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I AM SO BOREDDDDDDD!!!!! I cannot even be alive rn thats how bored I am. My brain is mush and I am dying. I might play animal crossing but idk.... maybe batim............ maybe undertale.......... I'm tired but I don't wanna nap cuz that'll mess up my schedule for school. Grrrrrr my day is suckyyyyyyyyyy. Although I hope yours is going better than mine lmao!!! Bye!!!

maggie got tons of cool stuff from 5 below today. we listened to music a lot today, which was really nice. listening to music with them is one of my favorite things. today was the hearing thing. maggie let me listen so i could help. hopefully the stuff i told them was helpful. i really like helping them. i got to hear maggie speak spanish:) its really fun. i drew maggie today lol. they said it was ok for someone who doesnt know how to draw lol. im kinda dissapointed i didnt make them laugh though:/ i watched an episode of a show that was about michoacan carnitas tacos. it looked f***in awesome. then we talked about wrestling and this wrestler maggie really likes called chyna. its really fun listening to maggie talk about wrestling(or anything tbh) then they were telling me all about cool old candies, and wwe icecreams. that was really nice. then they made me watch this creepy ass christmas commercial from corona. its weird. maggie showed me their setup:) its 10/10 tbh. super comfy and optimized. makes mine look like sh*t. 

maggie was pretty busy today. they helped me get drawing stuff:) im gonna try to get better at drawing. they told me about this store they love called blicks. it sells really cool art stuff. art stuff is complicated. maggie thinks ill have a cartoony style, which i kinda like. i got to listen to them talk for a few hours. its really fun hearing them speak spanish. i was messing with them for a bit and typing stuff to try to get them so smile on the zoom call, but they didnt lol. we talked for like an hour, which was nice but i hope we get to talk more tomorrow cus i missed them. 

catch me watching like 10 episodes of doctor who that ive already watched. im literally just watching random episodes of doctor who. help xD

whoopsies I left for a month again lolbecause I'm still busy but also I'm extremely depressedbut uhI'm here againfor a few days or longer than that, I have absolutely no ideaI just wanted to come back here :>

f**king MINDBLOWNgoodnight. ♥ 

A feeling so familiar that somehow takes me by surprise every time it comes, consumed not by sadness but something else, indescribable. I'd say something close to emptiness. loss of self and regard for my health creeping with such stealth that i can't hide if i tried, so i let it have me.​​​​​​

I I live in a house with no windowsa black curtain hangs on my door.The voices of conscience torment meI live in a room with no floor. II There's dirt in the corner I can't seethere's water that runs down the wall.There're mice in the attic above meand rats playing games in the hall. III I live in a house with no windowsand sleep in a room with no heat.The darkness of life that surrounds meKeeps out the sounds of the street. IV I wake when the shadows have fallenand walk when the memories cease.When purpose in life has no meaningand only the wicked find peace. V Each night you sense that I'm by youyou feel my breath as you sleep.You hear the faint creak of the floorboardsas out from the shadows I creep. VI I live in a house with no windowsI live in a house that's now yoursIt's my voice you think that you're hearingfor I died in this room with no doors.[TAKEN FROM TOXIC VALENTINE'S COMMENT ON CASPER'S PROFILE]

today kinda sucked.. i was supposed to see my boyfriend, but stuff got in the way, we're gonna meet tomorrow tho, will probably take photos (check out my photo folder for those!) i got a sore throat, nothing too bad, just sore. I haven't eaten all day so that's cool, i love you guys, if ya ever wanna talk just message me.

i do have some talents. i'd have to say that painting my nails with my left hand is not one of them. - i also don't trust myself flipping a record with wet nails right now, so i've listened to side one of don't stop believin' by olivia newton-john four times. she's so great though; i can't complain.

hey besties ♥3

I picked up a book a while back before the election titled A Warning. At the time of publication, it was labled Anonymous. They also wrote an op-ed in the NY Times. All we knew is that they were an official working in close proximity to others within the White House, also close to President Trump himself. The Anonymous author has identified themselves as Miles Taylor. I have saved numerous clips of his in my Facebook page of his warnings with the current administration. Quite alarming what I had watched just weeks before the recent election, and even more so reading his book. He did alert to the ideas that he has been systematically firing all the staff he came into the White House with, the officials close to him like Defense Secretary, Secretary of State, etc. Now, he's fired major spots within the Pentagon, FBI, CIA and every other level of Federal jobs and replaced them with Trump loyalists. The Warning by Mr. Taylor was that in a 2nd term, Trump was taking his guard rails off. Here is an example that might keep me up the next few weeks as I contimplate that this man may never give up power as he installs his dictatorship within America. We had been warned..."Trump warmed to a new idea...to label illegal migrants as enemy combatents." "Trump went further and mused about shipping the migrants to Guantanamo Bay, where hardened terrorists were jailed." "Come to the US illegally, and you will be sent to a remote US detention facility in Cuba to live along side murderous criminals."This is what China is doing to over a million Muslim refugees, along with what Russia does to indoctrinate wrong doers/border crossers, as well as North Korea who executes many who come into their country. Many do not make it out of these camps, they die retaining their decency of being human. What is America becoming under Trump? I sure as hell do not want to find out. Let's hope Biden successfully takes over the office without a blood bath, and Trump's influence diminishes over the next 4 years.Help us God...