Un-owned
Current mood:  gloomy

You know that feeling you get when you really want something but no matter how hard you try or how long you wait, you just can't seem to get it? Imagine that feeling when you're a submissive and you haven't been owned or claimed in months. It's like an empty, burning hole in your chest. A submissive is meant to be claimed, have an owner. Without that, our existence is almost pointless. And the cycle is never ending. You meet someone, get to know them, they learn everything about you, you think you can finally trust them enough to surrender yourself to them. But then, it all crashes down, they betray you, leave you, or just plain turn out to be fake, and you're left with even less hope than you had before and you're forced to be alone and start over yet again. I'm not really sure what the point was to this, I just needed a place to vent about this to.