sad n stuff i guess
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  sad

I'm crying really badly right now. I'm moving away to LA for college. and that comes with me also moving away from all of my friends. I've never had so many friends before in my entire life, and I have never felt like I was at home or accepted in any of the places I lived, but I do here in Pennsylvania, and I can't even spell it without autocorrect. I've lived here for 2 years now and they've been the best years of my life. but now I'm leaving again like I always do. and everyone is leaving so soon. I think I genuinely love the friend group I've been a part of. this is the internet so I obviously don't wanna blab out everything, ill save that for my diary. but I just feel like I'm leaving something unfinished, even though it's already started to end. I know ill hopefully see everyone during winter and summer break. but I'm still sad because I know we will grow apart in some sense. I've driven home crying after hangouts lately because I know I won't feel good like this again for a very long time, I love my friends so much and I'm gonna miss them. I am going to feel so alone moving to LA, I'm gonna be all by myself. I mean I have been alone before, but I was going through the worst point of my life then. but at least then I had my family to come home to, but ill be all on my own and more alone than ever, I don't know if I'm ready for that. it hurts.