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i already hate this acc
how do i say things without them changing anything. i have so much i wanna say but i hate change i hate it so much. i often find myself telling charlie about everything. the amount of trust i have is scary but if i keep it to myself it will make me sick. even with telling charlie most things, i leave some key things out since i just cant say it. saying it makes it true and i dont want it to be true since even thinking about it makes me wanna vomit. im sure they mean well and theres just so much that they know already but i cant do it. im thankful for charlie but there are times where i just wish i could change how i feel and just say it already since i feel like telling someone else can help just with the weight of it all but thats for another day.
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