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i am so tired!! i want red streaks in my hair soo bad . so bad! maybe i’ll indulge one day and just do it.. in other news january is almost done! you know what that means!! i’m moving next week FINALLY. i’ve been waiting forever !!!! and the week after i move is my birthday party..... it’s gonna be wickedi’m inviting so many of my friends and ahh...... i really cant waitin other news what’s happeninggoing to san diego i februarymy art is getting featured in a magazine! it’s called against the grain, it’s based in la and they want me to go to their release event.. and i think i’m going!! which is rly exciting and i would be typing in all caps but i am dead tired lolafter that i’m going camping in the california desert with my friends! i hear you can see the whole galaxy.. there’s huge light pollution here and i have a big thing for stars so i can’t even imagine what it’ll be like..less big news . i might be getting a job. i think. i hope. i’ve never worked before.. i really need the money lol. i wanna start reading twilight! i wanna watch buffy! i wanna get an ipod for music and a flip phone for calling! i just wanna immerse myself into so much 2000s culture... i love it so so much anyway i need to sleep. and finish this email i’m writing .. go to sleep!!!!ry 

Vits er þörfþeims viða ratardælt er heima hvatat augabragði verðrsá er ekki kannok með snotrum sitrSense is neededfor the one who travels widely;everything is easy at home.He who knows nothingand sits with wise menbecomes a mockery

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So I'll be brutally honest, I haven't listened to everything vaporwave has to offer. Go look on Youtube, Spotify, or Bandcamp; there's so many albums and singles in vaporwave. So I've decided that every two weeks, I'll wander the vapor to find albums, and share them with all you wonderful people!For those of you who don't know what vaporwave is, it's a sub genre of electronic music that emerged in the 2010s, often sampling music from the 1980s and 90s as a meme. The subculture takes a satirical look at consumer capitalism and pop culture, and is often characterized as nostalgic and surreal. It also takes stuff from the early era of the internet, like late 1990s web design, anime, and 3D rendered objects.So now that we have the intro out of the way, come with me, and see all that the otherworldly trip called vaporwave has to offer.-AlienNote: I have never done professional blogging before, so I'll definitely get better with time!

Thinking I should just buy a bento box. Carrying a big ol lunchbox sucks and I don't eat much anyway so it's no big deal, right? Whatever I just feel like garbage rn ~_~

heyyo just wanted to introduce myself fully lolololNAME?:my full name is Jaclyn Len but i go by Jac! (dont f***ing call me Jackie, i hate it ;-;)PREFERRED PRONOUNS?:she/her :)SEXUALITY?:i swing both ways,,, violently,, like a baseball bat,,,,,DO U PREFER SCENE OR EMO?:i like both kinds of people lol but i like emo more for myself lol, just the music and style is more meWOULD U CONSIDER URSELF SCENE OR EMO?:yes? IF YES, WHICH ONE?:more on the emo side but i feel i am more punk meets emo in style and music tasteHOW LONG HAVE U BEEN AN EMO/SCENE KID?:uhhh middle school? im p sure it was when my friends showed me some music to make me feel better when my parents were splitting. it all went downhill from there lolWHAT'S UR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?:red, black, and hot pink :PWHO R U MORE LIKELY TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH-- SCENES OR EMOS?:i like both, theyre p cool people but i have more emo friends than scenes whoopsFAVORITE ARTIST/BAND?:The Cure!Panic! At The Disco!Green Day!idk theres a bunch more up there,,,TOP THREE FAVORITE SONGS?:oof uhh..Death Dance Palaye RoyaleBoys Don't Cry The CureWelcome to Paradise Green DayMAKE A PLAYLIST FOR UR CURRENT MOOD?:oh yeah it's real Pining Over Someone Hours tonight fellas! we are also feeling Bored&Reckless and i feel like im gonna do something Impulsive.whats my age again Blink 182brain stew Green Daydestroya My Chemical Romanceheaven knows im miserable now The Smithsstill into you Paramoreever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't've Buzzcocksmy own worst enemy Lithang on to yourself  David Bowiethank you for the venom My Chemical RomanceFAVORITE PLACE TO GET UR MUSIC FROM?:my friends! they get me CDs for my player :0! i also use spotify a lot cause i am jus a broke teen yikessDO U DOWNLOAD MUSIC?:i download some playlists on spotify if i have the space for it on my phone :PDO U THINK "POSERS" EXIST?:oh yeah man, everyone's a poser if you think about it. we all try to impress someone, even if it's just ourselvesTHOUGHTS ON "PREPS"?:can f*** off lol it's an easy way to name people who arent alt from people who are other than normies. they can be really mean when they dont understand something that is new and different and screws with what they were taught to know.WHAT KIND OF HAIRSTYLE DO U HAVE?:uh its black and choppy and shoulder-length cause i cut it myself? ive got a shaved side thats kinda growing out (whoops lol). i dyed the shaved part red :3HAVE U EVER DYED UR HAIR?:uh yeah i just said i did. it's red,,,HAVE U EVER PUT DYED PATTERNS IN UR HAIR?:no but it seems really cool!! i am v lazy, v broke, and v untalented at bleaching and dying lolz. when i get the chance i wanna get some zig-zags dyed in my sideDO U CURRENTLY USE HAIR EXTENSIONS?:nopee i like my length as it isHAVE U EVER USED HAIR EXTENSIONS?:nope lol i think theyre too much work 4 meIF YES, WHAT KIND WERE THEY? ( CLIP INS, BEADS, ETC! ):bruh,,,DO YOU WEAR KANDI JEWELRY?:i have one (1) bracelet i made that matches with my friend's. they dont wear it cause it messes with their "aesthetic" but really appreciates it anyways (it says crackheads btw)IF YES, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY IS YOUR FAVORITE TO WEAR?:my crackheads bracelet :))) i got some beads on my vans if that countsIF NO, DO YOU STILL LIKE KANDI JEWELRY?:n/a broIF YES, WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TO SEE ON OTHERS?:i really just like the bracelets!KANDI BEADS ON SHOELACES, YAY OR NAY?:oh hell yes I've got some red and pink stars on my boots and vansIF U COULD, WHAT KIND OF KANDI JEWELRY WOULD U MAKE?:i made just the 2 bracelets lolIF U COULD, WOULD U SELL KANDI JEWELRY?:lol nooo too much work XD (omg so many Qs on Kandi??)DO YOU COLOR YOUR NAILS?:yea! mostly black and it chips p fast but idc. sometimes i go in with color sharpies in the chipped parts!!IF YES, WHAT COLOR(S)?:mostly black, sometimes a dark red or silver glitter.DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP?:heck yeah boi!!IF YES, WHAT'S UR FAVORITE KIND OF MAKEUP?:red raccoon style eyeshadow and black lipstickWHAT KIND OF WRITING STYLE DO U HAVE? ( HARDCORE SCENE, HARDCORE EMO, NORMAL, ETC ):bro i have no writing style this is it bud. i sprinkle in some emo and some meme spellingR U OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS?:p open ig lolHOW DID U FIND FRIENDPROJECT?:my friend showed it to me lolzDO U HAVE ANY SCENE/EMO FRIENDS IRL?:oh yeah bro, theyre the only people who understand me at schoolIF YES, WHICH ONE? ( BOTH, JUST SCENE, JUST EMO, ETC. ):emos to the extremeos, havent met too many scenesWOULD U SAY U HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF EMO/SCENE STUFF?:uh not really? i like supernatural stuff and reading classic gothic literature if that counts?? ive got school??IF YES, WHAT IS IT LIKE, IF UR WILLING TO SHARE?:oh so like i go to catholic school so i gotta tone it down which sUXIF NO, WHAT GOT U STARTED ON SCENE/EMO STUFF?:music?R UR FRIENDS/FAMILY ACCEPTING OR UR EMO/SCENE LIFESTYLE?:my mom doesn't seem to care what i do and my dad is just non-existantDO U WEAR UR SCENE/EMO STUFF TO WORK OR SCHOOL?:not so much, i go to a super uniform catholic school. i cant wear too much makeup or permanently alter my clothes so i put some pins on my lapel, beads on my school shoes and let my tights have runs in them. when it gets cold i get to wear my big ol' stomping bootsIF YES, WHAT KIND OF REACTIONS DO U GET?:uhh preps dont really like it (shocker lol). i was already weird to them anyway so this is just the icing on the cake. also especially the professors hate it lol. idc i like how i look and my friends like it tooIF NO, WHY NOT?:school restrictions yeetHOW DID THIS SURVEY MAKE U FEEL?:uhh a little more entertained :PENDING COMMENTS?:oof uhh have a good day? hydrate or die

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So far, the last two weeks have been okay. Granted I’m really anxious the last few days because of testing and exams, but also because of family issues. My mom still can’t leave the house or do anything for another whole week. I’m the one mostly doing the grocery shopping and chores as my mom can’t. I don’t mind helping out, but it does get stressful after a while. It’s a good thing I have my therapist appointment coming up so I can discuses all of this in person with someone. My dad is mostly helping me out with the chores and shopping, but I still have classes to attend, luckily it’s only from 12pm-3pm and it’s not everyday, and the fact my friends and I are being bullied by a 15 year old who runs a discord server. It’s pathetic honestly 😂Mostly everything is going okay. My depression and anxiety is still up though, so that really sucks. But I get this whole next week off and I can sleep in late, not having to worry to get up for classes. This week off with be good I think. My brother and I are hanging out tomorrow for dinner and possibly the arcade and to catch up, so that’ll be fun. 

I edited my profile to have a cute Pikachu as the cursor  Hope everyone likes itEDIT!!!: Now my blog has its own cursor too!

Making this right after the previous post bc I should be doing homework xD

I see people here that made their accounts last year and way before that and it makes me feel like an infant DxWhat makes me feel more like a baby is that I found FP through a Tumblr post before the new year BUT maybe my new years resolution is to stop acting like a little b*tch and start using FP regularly just to escape reality LMAO 

first post hope dis work....... jst 4 fun 

Literally one of my biggest upsets in life is being financially restricted. There is so much I want to do, see, and achieve in my life and I constantly hit a wall where Money is f***ing concerned. To say Money can't buy happiness is just an outright f***ing Lie. F***ing bullsh*t.I have been unemployed basically my whole life, only ever worked ONE DAY's paid work. That's it. Nothing has come up since. Within nearly a DECADE of job searching, I have had a total of 3 f***ing interviews, a year or so's worth of work experience, and ONE job trial. In a DECADE. That is DISGUSTING. And do not even try to say I am not trying, because I am. But being a disabled person (moderate to severe hearing loss and bad eyesight) has severely hindered the type of work I can do, and employers typically make up their minds about me within the first five minutes of an interview because of this. They don't have to say that's why, that'd be discrimination, but I know...So Money is hard to come by, I get labelled a f***ing dole bludger, a leech, this and that. I don't get to buy nice makeup, I barely get to travel and typically can't for long, I'll never get overseas, and I'll never have the money to pay for the study I want to undertake to truly get where I want to go in life. And I'll forever be living in the f***ing ghetto, in government housing.I am almost 30 with nothing to show for myself, stuck living in the past and reminiscing on a time where achieving my dreams seemed possible, before unforeseen circumstances led to all that I had worked so hard for being ripped away from me.I do not want to reach 40 and still be in the same boat.I want more for myself.But I have already lost nearly 3 decades of my life in which I have achieved NOTHING.I wanted to leave all the Negative feelings and sh*t in the last decade, but 15 days into 2020, it's all creeping up again...

{heyy this is the admin!! i really thought it would be a good idea to state that Jac isn't a real person lol !! she's my MCR Revenge Era OC and i thought it would be cool to make her a "MySpace" and get into her character! feel free to interact with her and ask questions about her (use @admin when you wanna chat)! Irl my name is Kat and im 19! im really trying to not catfish anyone lol. anyways all of admin stuff will be in this purple and this curvy parenthesis! see ya!!}