I just wanna give up, the one man who i truly loved might end up leaving me and all because of the most dumbest mistake......Im a drug addict and after 3 months of being clean i f*** up on the 4th of July.....I thought maybe if i told him what i did it would clear my conscious......but i think it only made him hate me and wanna leave..........and if i lose him because of me i might as well end my life.......nobody is wanna want a fat mentally f***ed up druggie who is stuck living with her abusive ex...........nobody ever wants that........ so i guess i might as well die alone.........
Things You'll Only Remember If You Were A Myspace Kid!!!!!!!!!!
1.) You took the perfect bathroom selfie with an actual camera. 2.) In fact, you had all your Myspace angles down. 3.) You always thanked people for adding you. 4.) You'd spend hours writing an About Me which totally summed up your own brand of unique adolescent angst. 5.) You'd cheat on the iPod shuffle quizzes so the answers all made perfect sense. 6.) Bulletins were the long-form Facebook statuses of the mid-00s. 7.) PC 4 PC? -Yeah 8.) Your best friends took pictures that proclaimed how fit you were. 9.) It was worth spending hours to find the perfect wallpaper. 10.) Before Instagram filters, everyone photoshopped their photos, so the exposure was way up. 11.) All the cool kids had Myspace names. 12.) The order of your Top 8 caused so much drama. 13.) You were mad proud of your drop-down lists because you could list all the bands you'd ever heard of in alphabetical order. 14.) You desperately wanted to be on a Myspace whore train. 15.) Choosing new profile songs was the hardest decision you'd ever make. 16.) Even though as soon as you click on your friend's profiles the first thing you'll do is mute their music. 17.) The worst thing was if someone you added sent you the message: "Hi, sorry – do I know you?" 18.) Who I'd Like to Meet was the best place to shout out to future boyfriends or girlfriends. 19.) You knew other social networks were for children. (im starting to see that now again! XD ) 20.) "Who wants to own my new default picture?" 21.) You knew people who said they were "famous on Myspace". 22.) Glitter graphics were the coolest way to keep in touch. 23.) You'd spend hours trawling through the friends of bands you like to find the next undiscovered band. (i still do that XD ) 24.) You knew Myspace Tom would be your forever friend.
I ordered a bottled vampire from my favorite store, Boutique du Vampyre, and finally Vladd the 3rd showed up last night!!!! and is settling down on my altar in my living room,
depressed
accomplished
excited