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elon musk is one of the worst people alive. he's some sort of neocapitalist who prides himself not only on owning the means of production, but also is a modern-day thomas edison, with no technical skill beyond coding a dinky peer finance app and now hires actually qualified scientists and engineers to cater to his whims, which just so happen to echo those of some sort of nerdy, self-righteous thirteen year old. he tweets all day about his smart little opinion and "data" that he always interprets incorrectly, incedentally spreading dangerous, right wing conspiracies. he has his little scientist minions making rocket ships and sending sick sports cars into space in some dystopian plan to privatize all science. i f***ing hate elon musk and he should be guillotined with the others. happy may day. f*** elon musk

Hello everyone, Im new here, Hi! How are ya!!! 

SO, it has been a while hasnt it o.Omy name is, you guessed it, ryan. im 14, scemo, and i still like the same things. i use he/they pronouns, and im still HELLA into dudes and masc aligned peeps. im a lot more active on my insta: xx.r0tt3n.xx so ye :D that is all i has to say. have a goob day!

yeah i'm doing another 1 of these lolcredit 2 lawrence here on friendproject!! :)NAME?:my name is ben B-)PREFERRED PRONOUNS?:he/him!!!SEXUALITY?:i'm bisexual :)DO U PREFER SCENE OR EMO?:tbh i prefer emo, but also, scene fashion ROCKS.WOULD U CONSIDER URSELF SCENE OR EMO?:yes lolIF YES, WHICH ONE?:bothHOW LONG HAVE U BEEN AN EMO/SCENE KID?:well. i started getting rly into scemo sh*t in like january. there'z more info abt it on the alt survey i did a lil while ago.WHAT'S UR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?:I LOVE GREEN!!! green and pink go rly well together tbh. also green and black.WHO R U MORE LIKELY TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH-- SCENES OR EMOS?:idk. depends on what the person's like.FAVORITE ARTIST/BAND?: GLASS ANIMALS! they're neither scene nor emo but i still love them.TOP THREE FAVORITE SONGS?:i can't pick favorites very well :(((MAKE A PLAYLIST FOR UR CURRENT MOOD?:lava lamp - cucomr loverman - ricky montegomeryself esteem - ajjsomething for your m.i.n.d. - superorganismamerican idiot - green dayidk that's all i can come up w/ right nowFAVORITE PLACE TO GET UR MUSIC FROM?:spotify lolDO U DOWNLOAD MUSIC?:no not rly..DO U THINK "POSERS" EXIST?:yeah lol. but i also think y'all shouldn't just throw that around at whoever does something slightly different than you, bcuz i've seen ppl do that. tbh if you're having fun ig that'z all that matters.THOUGHTS ON "PREPS"?:they're not all bad lol. as long as they're not bitchy i'm cool w/ them.WHAT KIND OF HAIRSTYLE DO U HAVE?:uhh. it's short. it's kinda gotten 2 the point now where it'z got stuff peeking out from behind my neck lol.HAVE U EVER DYED UR HAIR?:yeah :) recently dyed my hair blackHAVE U EVER PUT DYED PATTERNS IN UR HAIR?:no but that soundz rly fun!!!!!DO U CURRENTLY USE HAIR EXTENSIONS?: no lolHAVE U EVER USED HAIR EXTENSIONS?:nopeIF YES, WHAT KIND WERE THEY? ( CLIP INS, BEADS, ETC! ):n/aDO YOU WEAR KANDI JEWELRY?:i don't have much actual kandi but i would rly like to make some :(( i have a few bracelets w/ beads tho. 1 of them is just sumthing i found at goodwill lolz, and there's also a miku 1 my friend made 4 me.IF YES, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY IS YOUR FAVORITE TO WEAR?:uhh bracelets lmaoIF NO, DO YOU STILL LIKE KANDI JEWELRY?:ofc kandi is so cool!!!!!!!IF YES, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TO SEE ON OTHERS?:idk. the masks some ppl make are hella radKANDI BEADS ON SHOELACES, YAY OR NAY?:YAYYYY!!!!!IF U COULD, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY WOULD U MAKE?:probably more bracelets. i luv bracelets!!IF U COULD, WOULD U SELL KANDI JEWELRY?: i mean. i could use the money tbh.DO YOU COLOR YOUR NAILS?:rarely lol. i should do it more.IF YES, WHAT COLOR(S)?:black. that'z p much it.DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP?:nopeIF YES, WHAT'S UR FAVORITE KIND OF MAKEUP?:eyeliner is cool but whenever i try it it makez me feel like sh*t lolFAVORITE EMO KID?:uhhh idkFAVORITE SCENE KID?:idk either lolzWHAT KIND OF WRITING STYLE DO U HAVE? ( HARDCORE SCENE, HARDCORE EMO, NORMAL, ETC ):on this blog, i mostly write hella scene uwu. but usually my writing is pretty normal.EXAMPLE OF UR EVERY DAY WRITING?:some excerpts from me texting my bsf:me talking about my birthday celebration on animal crossing: "my twin's doing her own thing now and AHDJDJ RODEO'S WEARING A SUIT AND TOP HAT I L OVE THIS MAN"me while we're talking about future plans with chicks: "bro. one day we should go hold baby chicks togetherI did that once at a Bomgaars and that was one of the best things everalso another time at some horse showI love chicks so much....likeI feel bad about it sometimes though because they didn't choose to get held but also THEY'RE SO CUTE :'((( and I'm gentle with them as much as I can manage"also I use a lot of text acronyms n sh*t like lol, lmao, wtf, tbh, and smh.R U OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS?:yeah of course!! :)HOW DID U FIND FRIENDPROJECT?: i was following a scene account on instagram i think and they made a post about it and i was like :OOOOOOO!!!!!!!!DO U HAVE ANY SCENE/EMO FRIENDS IRL?:no :( plenty of punk friends thoughIF YES, WHICH ONE? ( BOTH, JUST SCENE, JUST EMO, ETC. ):n/aWOULD U SAY U HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF EMO/SCENE STUFF?:yeah lol of courseIF YES, WHAT IS IT LIKE, IF UR WILLING TO SHARE?:i'm also very involved in the punk community. i am an anarchist, and although i've yet to figure out specifically what my beliefs are politically, i believe that the us government and capitalism in general is severely flawed and must be changed. i also do lots of art, and i plan on having a career in the fine arts later in life. my parents are divorced, and until recently, i've been switching houses every 2 weeks. i've been stuck at my mom's for like over a month now bcuz of quarantine, but honestly i prefer it that way lolz. i am, as far as i'm aware, a good student. i try my best, anyway lmao. i was called a gifted kid when i was younger, which, honestly, was a bad move, because now i have way high expectations 4 myself and i have a hard time actually doing my work lol. i have three cats, whom i all love. i'm currently a freshman in high school (i know 16 is old for a freshman, my parents held me back in preschool because they thought i needed the extra education since i was born prematurely.) i am a trans man (wow shocker) and i've been on testosterone for 5 months. uhh. idk that's all i can think of right now.IF NO, WHAT GOT U STARTED ON SCENE/EMO STUFF?:idk lolR UR FRIENDS/FAMILY ACCEPTING OR UR EMO/SCENE LIFESTYLE?:most of my friends are. my family is not lol.DO U WEAR UR SCENE/EMO STUFF TO WORK OR SCHOOL?:occasionally. i'm a little shy abt it tbh. i care a lot abt what other ppl think of me. not very punk rock of me, i know.IF YES, WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS DO U GET?:some compliments. also some judgemental looks and comments. which is funny, because my school is known for having a bunch of weirdos there.IF NO, WHY NOT?:n/aHOW DID THIS SURVEY MAKE U FEEL?:idk. it was p cool tho.ENDING COMMENTS?:a gr8 waste of time! :) thx man.

Oh, how I miss going places ;-;I don't really have any pictures of places because I don't go out much apparently and live too much in the moment probably. I'm just going to be emo and share some pictures of the Mountain View Cemetery. I love this place so much. Did you know it was designed by the same guy who designed Central Park in New York?? Here's some pictures of me, Shank, and our friend Amelia hanging around over there and taking a million pictures. I took this one a couple years back, but if you take the hike up to the top of the cemetery around sunset, you get the most beautiful view of the whole park and you can see downtown Oakland AND San Francisco on the skyline. 

just various poemz i did 4 english ig. might not actually submit sum of them but idk.  -Lily- Ah, the lily, with its colors so bright.  Comes in many shades, such as orange, red, or white.    Your beauty and vibrance brings me delight  As I gaze upon your blossoms tonight.    -Batter Up!- Sitting outside on the second wood stair  Was, holding a baseball, a lonely young boy.    I decided to go over there  With my bat, and we played ‘til he was grinning with joy.    -Clock- This dutiful object, he who tells time  The dark wooden clock perched upon my wall  Lets out a glorious, repetitive chime.    I let out a sigh and write my last rhyme.  This poem isn’t so bad, all in all.  I set down my pen and leave, for now it is bedtime.    -12:57 AM- Sitting in my dark room, all alone.  This place is starting to feel like a jail cell  As the music I’m playing surrounds me.    This mindless work I want to postpone  For all I can do right now is dwell  On the fact that I cannot yet be free.    -If Things Don’t Go As Desired- The corrupted king continues his reign  Still plaguing the land he rules like mildew.  He caused people so much struggle and pain  Yet he was kept on the throne despite what they’ve been through.    The people who oppose him he tries to contain.  The results of the problems he caused he tries to skew.  Only the highest class in the region gains  From everything done by him and his crew.    -Wishes- God, I’m so tired.  I’m feeling uninspired.  Lying in my bed.  Stuck inside my head.    Wish I could have what I desired.  Wish this work weren’t required.  Wish I could feel more than dread.  Wish things could be better instead. (scrapped line:Wish he'd take back the things that he said.)

h3r3 w3 g0000!! im just gunna g3t right int0 it lolzMOOSE (6.5/10)he'z 1 0f th3 2 vill4g3rz i st4rt3d 0ut w/... i us3d 2 (pr3t3nd 2) h4t3 him tbh bcuz h3'z l0wk3y ugly nd a dumb4ss f***b0y lmao but i 3nj0y his c0mp4ny. m0stly bcuz i lik3 2 m4k3 fun 0f him. 4ls0 bcuz h3 giv3z m3 l0tz 0f giftz.FLO (7/10)4ls0 1 0f my st4rt3r vill4g3rz. sh3'z pr3tty c00l, but i'm n0t th4t cl0s3 2 h3r. nd sh3'z n0t k4tt, s0000....RODEO (17/10)h3'z d3finit3ly my f4v3 vill4g3r 0n my isl4nd!!!!! h3'z s0 sw33t nd 4d0r4ble!! nd h3'z dumb, in a cut3 w4y. 4ls0 l0v3z f00d, nd l00kz lik3 h3 giv3z rly g00d hugz. i h0p3 h3 st4yz 4 a l0ng tim3.BONBON (8.5/10)sh3'z pr3tty nic3 nd rly sw33t 4z w3ll. sh3 wuz a bitch 2 m3 in new leaf, but sh3'z 4 l0t nic3r 2 m3 n0w lmao. idk h0w 2 f33l abt it. d3finit3ly a miku f4n th0, y0u c4n't t3ll m3 0th3rwise.KITT (9/10)sh3'z lik3 my animal crossing m0mm4! :) sh3'z s0 nic3 nd giv3z g00d 4dvic3 n stuff. sh3 m4k3z m3 think 0f my bsf. ♥CHOPS (7/10)i d0n't rly c4r3 a l0t 4bt him. h3 h4z a v f4ncy 43sth3tic, th0, s0 th4t'z fun. nd h3's nvr b33n m34n 2 m3.NAOMI (4.5/10)i'v3 nvr rly b33n a big f4n 0f h3r. sh3'z kind4 b0ring. nd sh3'z 4ls0 h3ll4 ugly. lik3, wtf even iz ur m4k3up, 1st 0f 4ll.ADMIRAL (2/10)BR0 H3'Z S0 UGLY. ND N0T 3V3N IN A FUNNY 0R CUT3 W4Y. ND H3 DR3SS3S LIK3 A H0B0. ND H3'S 4N 4SS. G3T 0UT. i 0nly sumwh4t lik3 him bcuz my gf lik3z him. smh.CLAY (9.5/10)h3'z rly cut3 nd i lik3 him. h3 h4zn't b33n ar0und 4 vry l0ng, but h3'z fun 2 b3 w/ s0 f4r.GLADYS (9/10)sh3'z 4ls0 s0 cut3!!!!! i'm n0t rly th4t cl0s3 w/ h3r, but i'v3 s33n h3r in 0th3r g4mez nd i l0v3 h3r. pr0b my f4v3 0strich.(translation:here we goooo!! I'm just gonna get right into this lol.MOOSE (6.5/10)he's one of the two villagers I started out with... I used to (pretend to) hate him tbh because he's lowkey ugly and a dumbass f***boy lmao but I enjoy his company. mostly because I like to make fun of him. also because he gives me lots of gifts.FLO (7/10)also one of my starter villagers. she's pretty cool, but I'm not that close to her. and she's not katt, soooo....RODEO (17/10)he's definitely my favorite villager on the island!!!!!! he's so sweet and adorable!! and he's dumb, in a cute way. also loves food, and looks like he gives really good hugs. I hope he stays for a long time.BONBON (8.5/10)she's pretty nice and really sweet as well. she was a bitch to me in new leaf, but she's a lot nicer to me now lmao. idk how to feel about it. definitely a miku fan, though, you can't tell me otherwise.KITT (9/10)she's like my animal crossing momma! :) she's so nice and gives good advice n stuff. she makes me think of my bsf. ♥CHOPS (7/10)I don't really care a lot about him. he has a very fancy aesthetic, though, so that's fun. and he's never been mean to me.NAOMI (4.5/10)I've never really been a big fan of her. she's kinda boring. and she's also hella ugly. like, wtf even is your makeup, first of all.ADMIRAL (2/10)BRO HE'S SO UGLY. AND NOT EVEN IN A FUNNY OR CUTE WAY. AND HE DRESSES LIKE A HOBO. AND HE'S AN ASS. GET OUT. I only somewhat like him because my gf likes him. smh.CLAY (9.5/10)he's really cute and I like him. he hasn't been around for very long, but he's fun to be with so far.GLADYS (9/10)she's also so cute!!!!! I'm not really that close with her, but I've seen her in other games and I love her. probably my favorite ostrich.)

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hi =_= i have been so busy tha past 2 days......after today it wont b as bad though!! im in two art zines and the pieces are both due 2day and well. ive had months but my biggest struggle w/ my ADHD is that my executive functioning is sh!t. i'm really bad at task starting and switching and my sense of time in relation 2 deadlines is. bad. so i am kicking myself workin on this stuff now =_= i'm proud of the work i'm doing!! but btwn this, school stress (i had 2 drop 2 of my classes bc i just. can't rn), overall mental health issues, and my hyperempathy acting up bc well.. *gestures vaguely to the state of the world in general*, everything is so much rn. u_u i'm looking forward to after 2day tho. i feel like i'll have a solid week where i can take things easy bc theres no Impending Deadlines to stress me out. i could maybe draw what i want 2 draw w/o feeling guilty.. mb i could open icon commissions back up too bc those were alwaysz fun to do 4 people <:) we'll see.got get back to it now! ~ xoxoxo glitch

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Wow, this site really has a lot and looks nice! cant wait to use it more

          I got my "Hot Chick" lighter in the mail yesterday! I love it! It's very f***ing pretty. It's all coated in hot pink paint and its a Zippo lighter. I don't like the regualr Zippo lighter inserts though. I ordered the torch inserts so that I can take the regular ones out and replace them with the torch insterts instead. I have like 4 more lighters on the way too. Three of those lighters do not have the torch instert so I ordered three more of them today. I really need to get more. I might save the regualr ones for desprate times, but I don't know. I really don't care for them. I might give them all to Nick. He likes that kind. The only time I use those kinds of lighters is if I am smoking a cigarette or I am smoking out of a chillum or bong. It is way too difficult to use those ones. I will probably only keep one of them and give the rest to Nick. I can't wait for the rest of them to come. I have two that are Zippo knock offs, and then I have two that are actual Zippo lighters. I can't f***ing wait! I am going to have a beautiful collection of lighters once they all come in the mail. Sense the torch inserts are all from Zippo, they will all arrive in the mail fairly quickly so thats really nice. Tayla is going to be so jealous of my lighters. I am waiting on a pink cheetah print zippo style lighter, a regular colored cheetah print zippo lighter styled lighter, a black blinged out playboy bunny Zippo lighter, and a pink playboy Zippo lighter on their way. I will have to post pictures. My friend Tayla and I, have the same style when it comes to pretty things. Back when she was skinnier she had a better style, but when you gain a lot of weight, it's harder to find really cute name brand cloths that fit you. I'm pretty and I have a sh*t tone of nice things. Girls envy me for it. I was thinking about sharing some of the love with my friends. I kinda wanna get Tayla and Jadrique a Zippo lighter too just for the hell of it. I want them to know that they are appreciated and that I want them to have nice things too, just like me. Just because I spoil myself, does not mean that I don't do the same thing for the people I care about. I've been wanting to buy my family stuff too. Just to show everyone that I appreciate them in life.I just gave my boyfriend's parents a bunch of house hold items that I had a sh*t tone of and wasn't using fast enough. Nick called and told me that his mother appreciated it, and I'm sure he will call me and tell me his dad does too when he goes and sees him later.           I ended up finding a bunch of lined paper in the top of my closet. I am super happy about that. I like to journal a lot so I tend to use a lot of paper up fairly fast. I try to document my life more because there are good memories that I know I can't remember from some of the best times in my life and that makes me sad. If I write it all down, I can go back and read it to jog my memory. I wish I had started doing this back when I was in high school, but whatever. It's too late now. I can't change the past.          I have been watching Breakig Amish, and one of the Amish girls really inspired me. So, the show is about these Amish people that are like around my age (18 to 30), and they go out and experience the way all of use regualr people live, and deside weather or not they want to leave the Amish behind and live a normal and free life. Well, this one Amish girl on the show was a very nice and successful girl. She was Amish and became a big time model! I found that very inspiring. I could really relate to her. She was pretty and successful. All the other girls in the group would make fun of her because they were jealous of her looks and success. I have that same problem. Thing is though, the way she handled all the bullying was amazing. She did end up blowig up eventually, but that's because it was anger that kept building up. So bascally what I am getting at is, I am an awesome person, but I want to be as awesome as her. I want to do a better job of handling my anger. My whole life I have struggled with my temper and I'm sick of it. I just go off and say really hurtful things and thats not good because it then makes me look like a monster when I am not. I feel like I am doing a pretty good job so far though. The more I practice it the better I will get at it.          I have been doing some thinking, and I think I am going to move the cat pan into that cat cage. My black cat Puss Puss, for some reason can't hit the cat pan. instead, she desides to poop next to the litter box on the floor and Nick and I are sick of stepping on it. I personally think that it's a great idea. That way if the cat's are in there for long periods of time they have the ability to use the bathroom. Only downisde is, then Princess doesn't have access to the litter box. Because of that, when they do something wrong like ripping up my carpet for an example, they go in the cage for an hour TOPS. I plan on moving that today actually. But first I am going to clean their pan. Yay! No more litter or poop all over the floor! Sometimes even pee if they miss! I think this will make both me and Nick very happy. Infact, I am going to go do it right now. I am so done with it being a contstant problem in my bathroom. I still have to figure out what I am goig to do when it comes to feeding them though. I will have to get creative with it like I did with there little kitty fort. Boy do they love that thing! It's like their little kingdom!           So I'm not going to lie, I added more to my cat's little kingdom. I put the cat litter in the far corner of the cage. It leaves just enough space to put the cat pan scoop and the little tiny boom and dust pan. They have the whole other half of the cage to themselves to sit and think about what wrong that they did. Above the litter box and the small cat jail I have for when they misbehave, above is a completely different spot. My cats have the whole entire top of the cage to sprawel out and sleep on. Next to that I put one of my pink night stands I am no longer using anymore next to the top of the cage and set the outside cage ontop of it. Now, not only do the cats have the inside of that cage to sleep, they can also lay ontop of THAT cage as well. Cats like to be high up above everything so this spot is perfect. To ensure getting down from the highest sleeping area is safe, I put the other pink night stand that I have next to the cat cage with a pillow ontop. That way they have the option of laying there, or just using it as a step to help them get up or down. I made sure to cover both cages with blankets or towels to give them more of a security and safety feeling. Cats tend to like their space and they tned to like to sleep in hiding places so I figured, this would be perfect for them. Underneith the two night stands I put the cat bed that was under the coffee table, and the toy/cat scratching post underneith the other one. It's like a cat sized doll house and they absoultly love it! I love it too! I think it gives my cats their own little spot in the house that is theirs and theirs only. I wan't to start training them to sleep and lay on there instead of my couches so that they stop ruining them and they stop getting hair all over them. Things are going to be changing now though. Now when Puss Puss poops on the ground in the cage, it's not as big of a deal. I will just have to keep this cage and use it for the cats everywhere I go. That way they can dirty up their little area all they want and the rest of the house stays clean. I ened up moving a few things though to make some extra space. I really hope that Nick is ok with that. He's not on the lease so hes going to have no other choice. My cats are my children. I want them to have better lives than they did when they were both strays. I want them to have all of the love and compassion that they deserve. This is why my animals love the sh*t out of me. I try to make life more enjoyable for them. I feed them people food sometimes too. I try to stick to only the healthy stuff though. They really like meat and tuna. They litterally live like Queens. All they have to do all day is lay around and sleep. They don't have to work and I feed them for free. The only thing is, their lives are pretty boring.           I think I am going to clean my bedroom and run the dishwasher. There are some things that need to be put back where they belong. I have a bad habit of taking stuff down in my closet and then not putting stuff back where it belongs. My room isn't too terrible though. I just need to clean up a little bit. With that being said, I am going to let ya go. I need to get some sh*t done and stop sitting on my ass making no progress what so ever. I can't deal with a messy apartment. I used to be able to do it, but now it drives me nuts!