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Literally one of my biggest upsets in life is being financially restricted. There is so much I want to do, see, and achieve in my life and I constantly hit a wall where Money is f***ing concerned. To say Money can't buy happiness is just an outright f***ing Lie. F***ing bullsh*t.I have been unemployed basically my whole life, only ever worked ONE DAY's paid work. That's it. Nothing has come up since. Within nearly a DECADE of job searching, I have had a total of 3 f***ing interviews, a year or so's worth of work experience, and ONE job trial. In a DECADE. That is DISGUSTING. And do not even try to say I am not trying, because I am. But being a disabled person (moderate to severe hearing loss and bad eyesight) has severely hindered the type of work I can do, and employers typically make up their minds about me within the first five minutes of an interview because of this. They don't have to say that's why, that'd be discrimination, but I know...So Money is hard to come by, I get labelled a f***ing dole bludger, a leech, this and that. I don't get to buy nice makeup, I barely get to travel and typically can't for long, I'll never get overseas, and I'll never have the money to pay for the study I want to undertake to truly get where I want to go in life. And I'll forever be living in the f***ing ghetto, in government housing.I am almost 30 with nothing to show for myself, stuck living in the past and reminiscing on a time where achieving my dreams seemed possible, before unforeseen circumstances led to all that I had worked so hard for being ripped away from me.I do not want to reach 40 and still be in the same boat.I want more for myself.But I have already lost nearly 3 decades of my life in which I have achieved NOTHING.I wanted to leave all the Negative feelings and sh*t in the last decade, but 15 days into 2020, it's all creeping up again...

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so yeah i just finished all my hw and it took me a while but i'm pretty sure it's cause i kept getting distracted so it's coolalso i've been listening to taking back sunday all day and i really like them!! gotta expand my music taste more instead of like 8 bands and a few musicals lmaomcr really being cryptic again though,,, i'm really enjoying it, whatever they're building up to is gonna be so worth it with all of the buildup, and it's really fun to solve it all and create theories about what they're doing so yeah 

Currently sitting in math feeling like my brain is going to explode -_- Just send me to art school alreadyyy

So I'm an INTJ Sagittarius Gryffindor?  

After I move out, I'm gonna do a list of things:1) Get an ugly skinhead buzzcut just to redo my entire head bc my hair currently SUCKS2) Change my name legally3) Hit the gym bc I'm literally a noodle 4) Obtain the boyfriend of my DREAMS xD

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Everything is super boring rn argh when is life gonna be good  On the bright side Pork Soda by Glass Animals is pretty good 

i've spent years chasing that green light but speeding over hills to get that rush of butterflies while blasting my chemical romance i can't help but think maybe this is happiness one day we'll look back and wonder why we didn't cherish these moments when we lived them it's hard to know when the good times are while you're still in them "when i see you smiling and singing back to me...  i’m still playing different pictures in my head that aren’t so pleasant. i’m doing my best to live in the song and not just the meaning." thanks ryan   love  a     b      b        y

someone help oh godf i am being stabbed help me oh god oh f***

Your favorite song (or one of them):I'm not okay by MCRA song you know all the words to:just one? Ok. "IDFK by Black BearA song that makes you happy:Blood by MCRA song that makes you cry:Ugly, not sure the girl who sings it.A song that makes you laugh:Yeah Toast!A song that reminds you of your parent(s):Yeah Toast! LolA song that reminds you of your sibling(s):anything by Gorillaz and Die AntwoordA song that reminds you of your best friend:It wasn't me by Shaggy A song that reminds you of your significant other/crush:I think You Freely by Die AntwoordA song from your favorite band/music group:Helena by MCRA song by your favorite composer:Millions- Gerard WayA song you like from a genre you don't usually listen to:5:32pm by The DeliAn instrumental song you like :Zombie by The CranberriesA song you can dance to :Blood by In This MomentA song you would sing karaoke to :Zydrate from Repo!A song with a great music video :Dance with the Dragon by Dark SarahA song that reminds you of a certain event:Fireflies by Owl CityA song that reminds you of a place you've traveled to:All Shook Up by Elvis PresleyA song from your favorite album:The Black Parade by MCRThe first song alphabetically in your iTunes/music library:5:32pm by The DeliThe last song alphabetically in your iTunes/music library:Zydrate from Repo!A song you like in a different language:Gimme Chocolate by Baby MetalA song you can play on an instrument :chopsticks lol. Idk who wrote it. It's VERY commonA song you'd like to learn on an instrument:The Black Parade on pianoA song that reminds you of someone you admire:S&M by Rhianna A song you never get tired of hearing :Bury a Friend by Billie ElishA song that a friend recommended to you :Daddy by Die AntwoordA song you like from a movie you like :Out Tonight from RentA Disney song you like:You're Welcome from MoanaA musical theater/Broadway song you like :My Friends from Sweeney ToddA song you'd sing as a duet with someone :Chase the Morning from Repo!A song you loved 10 years ago:Teenagers by MCRA song that you loved 5 years ago:Assassin Murder Monster from Repo!A song with a great instrumental part:21 Guns by Green DayThe most played song in your music library:Daddy by Die AntwoordA song you like that you haven't listened to in a while:Swing Swing by All American RejectsA song with lyrics you can't understand :Lilith by Casket RobberyA song that describes you :Kawaii Metal by Riffshop A song shorter than 3 minutes:Angelf*** by MisfitsA song longer than 7 minutes :Blackstar by David BowieA classical song you like :Interlude- Black Veil BridesA song you'd like played at your wedding : Today was a Fairytale by T Swift (I got married at a ren fest and this was our first dance lol)A holiday song you like :Seasons Greetings by LinneahA song that you like the cover better than the original :Do it like a dude by Jessie JA song you love that you recently discovered:REDMERSADIES by AmineA song that reminds you of summer :She Hates Me by Puddle of MuddA song you like with a name in the title :Mary by Baby GothA song you like with a color in the title :Behind Blue Eyes by Limb BisketA song you like with a place in the title :Lost in Hollywood by System of the DownA song you like with a number in the title:16 Lines by Lil PeepA song you like with a place in the title:Hollywood by GorillazA song that makes you hopeful :Alien by Die AntwoordThe song you're currently listening to :16 Lines by Lil PeepThe last song you listened to :Blackstar by David BowieA song you heard at the last concert you attended:Mr. Torture by Helion PrimeA song with lyrics that you love:Bitch Bad by LupeA song you're proud of yourself for learning :Daddy by Die AntwoordA song you think everyone should listen to:Bitch Bad by Lupe F. (Watch the music video please!)