Not exactly sure who I’m talking to
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  accomplished

Just making a somewhat pointless update on here. Not sure if anyone will ever read it but as I'm waiting to do laundry (the facility is getting cleaned right now) it just seemed like a good time to publicly journal lol
life has been good and weird. 
i feel like things get better externally even when I feel unsure internally and it's an odd feeling. Like I never quite get to completely enjoy good things...like I've had to wait so long for certain things that I just feel mentally over it by the time i get those things haha
Life isn't bad...just not quite sure what to think. I suppose there's only so much I can understand about my life at any given moment. It's not always clear what to do with the situations you've been handed and investments of time in various ventures  can feel like a huge gamble. 
Working to make sure I can keep everything in balance - by "everything", I mean exercising, doing normal people stuff (like laundry), talking to friends, creating, and planning for the future. In that sense, I feel good because I'm doing what I can.