a boy :)
Current mood:  loved

I have a boyfriend now and I have real feelings for him. I tried explaining to someone how it was, this time it wasn't even forced. Like I didn't even force these feelings they just happened. I accidently caught feelings and at first I was so mad because I honestly love being single but I haven't felt this in so long and it feels so good. I kinda hate myself for this and I don't know how to act cause now that I think about I haven't caught feelings without forcing it for a long time. He treats me good and I just hope I do the same for him. I don't wanna say it outloud but  ᴵ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᴵ'ᵐ ᶦⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ..... I'm on my period rn so im like super duper emptional and writing this scared the sh*t out of me.. like I am genuinally sh*tting bricks. I'm scared. If this doesn't work out tho i'll destroy him. but for the time being ima only build him up and be there for him and only for him. hes got all of me wrapped around his finger and it scares me but im okay with that.