 or 4 candles because artificial light upsets me. just 3 candles lit in my entirely dark bedroom rn and i can see just fine,like i always do

06/22/2020 12:10 PM 

dress
Current mood:  accomplished

today was SO fun!! went thrifting for the first time in a long time n i got this killer patchwork dress. reminds me of miss amane in an estranged way.
much love,lainey

06/22/2020 08:05 PM 

im not nearly pretty enough to b posting thus survey

NAME?: lain,lainey,elaine

PREFERRED PRONOUNS?: she/her they/them


SEXUALITY?: man idek but it do not matter
DO U PREFER SCENE OR EMO?: emo ofc


WOULD U CONSIDER URSELF SCENE OR EMO?: yes


IF YES, WHICH ONE?: emo :)

HOW LONG HAVE U BEEN AN EMO/SCENE KID?: fourth grade so 4 or 5 years


WHAT'S UR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?: black,blood red,midnight blue


WHO R U MORE LIKELY TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH-- SCENES OR EMOS?:
aaa either we stick together 

FAVORITE ARTIST/BAND?: 
I've got tons of on n offs but mcr prolly
TOP THREE FAVORITE SONGS?:
the cheap bouquet-ptv
headfirst for halos-mcr
petersburg-slaughter beach,dog

MAKE A PLAYLIST FOR UR CURRENT MOOD?:
I've got so many my Spotify is laineys

FAVORITE PLACE TO GET UR MUSIC FROM?:
friends!! n ig my s/o has some p good taste (hi mud if u see this)

DO U DOWNLOAD MUSIC?:
spotify

DO U THINK "POSERS" EXIST?:
totally!! 

THOUGHTS ON "PREPS"?:
eat them 

WHAT KIND OF HAIRSTYLE DO U HAVE?:
yes iv got hair

HAVE U EVER DYED UR HAIR?:
haven't seen my real hair since 3rd grade
HAVE U EVER PUT DYED PATTERNS IN UR HAIR?:
yeehaw

DO U CURRENTLY USE HAIR EXTENSIONS?: 
nope 

HAVE U EVER USED HAIR EXTENSIONS?:
nope

IF YES, WHAT KIND WERE THEY? ( CLIP INS, BEADS, ETC! ):
no

DO YOU WEAR KANDI JEWELRY?:
yes but usually they're friendship thingies

IF YES, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY IS YOUR FAVORITE TO WEAR?:
idihvadihvs

IF NO, DO YOU STILL LIKE KANDI JEWELRY?:
hh

IF YES, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TO SEE ON OTHERS?:
sick cuffs, masks, those cute chokers n cool character keychains,my friend Noah has some pretty fuvking sick kandi

KANDI BEADS ON SHOELACES, YAY OR NAY?:
absolutely

IF U COULD, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY WOULD U MAKE?:
pretty cuffs, chokers, and masks 

IF U COULD, WOULD U SELL KANDI JEWELRY?: 
no??i guess not

DO YOU COLOR YOUR NAILS?:
yea 

IF YES, WHAT COLOR(S)?:
black n red

DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP?:
yeah,daily

IF YES, WHAT'S UR FAVORITE KIND OF MAKEUP?:
eyeliner!!!!!!!!! also gore/blood/bruise

FAVORITE EMO KID?:
my s/o lol

FAVORITE SCENE KID?:
noah

WHAT KIND OF WRITING STYLE DO U HAVE? ( HARDCORE SCENE, HARDCORE EMO, NORMAL, ETC ):
p normal?? when i write poetry its classy ig

U OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS?:
y es

HOW DID U FIND FRIENDPROJECT?: 
tiktok

DO U HAVE ANY SCENE/EMO FRIENDS IRL?:
yes all my friends r alt

IF YES, WHICH ONE? ( BOTH, JUST SCENE, JUST EMO, ETC. ):
all

WOULD U SAY U HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF EMO/SCENE STUFF?:
yea drugs

IF YES, WHAT IS IT LIKE, IF UR WILLING TO SHARE?:
drumgs

IF NO, WHAT GOT U STARTED ON SCENE/EMO STUFF?:
daddy issues!!!! also my family is filled with emo kids

R UR FRIENDS/FAMILY ACCEPTING OR UR EMO/SCENE LIFESTYLE?:
my friends make fun of me because i listen to folk music they don't care I'm emo smh

DO U WEAR UR SCENE/EMO STUFF TO WORK OR SCHOOL?:
no choice lol drip or drown am i right fellas

IF YES, WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS DO U GET?:
a lot of weird stares,fetishization,but also other alt gays come up to me which is dope

IF NO, WHY NOT?:
hjdsk

HOW DID THIS SURVEY MAKE U FEEL?:
tired but it was fun

ENDING COMMENTS?:
be my friends you whores

06/22/2020 04:14 PM 

tea!!!

idk why im blogposting about this lol but i wanna so
whats yalls favorite kind of tea?? as someone whos Chinese n grew up w an immigrant Chinese mom my favorite kind of tea will forever be barley lol.reminds me of home.i feel like tea as a drink is so underrated.

06/22/2020 03:35 PM 

milf

has mikeyway had sex with your mom? if you grew up in new jersey the answer may be yes. while his brother was being bullied he was busy having sex with peoples moms,running illegal businesses to pay for concerts and being invited to killing Hannah (his mommy said no rock music if his older brother couldn't participate) 
all in all,lock ur mom up b 4 mikeyway gets to her

06/22/2020 02:34 PM 

gutted???
Current mood:  overstimulated

so much is happening all the time now :( everything is so big n i wish i could've metaphorically jumped ship when i was a kid

06/22/2020 09:33 AM 

page music!!
Current mood:  confused

if someone could explain to me how to put music onto my page that would be quite nice,my friend Noah (drinkinglavalamps) has a player on his page but nothing actually plays, I've seen the one where you have to make ur own website and i tried it and i ended up going around in circles.
if you'd be so kind as to tell me how please leave a comment or message me :)
much love,lainey

06/22/2020 09:09 AM 

ikea

i would literally murder a man in cold blood to go to an ikea right now oh my god they're so chaotic neutral and fun to roam around in

06/21/2020 03:42 PM 

hi!!!!!!!
Current mood:  lethargic

whats up loves!! lol if ur in cali or Michigan we should b friends :) 

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