school soon
Current mood:  nervous

sooo since it's 3:40 am EST, that means it's officially the seventh of september, aka, technically 2 days before i start school

i am most definitely not excited about this bc i am starting my senior year which means COLLEGEEEE SH*TTT :||||

i but enough pressure on myself without the added pressure of college stuff, so i can tell that this year is definitely not going to be very fun .. but maybe i will be surprised? who knows.

regardless, i am sort of dreading having to go back to school in person every day, especially since i am, as aforementioned, a senior, so i have to "set an example" for the underclassmen or whatevr. especially since i go to a private school on a full ride, so the school already gives me flack for that too ;;

i jst want 2 sleep nd dream about bunnies floating thru the sky all around me , as iam on a field full of soft green grass that feels like a pillow

but alas... school means less sleep which means less dreaming. i mean u can already tell from the fact that i'm writing this at almost 4 am that i do not have a good sleep schedule.. and school does not help , lolz

oh well, i should get some sleep. i hope i can use this blog as a sort of diary , bc i think that would be rly helpful for me. maybe i'll make a proper introduction post tomorrow? whoooo knows. anyways, goodnighttt ^__^ feel free 2 add me if u wana be friends!