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ruh oh im gonna talk about my health again everybody clear the funk out.ok so. i did my sleep study like, last week. the results just came tf in and i do indeed have sleep apnea (or slapnea, as i call it bc who doesnt make jokes about their conditions??) so like....cpap city here i come!! im not 2 thrilled about it lol. its gonna be weird. but!!! aside from tht ive been on a fun diet for like 2 months almost and i lost like 20 pounds so far or something so thats wild. i dont feel Physically different but i dont get the urge to snack all the time no more. its magic! !! I F***ing Love Protein. and theres like low carb versions of eeeverything. its tight as hell.oh and i have to go to the dentist this week which i am pretty excited for bc i forced myself to take better care of myself by simply hyperfixating on dental hygiene. like it worked but normally ppl dont get excited abt having tools in their mouth and drooling everywhere. oh well we been knew that im weird.im str8 up Abnormal. thats cool with me

Last night I had a dream that I was watching a Green Day concert. There was a large bell on the stage and Billie Joe jokingly was like “haha ok who knows how to play a bell?” (Since he often brings fans onstage to play guitar) and the crowd, small, since it was a small venue, started yelling and such.  Billie walked around towards the crowd trying to find the person to play the bell. He got to me and I jokingly remarked, “I’d be good at it. I played percussion in middle school so I know how to hit a bell once and not do anything else for the rest of the concert.” And Billie, amused by this, said, “That’s hilarious get your ass up here.”  And thus I did get my ass up there and made my way to the bell. It was attached to the ground, and was operated by a petal, much like a drum. After a few moments of being hyped up by the band and crowd I went to step on the peddle...  I ran up, raised my foot... and! Missed the goddamn petal! I had thoroughly embarrassed myself in front of at least 100 people AND Billie Joe Armstrong. I wanted to try again but it was too late. My legacy had been cemented into history as the person that f***ed up ringing a bell onstage at a Green Day concert.  My dream continued, but it wasn’t as interesting as this specific part. I will take this vision as an omen and a warning to not get so cocky in my ability to do things that I see as simple. ~🕸Cobweb Gossamer🕸~

I LOVE BIRDSi am bird manbordddbird boychirp chirp ♥ i feel some kinda sh*tty so its bird time!

Gáttir allaráðr gangi framum skoðask skylium skygnask skyliþví at óvíster at vitahvar óvinirsitja á fleti fyrirAll door-ways,before going forward,should be looked to;for difficult it is to knowwhere foes may sitwithin a dwelling.

i want to grab you by the rosary beadspull you close to my face and let the proximity of our lips tempt you into committing the most egregious sinlet me corrupt you in ways that you couldn't imaginebecause i think i could turn your mind to mefor i am but a simple devotee kneeling at the shrine of your feetmy god, my god, why have you abandoned me?my screaming prayers fall on deaf earsi'll keep one hand on my bible tonight and the other on my switchbladewe could be perfect one last nightand live like star-crossed loverswe could live like star-crossed lovers. (butyouwon't)a b b y

I’m sooooo bored 😭

so i’ve been thinkingi mean i don’t have a real band band yet, but so far i’m friends with two other guys who wanna start something, and they’re both pretty good at their stuff (drums and guitar) and i’m alright at screamingwe’re having ‘band practice’ on monday, and possibly saturday if we can, and i’m excited cause we’re probably gonna be doing mcr covers to start and i LOVE screaming mcr songs so much, it’s so fun! anyway, they say they’re horrible with lyrics but since i make poems i might be alright at it.. tbh if i can scream it i’ll sing itanywayi live in toronto and the music scene here is really really cool and big (i’m seeing a local show tn!) but there aren’t many bands that have a harder tone, most are mellow. what i’m trying to say is, if my band is more screamy and energetic, surely it would get attention... ? i don’t know, i think i’m just daydreaming a bit too much. in terms of crush stuff.. i have two right now but neither seems like they’d be interested in me, bummer. i keep having really nice moments with one of them (yesterday we went into a room and they played guitar really nicely and i just watched,, ) but i feel like they have some weird resentment for me. i don’t know.. i wish i didn’t feel this way for either of them, having unrequited love is very saddening and if not that, then just strange okay i’ll stop rambling nowcan you believe my chem tix sold out in 12 minutes?!? crazyryan

THEYRE BAAACK!! MCR IS BACK!!! HOLY F***!! YeeeeaaaaAAAAAAH

hello it’s been a while!!!!! i’m writing this at 230 am since it’s nit halloween anymore but i’m just gonna talk abt stuffso first off today ROCKED, it exhausted but i was a vampire and everyone loved my costume.. i wore fangs the whole day and they looked awesome . didn’t trick or treat but i watched scary movie 2 with some good friends and it was really fun!! then i hung out with another group of friends and now i’m finally home. for a bit i thought i couldn’t take off my fangs cuz they wouldn’t pull off, but tbh i was pretty prepared to just live with them my whole lifealso, MY CHEM IS BACK! !!!!! can you believe it????? i heard the news and ran into my friends class just to scream about it.. it honestly feels so surreal. i really really hope they do a world tour and come here, i can’t believe i’d be able to say i saw mcr in 2019 when i was 16/17.. god! what a timeline we live init also means gerard and the guys are in a good spot mentally and emotionally and physically because they’d wanna do music stuff again for good! i’m very proud of them!! i love them and they’ve all grown and changed so much as musicians and people :-)what else.. hm. it’s very windy right now, i’m very tired .. the next few days r full of plans! tomorrow i’m going to see my friend (*cough* crush*cough*)’s band play.. no i’m not going just for my crush, i’m excited! and on saturday there’s a bigger show and i’m seeing local bands play! sunday i’m watching scary movies and hanging with some friends that live a bit further away, so i might sleep over.. and on monday i’m gonna ask my crush if we can have band practice cause that’s fun and i wanna sing(scream) mcr covers againalso i’m totally wearing my revenge hoodie tomorrow/today.. REUNION!!okay, i’m gonna clock out. goodnight beautiful strangers!-ryan

WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW PUMPED UP I AM.of course im sure almost everybody heard about it, but whos to say i cant roll around on the floor muttering random words of happiness xD ?and especially on halloween 2 !!! though i cant gurantee ill b able to celebrate the holiday, i think ill be able to make smthn in honor of mcr comin baccsucks though i wont be able to come to their concert, im in in cali x_xstill, im so happi !!! xD

Today I got to wear my Halloween costume to school! I am, of course, dressed as a vampire as I promised •vv•. I must say I feel rather over dressed however, because I’m one of the only ones with such a complex costume. It makes me a bit self conscious but I’ve been learning to appreciate the attention :>.  Here in Texas it’s actually gotten very cold overnight, so I hope I’ll be able to stay warm while handing out candy to all the trick-or-treaters (Sadly my very cool coat that’s part of my costume isn’t very warm).  Also!! I’ve just found out that MCR may be back!!!! I’m so unbelievably happy about this!! It’s funny though because I was thinking only two days ago about how they should reunite ^w^!!~🕸Cobweb Gossamer🕸~

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I am Spiritus "The Dark Prince"! Welcome to my first blog on friendproject!! Finally I came home to a similar social network that was very meaningful to me in past years. It was known as myspace and I still do have my old account up there https://https://myspace.com/spiritusleach but however things have changed with the outlook dramatically and plus there is hardly any traffic up there which makes it impossible to find new people.  I've always dreaded the thought of facebook /fakebook as I call it  because it's all about and algortihim that messes you over in the end and I've never truly liked facebook to begin with, I just came over to fakebook  because by then it seem as if I was the last person on Myspace.  Being on Friendproject the first thing I've notice their were new and lively souls  that are very active and it's surprisingly  close to the old myspace reminding of great memories of the days when butcherkill hacksaw sent you a friend request , html codes to design pages with and more. I may need some time to get use to things once again because it's been a while but I catch quick anyways. I  hope to see more in due time.  Anyways darkest greetings to all and to all have a great Samhain/Halloween 2019!  Spiritus "The Dark Prince" is now here!! Darkest days and nights are now ahead )0( V''''V 

NAME?: lawrence or lawr/lawPREFERRED PRONOUNS?: he/him/hisSEXUALITY?: pansexualDO U PREFER SCENE OR EMO?: omgz i love both so much i can choose DXWOULD U CONSIDER URSELF SCENE OR EMO?: yes!!IF YES, WHICH ONE?: id consider myself a weird hybrid mixHOW LONG HAVE U BEEN AN EMO/SCENE KID?: i use to be one in early 2013-2015 but i fell out of it and now im back!!!WHAT'S UR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?: all of them DX so difficult to choose.WHO R U MORE LIKELY TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH-- SCENES OR EMOS?: both!!FAVORITE ARTIST/BAND?: currently searchingTOP THREE FAVORITE SONGS?:01. -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfdWpouLNa0 // GHOST TOWN - YOU'RE SO CREEPY ( NIGHTCORE )02. -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36714VSOchI // GOOD WITH GRENADES - BRUISES AND BITEMARKS03. -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BV3LMSMz9WI // GET SCARED - DON'T YOU DARE FORGET THE SUNMAKE A PLAYLIST FOR UR CURRENT MOOD?:uhm maybe later :3FAVORITE PLACE TO GET UR MUSIC FROM?: youtube!DO U DOWNLOAD MUSIC?: nope!DO U THINK "POSERS" EXIST?: N/ATHOUGHTS ON "PREPS"?: N/AWHAT KIND OF HAIRSTYLE DO U HAVE?: typical f***boy haircut ]: i have some scene and emo wigs thoHAVE U EVER DYED UR HAIR?: with temporary dye, yeah!HAVE U EVER PUT DYED PATTERNS IN UR HAIR?: nopeDO U CURRENTLY USE HAIR EXTENSIONS?: yeahHAVE U EVER USED HAIR EXTENSIONS?: yeahIF YES, WHAT KIND WERE THEY? ( CLIP INS, BEADS, ETC! ): clip ins and sew in onesDO YOU WEAR KANDI JEWELRY?: of course uwuIF YES, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY IS YOUR FAVORITE TO WEAR?: bracelets and necklaces!IF NO, DO YOU STILL LIKE KANDI JEWELRY?: N/AIF YES, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TO SEE ON OTHERS?: masks and bracelets!!KANDI BEADS ON SHOELACES, YAY OR NAY?: big yay!! i have some myself :3IF U COULD, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY WOULD U MAKE?: masks and hoodsIF U COULD, WOULD U SELL KANDI JEWELRY?: yass!!DO YOU COLOR YOUR NAILS?: no but i want toIF YES, WHAT COLOR(S)?: DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP?: no but i want to x2IF YES, WHAT'S UR FAVORITE KIND OF MAKEUP?:FAVORITE EMO KID?: UHH i dont have one. DX maybe one from instagram but i dont know their username rnFAVORITE SCENE KID?: another one where it's probs from instagram but idk their username on the top of my head DX DXWHAT KIND OF WRITING STYLE DO U HAVE? ( HARDCORE SCENE, HARDCORE EMO, NORMAL, ETC ): ig pretty normal?? or gentle scene/emo :3EXAMPLE OF UR EVERY DAY WRITING?: hiyaz!!! hru?? :3 im doin gud!!R U OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS?: of course!!!HOW DID U FIND FRIENDPROJECT?: from a mutual on instagram!!DO U HAVE ANY SCENE/EMO FRIENDS IRL?: sadly i dont DXIF YES, WHICH ONE? ( BOTH, JUST SCENE, JUST EMO, ETC. ):WOULD U SAY U HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF EMO/SCENE STUFF?: personally, yes!!IF YES, WHAT IS IT LIKE, IF UR WILLING TO SHARE?: boring and mundane DXIF NO, WHAT GOT U STARTED ON SCENE/EMO STUFF?:R UR FRIENDS/FAMILY ACCEPTING OR UR EMO/SCENE LIFESTYLE?: yup!!!DO U WEAR UR SCENE/EMO STUFF TO WORK OR SCHOOL?: sometimes to schoolIF YES, WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS DO U GET?: mostly just stares DXIF NO, WHY NOT?:HOW DID THIS SURVEY MAKE U FEEL?: fineee :3ENDING COMMENTS?: