awful day
Current mood:  depressed

today was awful
trigger warning
i want to die
i want to die?
i'll let her abuse me if she wants to, do it then, dont just threaten me, hit me
are you scared? 
beat me like you said you would
is it wrong to get mad at someone?? you're too much of a baby to try and hep yourself and your anxiety at all? but i never help my despression
so
im a hypocrite?
im sorry. 
it gets harder to hide the bandaids on my arms, and my legs, my knees my stomach
i wish it want like this i wish i was happier i wish i wish i wish i wish today wasnt so awful
today was so awful?
today was so awful.