this is velvet you'll never afford

I'm tired of fighting this battle of romance.
I know it is what we both want,
It hurts to try and pretend I don't like you.
I know this is what we both need,
I've seen this scenario out before.
I know when we fall asleep at night,
its us we're thinking of.
I drift into your dreaming arms, 
you flinch when you feel my touch,
but I know when you sleep at night,
its me you're dreaming of.

I write this all down and hope you won’t see it,
this wouldnt 
hurt so bad 
if you'd just
let me
touch you.
I whisper these words, and I hope you won’t hear them,
I hoped
you call
me by now
but I'm
just hoping

(I was okay with this, but you took it too far)
 

I'm so tired of not knowing you. 
I want to see every 
rabbit hole of you, 
every edge of your body

The fog will suffocate me
before I ever tell you this,
but when you see the clouds drop
you'll know its from me.