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Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over,                                                       it turned into a butterfly.

its truly something about it. i hate it so bad, every part of me hates it. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it but adore it just as much if not more

THIS CLOWN TAKE MY SHOES AFTER I TOLD HIM HE SMELL FUNNY!!!!!! That sh*t was funny as hell and I made his nose naturally red too so that punk should pay me

There’s not a word that exists that could describe this feeling. I find myself disappearing. My self fluctuating between the present and the stillness. What is left behind in my form ?

Forgetting you will be                                    my first death...

offer my hand and I'll take your name                share my shower, kiss my framedizzy dizzy daydream. thinking about it i could spend my whole day on it. right now its a daydream. i wasn't really planning on it. i was just trying to figure out what names to use for people since i am a coward and also because its funny to me so ha. i wanted to use certain names from a book but i decided its just gonna be random at this point since its amusing to me. 

I can feel their digging. The little bites they leave there. Licking away the gummy leftovers of my eye. Wiggling their disgusting little bodies through my ears to my brain. They won’t stop crawling. carving tiny tunnels into my skull. My arms have long since fallen off. I can’t pull them off anymore. Maybe, I’m a heap of scrap with memories of a human. Could I prove my humanity if I were to see my own reflection ? 

como vai você?             quando é que foi ficar tão linda?                                                           tão lindame has hecho la vida complicada. y para que? estoy confundida, me esta matando muy muy lento. ahora pensando lo bien, duele. no se si estas esperando que diga algo o si lo olvidaste completamente 

  how do i say things without them changing anything. i have so much i wanna say but i hate change i hate it so much. i often find myself telling charlie about everything. the amount of trust i have is scary but if i keep it to myself it will make me sick. even with telling charlie most things, i leave some key things out since i just cant say it. saying it makes it true and i dont want it to be true since even thinking about it makes me wanna vomit. im sure they mean well and theres just so much that they know already but i cant do it. im thankful for charlie but there are times where i just wish i could change how i feel and just say it already since i feel like telling someone else can help just with the weight of it all but thats for another day. 

am i in love with you                   or am i in love with the feeling ? 

two lovers entwined pass my by             heaven knows im mirserable now 

Mmm wine

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hello again friendproject.the moon looks so nice out tonight, i've never seen it this clear in so long!it's so weird to think that so many people can / are staring at it at the same timei wish i could buy a camera to take a picture of it, its so pretty.

Remember when I was gonna try to blog everyday? I believe that was a great idea that never came true.I have had such a hard day today. I did not attend class, and I called off of work. Now, I have to watch the recording of the lecture, and I have to do my homework. I have not started doing anything for my Friday class. I have to start soon because it is a whole workbook that I have to complete, apart from the essay I have that is due next week. I tried to take a shower, but I was out of shampoo. I shook the bottle with some water in order to get some out. It worked, and my hair does not feel dirty, but it was not a good start to my day.Today was my first day of therapy!! I am really excited to continue, and I feel like I really connected with my therapist. I feel like this will be super insightful.A customer left a Visa giftcard at my job, and enough time had passed that I was able to take it home. We waited for days to see if they would come by again, or maybe call but they didn't. It turned out to have like $100 on it, so I bought some shampoo and a burrito. Thank you stranger for my meal and new shampoo!