02/12/2023 09:13 PM  select items from my amazon wishlist Current mood:  bored Long time, no post. While my brain is insane, I am rewatching Welcome to the NHK. I found it relatable the first time around, but it has gotten more relatable to me, which is not necessarily a positive thing. Anyways, out of boredom, I'm gonna show off some things hanging around in my amazon wishlists. I really want to play chaos;head, but big fans of the science adventure series have been saying this is a sh*te port and the translation is sloppy, I would really prefer a physical copy though. Trigun is my favourite anime, I really don't need any more anime DVDs though, also, do not watch trigun stampede. Some japanese textbooks I want. The library has the workbook to that japanese for busy people III, so I'm gonna read through it first. I really want tobira. Welcome to the NHK, The disappearance of haruhi suzumiya, attack on titan highschool (the recent sequel to attack on titan junior high). Incredible used book prices, but the oversea shipping is horrendous. I need to move to Japan to get cheap books. Idk, just felt like sharing, lots of books. Anyway, see ya next time 1 Comments

10/02/2022 04:38 PM  october Current mood:  groggy One of the many things on my to do list today is to plan for this month. October is an exciting month, thanksgiving (canada) and of course, halloween, my favourite time of year. The last month of fall, before I consider it winter. Anyways, enough rambling, more planning. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Baking: It's halloween so time for pumpkin goods. My sister will probably make pumpkin muffins, which I always associate with the anime pumpkin scissors, probably because I frequently watched it while eating the aforementioned muffins. pretty interesting show. military themes, adventures, etc. Anyways, I'll probably make something pumpkin with the leftover puree my sister is bound to have. Pumpkin cookies, oatmeal, etc. who knows, but it'll be good. I want to make those pilsbury cookies. It's going to be thanksgiving pretty soon, so I want to make chocolate pie, if anyone in my family makes thanksgiving potluck this year. mmmmmmm I consider all of october halloween, so this post is increasingly becoming a halloween orientated post, but I promise there will be more about my actual plans this month, if you're nosy. I really want to dye my hair black, fall instinct, I used to dye my hair black a lot. I'm not 100% on what I want to be for halloween, but I'm thinking vampire maybe. This month I'm looking forward to halloween and thanksgiving. I'm going to hang out with friends this week and finally watch the 2nd sonic movie, I gotta take it out from the library tomorrow. Maybe I'll buy pumpkins tomorrow, too, for carving. Movies/TV: Here's a list of movies and tv I've been thinking of rewatching for this halloween occasion: - jennifer's body - heathers - Hellsing Ultimate - Hellsing - Pumpkin Scissors I've gotten kinda bored of writing this rip uhh Anyways, almost every weekend this month there's an open house for the various post-secondaries in the big city nearest to me. As someone who's now getting f***ed by his bank, I should go to college, for various other reason too. I've been slowly trying to figure out what I want to do for that, and going to inquire in person is more helpful, so I'll do that and hopefully have fun. One of my friends might be coming with me to those so woohoo. I guess that's my plans for the month, I'm hoping to do something for halloween too, aside from maybe trick or treating. Sorry this post was so disorganized, lol What are your plans for this halloween season? 4 Comments

09/07/2022 12:06 PM  fall Current mood:  blah My current desktop background on my laptop lmao Fall! My favourite season has finally arrived, and rather than give some random details about how my life is falling apart (it's actually not, it's good right now), I'm gonna just talk about fall. I really wish I had cool knit sweaters, but I'll have to settle for pumpkin themed treats. Pumpkin pie, and just pies in general are some of my favourite parts of fall. Going to try and pumpkin spice my oatmeal sometime too, and my sister likes making pumpkin muffins. I'm excited to bake and cook again now that the summer heat can no longer prevent that (can't use oven in heat). Halloween is one of my favourite holidays, and I like thanksgiving too. This season is also the back to school season for many places in the world, which makes me stressed, as I'm not going back to school, so I feel the endless pressure of all my peers going into college or university. I'll go... next year. I think I'm gonna take a few coursera courses, to make up for it. Web design is a hobby of mine, so I'm gonna take courses related to that, game design, graphic design, and some other things. They're all related to the college program I'm interested in too, so. Some cool harvest-related festivals happen this season too. I'm thankful I don't have any dust allergies, the canola harvest and grain harvests have been hard on some of my friends and family. The other day, I made a list of things I like to do in fall/associate with fall. Here it is, for all of you: Music I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love (album, my chemical romance), I am the movie (album, motion city soundtrack), Commit this to memory (album, motion city soundtrack), American idiot (album, Green day) evanescence (artist), paramore (artist), the academy is (artist), this playlist I made when I was 14 Activities playing stardew valley, baking, raking leaves, eating pumpkin pie, learning, repairing stuff, fall job (had a halloween haunted house job last year) Clothing Items trench coat, toque, knit sweater, wool socks Things to cook/bake pumpkin pie, pumpkin muffins, pumpkin bread, banana bread, cinnamon rolls, pumpkin spice oatmeal, chocolate pie ----END---- That concludes the stuff I wrote down, and I have somewhere to be, so I'm gonna wrap up for today. See y'all later. 4 Comments

05/06/2022 03:18 PM  seasons greetings Current mood:  blank MY senses are assaulted with the scent of summer, as if to spit on the fact that it's my birthday month, and to disregard my preferred weather for the spring season.    I have no idea how long it's been since I've updated my blog on here, but I've been enjoying writing "logs" on my personal website. I won't get too personal, this is the internet after all, but some things have been going on in my household, I suppose, and it's been a lot of heavy stuff to deal with, endlessly, for a few years now, and currently there is "something occurring", I guess you could say. Overall, the atmosphere here is weird. Anyways, I've been practicing driving recently, and that's cool, maybe I really will get my driver's license in this lifetime. I was really into racing and racing games in my childhood, and I guess still now, but I haven't ever been eager to get my license. I really like cool cars, but I'm not in a hurry to get one of my own, gas is super expensive, although it would be useful to be able to drive, since I live in the middle of no where and I'm isolated from people, services, resources, everything, etc.  I hope I get to see my friends soon, it's been since the middle of march since I've seen any friends, which is a better rate than what it has been in previous years, but I do feel lonely. It feels like the only thing worth it in life is hanging out with people you love. I feel so good around people who make me feel good, imagine that. A celebration for a friend's birthday, but I haven't had the chance to make a cake, and I'm not sure if I'll have the time to. Now onto consumerism, I hate making wishlists, I simply don't need anymore possessions, but I've been trying to focus on investing in things that will enable me to create. I want an art tablet, camera, and a green screen. I've been working on selling some of my stuff, and deciding whether or not to sell my guitar has been a hard decision. I have no musical talent, but what if I need to spontaneously play the trigun opening theme on my guitar? Then what? 0 Comments

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