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hello i feel like its been a long time 
so im back ? hihi
yesterday was a big day for me i finally felt henuinely happy since my heartbreak 
why ?
because i got deeper into WITCHCRAFT !!! yes
i am in process of becoming a witch something called me 
it is a slow process because of personals reasons for now but i wanna change and be able to keep being happy like that
also ive spent time with my sister laughing and dancing because she also wants to be a witch !!! 
AND my love for music has came back 
ever since quarantine ive stopped listening to music except latino songs i put sometimes when i wasnt alone but today "make u happy" by niziu 
made want to redo my whole playlist !!!!
i also realized putting my thoughts into words like this helps me a lot like i was feeling bad because of my heart break again and writting about how grateful i am makes me feel better maybe cause im concentrating on something else idk
what elseeee so i kinda stopped skating because i cant do tricks :/ yet !!! im plalling on asking for a new board soon 
i also need to get new clothes but thats on hold because money and i dont wanna ruin my parents 
alsooo i got a new tv for my room !!! im so grateful that tv was a long journey i dont feel confortable using it yet but its getting there 
alsooo i feel like my need for love has kinda evolved i used to always look for validation by partners like lovers u know but i dont feel like i need it anymore like i just cant flirt ??? lol
that validation is pretty f***ed up +
so today i feel great and i think i should post like a journal everyday !! its good to establish a healthy routine especially if it helps 
xoxo happy person