Life sucks and then you die
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  depressed

Life sucks and then you die.

I always knew this, but lately I'm feeling it more than ever. I am busy juggling long hours, low pay, demanding customers, a sh*tty work environment, and a boss from hell. Why do I stay? I don't know. I guess because I;m afraid.

I'm afraid of going through the whole sh*tty job search process, starting again from the bottom, possibly ending up somewhere worse than where I am now, or not being able to find anything and ending up on the streets.

The fear of what could happen if I leave is what keeps me from telling the boss to take his job and shove it up his ass.

It would bad enough in ordinary times, but with this whole Covid pandemic still going, I think it would be reckless to quit now.

I think I just need to hang on until 2021 and see how things look from there.