potential new S/o???? pt.2
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  confused

the guy and i are doing okay, we have kind of ran out of things to talk about so it gets awkward at times but i love to talk to him, i would love to talk to him all day if i could but  idk... he  doesnt seem as interested in me as i am in him, i feel like he doesnt open up or care as much as i do and i want us both to put in the same amount of effort. althoguh he did say that he talks about our relationship to his friends and i think thats a big deal, but  then again maybe not boys like to gossip anyways. i think im gonna  start holding back more. i  think i  annoy  him  at times i dont try  to i just  have  alot to say, i think i got comfortable too fast and thats never good, time to try  out my  differnet  personalities  on him  and see which one is more effective....JOKING!! but  maybe  if i leave now the damage wont be so bad in the end.:////  then again i like the feeling he gives me, i havent felt it in  a long time, and i acually do care about him alot but its f***ing complicated.