08/01/2022 11:03 PM  bad again Current mood:  exhausted trigger warning ive been gone for so long i would have hoped it meant that i did it but im still here n its making my hed spin  i hate it  things are getting bad again too its getting bad its getting bad its getting bad its getting bad  i wonder if i should just call police on myself ? i am scared to be alone with myself again. 0 Comments

07/26/2020 08:33 PM  i wish i wish i was dead im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired i wish i was dead 0 Comments

06/24/2020 02:44 PM  triggers sucx Current mood:  depressed i hate this thing bc its so uncensored i guess lol ivw already come across liek 3 ppl on the blogs talking abt things that r total triggers 4 me and i guess its like my fault but it still sucks having to come across them....,,,, seriously and theyre such pathetic triggers too like? how am i this much of a worthless p o s, huh???  lol trigger but i hope i get a clue and k!ll mys3lf already 0 Comments

06/23/2020 10:54 PM  like.... hobbies i wonder how many of many of my friends would totally h8 me bc of things i secretly like like @.@  hmmmmm, as if id ever tell them, i cant lose any more friends than i already hav bc they h8 me to much lol 0 Comments

06/23/2020 10:32 AM  d*e d*e d*e Current mood:  tired i really wish trigger warning i was dead i wanted to die a year before this i made it a year but i hate that i did because nothings even getting better i feel like its wrong to post this here but when i talk to people they ignore me they start talking about their own problems and ignore me just say 'lol me too' and change the subject or arent people i can safely talk 2 at least i can hide it behind being emo xD 0 Comments

06/23/2020 01:15 AM  awful day Current mood:  depressed today was awful trigger warning i want to die i want to die? i'll let her abuse me if she wants to, do it then, dont just threaten me, hit me are you scared?  beat me like you said you would is it wrong to get mad at someone?? you're too much of a baby to try and hep yourself and your anxiety at all? but i never help my despression so im a hypocrite? im sorry.  it gets harder to hide the bandaids on my arms, and my legs, my knees my stomach i wish it want like this i wish i was happier i wish i wish i wish i wish today wasnt so awful today was so awful? today was so awful. 0 Comments

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