Finger Blasted Goldfish
Current mood:  high

Okay so i just thought that the title was f***ing funny and its true 

But secondly my brother has been listening to Current Joys for the last 15 minutes and it makes me so f***ing happy. Like this is not his normal style of music at all, but he knows I really like it and how important Nick Rattigan is to me and so he's listening to it and exploring the different albums. I am the first one to admit that quarantine f***ing sucks and that I was not built for isolation. Humans are inherently social creatures and being so trapped like this just feels insanely lonely. But at least in this moment, I'm enjoying the few people I do have. My family gets a lot of sh*t from me but I do think they're all pretty nice people, people I'm enjoying riding my sinking ship with. 

So uh I'm going to cut up this whole mango and eat it, while watching a schoolgirl anime. Quick reminder that I've become a compilation of every man that's ever hurt me and so that's why I'm a death grips and anime loving narcissist with a victim complex who has another one of my ex's exact haircut now. 

////////////////////////////////  FIVE SONGS I'M LOVING RIGHT NOW /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
*I Hope You're Miserable ~ Moose Blood*
*Let it Happen ~ Tame Impala*
*Caraphernalia ~ Pierce the Veil*
*Visions ~ Charli XCX*
*Skeletons ~ Travis Scott*
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I can't believe I saw the phrase "coding is a whole other level" on a credit post. bleh, i hate the circles of the internet i end up on sometimes