memory

i have an extremely weird memory problem like i remember random things but i cannot remeber how close i am with people if its not stated like its kinda changing but if i go for long without talking to someone i will litteraly be distant like strangers....
its a problem also when my anxiety kicks in i forgot everything me and this perso did together i become litteraly no one to them in my mind 
idk how i can fix that but its honestly getting better 
i think its still my confidence in myself that stops me from feeling close like idk i just cant u know it feels like out of place or they actually dont care about me 
to stop that again trust my connections and make people feel comfortable