october song
Category: Blogging

oh october, you have been so...actually i don't have any words. despite the depression being at an all time low, i have experienced some of the most genuine moments of my life (during this period) here. not too sure if it's at its worst, or if it's just bad right now. im tired. tired of feeling like this after every good thing happens. i hate it up there sometimes. as cliche as it sounds, i don't want to go back to reality. i adore my little getaways and sososo much more :( im so afraid of good things coming to an end you know? i just wanna stay content like f*** why is that so hard?? there's lots of things going on in my lil brain right now n it's very troubling to say the least. i don't know what else to say. god im so annoying. gonna leave now to spare you guys the cringe. peace.