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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 19
Country: United States

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February 04, 2018


10/23/2019 11:16 PM 


In your dialect, I am unread
In your simplest language, I am unlettered

I understand everything you say
But the way your hand stays with mine
The way you walk beside me
How you don't care that I hear you sing in your most heartfelt tone
You hesitate before leaving my side
I've fallen hopelessly for you

You've never said "I love you"
But I feel it in everything you do

08/04/2019 09:20 PM 

book time, babey!

Okay! Time for some book talk.

A few weeks ago I went on a series of small vacations because I was just being hot-potato style tossed between family members. Anyway.

In good ol' Asheville, North Carolina, there's a lovely bookstore called Malaprop's. The atmosphere is Real Good and the selection even better! I got my copy of What If It's Us by Adam Silvera and Becky Albertalli. It's such a good book and one of my personal favorites as far as Mr. Silvera's go. It's set in New York City and focuses on a very relatable young man from Georgia (oh! a southern boy! like me!) meeting an equally relatable local guy who struggles with his identity.

About three weeks later I had the indescribable pleasure of visiting Petoskey, Michigan. I'm sure I'm meant to live there for a time someday. Maybe not specifically Petoskey, but near Lake Michigan.
In this lovely town, though, is a bookstore called McLean & Eakin Booksellers. There are two public floors to shop through, but if you're anything like me, you'll want to go down the nicely decorated staircase to the basement floor. You'll find some neat stationery supplies, puzzles, vinyls, and cassettes. It's also the location of the clearance section that I thank the waves I decided to check out.
Lucky me, I found a book that I had been on the lookout for since what? December? That book being The Agony House, which I am in the process of reading right now. I know it's like, uh, a young teen book? But I am not good at reading horror and the combination novel/graphic novel is super appealing. Though three chapters in it's still a bit slow. I do have hope though!
In a different area of the basement, between the graphic novels and young adult sections, was a display. Holy Schist am I glad I gave that a twice-over. I Fckng SCORED.
I Am Now The Proud Owner Of Check, Please! Book 1: #HOCKEY
I'm so happy and Eric Bittle owns my heart. Lucky for yall, Check, Please! is a publicly available webcomic!!! I definitely recommend giving it a read. Ngozi Ukazu is a genius, in my opinion.
I won't lie. I give my copy a little kiss before bed every night.

Last on my current To Be Read and recently acquired on sale: The Gentleman's Guide to Vice and Virtue. I am admittedly not a fan of the cover design as it makes the book seem like a teen girl's wattpad fanfiction cover, but the book has been recommended to me and I'm a Big Gay and I want to read Big Gay Books.

Alright, I think that'll do for a blog post that isn't poetry. Go Samwell!

BONUS: a good Gay Movie you probably won't hate is Big Eden, which is just really wholesome and has a happy ending. :^D

01/14/2019 09:07 PM 

Untitled, possibly in progress

I've stopped counting the days

I hope that's a sign of change
It gets hard to appreciate the grey days when you're getting better
The sun used to be scalding
But now I long for the warmth of a star I once cursed
I don't want to get pushed out again
Either by myself or something else

12/05/2018 07:37 PM 

my heart is cold again

it's been a while, i haven't seen the light in days

can't really put my finger on it, but i've got time
so why don't we try to hang out soon
or whenever you feel like
we'll have a dance
have some fun
take a break
and throw ourselves right into place

08/26/2018 11:47 PM 

through the post

forget letters, i've written books for you

endless pages dedicated to
things we did, things we heard,
things we felt, and things we learned

there's nothing better than postage stamps
stuck to my heart
still feeling for you,
it's become an art

forget the return address
cos i don't need it anymore
and by the time you read chapter one
i'll be gone
somewhere you'd never find me
cos i need to move on
from you

                          used to wish you were here,
                                            forget me

08/26/2018 06:09 PM 

survey again

perch, newt, ratboy, goblin
aug 17
in a hick town :(
Current Location
the same hick town :(
Eye Color
Hair Color
blue rn !!

Lefty or Righty
Zodiac Sign
leo :0
What Do You Drive
i can't im a gay (bug)
mistermismatch, vintagehellion, augustcatch
purple, green,blue, black !
7 for the heavens
Fall Out Boy, Owl City, IDKHow, MCR
Music Genre
pop punk, rock, alt pop, ??
TV Show
the one about dark tourism
PUSH, Scott Pilgrim
oohh idk i don't keep up with them
Kind of Movie
action? drama? whatever Scott Pilgrim is?
Courage the Cowardly dog, og Teen Titans, a few i can't think of :0
Fast Food Restaurant
(ew uuuhhh) waffle house, great parking lot fights there
Ice Cream
coffee, mint chip, ?? i like halo top
cheerios bc im basic :(
milkis !!
Alcoholic Beverage
red's green apple thing, seagram's orange cream soda
"Be clearly aware of the stars and infinity on high. Then life seems almost enchanted after all.
{---Do You---}
Have any siblings
no >:)
Have any pets
2 cats!!
Have a job
no :((
Have a cellphone
Have any special talents or skills
uuh art maybe? embroidery? 
Have any fears
loneliness, boredom
Have a bedtime
Sing in the shower
... are there people who don't? how else do i drown out the self-loathing thoughts?
Want to go to college
sure :/
Get along with your parents
they think we do, we really don't
Have any piercings
i wish
Have any tattoos
i plan
i don't want lung cancer
not often at all
Do Drugs
no, i'd rather not but whatever
{---Love & All That Crap---}
Ever been in love
maybe a little
Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
no, ew
Are you single
yeah :(( gimme an emo bf
Are you in a relationship
Do you have a crush on someone
i don't think so
Ever been dumped
Ever dumped someone
{---This or That---}
Fruit or Vegetable
fruit !!
Black or White
Lights On or Lights Off
on, i gotta draw
TV or Movie
movie !
Car or Truck
Cash or Check
Rock or Rap
Chocolate or Vanilla
French Toast or French Fries
fries, that's too sweet
Strawberries or Blueberries
strawberries !!
Cookies or Muffins
Winter Break or Spring Break
spring, good hiking weather
Hugs or Kisses
why not both!!
{---Have You Ever---}
Danced in a public place
yeah ://
Smiled for no reason
Laughed so hard you cried
Talked to someone you don't know
sadly yes
Drank alcohol
Done drugs
Partied 'til the sun came up
Gotten a ticket
to see fob september 12th babey!!!!!
Been arrested
Been convicted of a crime
Been in a wreck
Been out of the country
yeah, Ireland and Scotland 
{---Random & Silly Junk---}
Are you a virgin
ew yeah
Ever TP'd someone's house
Ever egged someone's house
MINE has
How many languages do you speak
1.1 (sh*tty school german course)
Who do you compare yourself to
everybody else :((
Ever regret anything
Do you like being tickled
What are your goals
live in a tiny house near chicago or a great lake in general
Are your fingers tired
i've drawn longer than this took
Are you tired of this survey
Are you happy

08/19/2018 10:34 PM 

Current mood:  awake

I've been keeping a journal for the past few weeks. I think it's been helpful, since I'm not holding in all of my emotions. There are 34 entries so far - 34 days - and I've added some little drawings to some of my entries. I didn't want it to turn into another sketchbook so they aren't as good as my usual work :,)

I feel kind of bad about not posting art here, too. here ( https://augustcatch.tumblr.com/post/176271605907/lil-vampete ) is a link to one of my recent posts.

I've also been embroidering again! I think I'm getting better at it too.

02/04/2018 09:36 PM 


hey this is my first post! :o ppl who like fall out boy: we should be friends!! :D

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