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I JUST WANF A GIRLFIENED!!!! AHARGHHH

Hello! Today I went on kind of a spoopy road trip with my dad and my brother. We went to go see the devil tree, ill leave a link on the whole legend about it here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Devil%27s_Tree Yeah! So we went to see it, and we thought that the tree we say wasnt it because in the photos its by itself in a field. It actually is overgrown by plants tho. We followed this path all the way around because we thought it was farther back. It just leads right back to the tree we saw before. Pretty anti-climactic. We also went to Feltville, an old deserted village where they made books and sh!t. While we were there, we took a piece of bark on the floor for my mom. My mom's kind of superstitious, and she told us to now take anything from the Devil Tree, so we pulled a prank and told her it was a piece of bark from the tree haha. She still hasn't accepted out apology :(. Haha, that's it, thanks for reading!

It was somewhere around midnight,wind cold as ice was slapping me in the face,but unlike all the other nights everything was enchanted with the breathtaking  light from the sky,pulsing like a pale white heart. As soon as I looked up onto it,this beautiful felling was shooting trough my veins. The felling of total peace,that's what is was.At that moment you fell so weightless and calm,like your're floating in the air,almost like a ghost.Maybe that's what we will all fell like when we go to the other side to heaven or to hell.A guardian will be there to show us the path. The path lead to the giant black door pulsing with red lightning while The Satan was opening the door. As soon as I stepped there was a sign of what was coming. They were all there,all 9 rings while the Lucifer was waiting at the end.With the first ring right in front of my sight it was the time to face the battle.The question is,was it too hard? Was it too shameful? It probabbly was. Constantly running thourgh the thorns,the mud,the blood,the bones,drowning,crawling... And the pain,oh the sweet sweet pain. At first it was completely awful,but then at the same moment it felt like the best felling in the whole world. Better then any drink,better then any drug... He was there,standing,black as the night that it was before,with a sword in his right arm which was sharp as an axel that was ready to crash the three of life. There was I voice around me in my head saying - "C'MON DO IT!". And so he did. There was blood shooting all over the place,while he was laughing uncontrollably,the sound of it was unbearable,the whole time while he was dissepearing in the red sky,the sky of hell. It was over,at least for me. So what,not everyone's story deserves a happy ending...

it's good to grow from past mistakes, but I prefer to erase my past and live in another's than be reminded of how I've never comprehended my emotions. A pen and paper can only help so much. I write best in proseand I wish it was poetry so I could put it all behind metaphors and my guitar, all covered in stickers and glittery blue. I wish I'd stop leaving my purple notebook at my other house, that's where all of this really belongs. I feel so edgy writing this sh*t.

So, to this day, I have never done drugs or smoked a cigarette. Cigarettes, I will never touch though. But there are some drugs that I have always wanted to try. Is that bad? Even today.... I want to try them. But I won't ever because I am sooooooooooo afraid to get caught some how and lose my job and future. But like, part of me knows that I wouldn't get caught. Some of the drugs I have always wanted to try but never have are: mushrooms, weed, x, and other hallucinogenics. Not anything like coke, heroine, meth or anything crazy like that. I do think weed should be legal everywhere for recreational use! I have always believed that. First and foremost, it has so many medical benefits, is great for people who may have depression, MS, anxiety, seizures, and cancer. But, I think weed is something that we as humans should not be judged on for smoking or using it for edibles. We should be able to smoke it without fear of losing a job. I think it would make the world a better place. Edited to add: I also have a VERY addictive personality which is why I also choose not to use any drugs. Because if I enjoy the feelings I feel while on the drugs,, I will most definitely continuously chase the high. I know my weaknesses. I won't challenge them.

TW: self-harm so please read at your own riskI've been thinking about being super self-destructive lately. God knows I could never go through with any of it but, you know, I'm always thinking about it. It makes me shake anytime I think about my past with self-harm. I hate it. I literally hug myself whenever that sh*t pops into my head. I've been clean for a while. I think a whole year in fact. Still, that doesn't stop me from wanting to slice up my whole arms again. Sorry.

she loves when i choke her  she likes taking drugs molly with a chaser  we love getting f***ed up&i bend her over  she’s got a knife kink & a coke hangover  manic episodes mix it with the bender  two or three weeks back up in November yeah i miss how she looked at me like i was her favorite drug baby  and i just wanna get f***ed up yeah she just wanna get f***ed up with me  so i f*** her in the backseat  with all of this blow on me  i wish she loved me like she did last week  but her mood change like my drugs do different ones everyday new attitude  yeah yeah yeah

What do you predict your life will look like a year from now? Couldn't tell you. I'm not a psychic. What's the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given? I always appreciate the ones about my personality and writing What makes someone a best friend? The connection you have with them. Things you have experienced together. Are you young at heart or an old soul?A mixture of bothWhat’s the most annoying thing about the person you like? You ordered pizza last night and you've been looking forward to eating the leftovers all day. You go home and the box is still in the fridge, but someone has eaten all of it and it’s empty. What do you do? Throw the box away. Cook something else to eat instead. What’s an inanimate object in your house that holds significance for you and why do you find it so significant? That would be plush dolls of the Shield guys  I just love them so much and have them cuddled together in a little blanket. lol. Weird to others, but it's whatever lol. How do you look right now?I look like I'm ready to fall asleep. So. What's one of your bad habits? Smoking. What were you doing at eleven last night? Laying in bed, watching videos on Youtube. Are you sure that you were born in the right era? I guess. *shrugs*You know at least one person named Michael, so what can you tell me about him? Used to, but didn't know the person well. What’s an inside joke you share with your friends? Don't have one, really. What's a song that never fails to make you happy? One that pops into my head is Pretty Rave Girl. lol.Old song, but a good one. Would you like to reconnect with any friends that you’ve lost contact with?I would like to, sure. What're at least three things that people find annoying about you? Ask them. What's "normal?" Are you normal? Nothing is normal anymore. Do you practice what you preach?Most of the time, yes.Would you prefer to live in a city, the suburbs, the countryside or the mountains? Countryside. Can you give me the story of your life in six words?No. Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy or doing something you don’t like with someone you like?Doing something I enjoy. What's something you think would surprise people? Idon't know.Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Close to it. Why's your favorite band your favorite? They just are. What's something that you miss? *shrugs*What're five goals that you want completed in the next thirty days? Don't have any. If you were told you were going to have three daughters, what would you want to name them?I don't want children. How do you feel when someone says something mean or disrespectful towards your favorite band or musician?Ignore them. What’s the funniest film you’ve ever seen? Idle Hands. What's your purpose in life?I just want to be able to live my life the way I wantWhat’s one thing you cannot live without? Ambreigns ♥ Have you ever been told you look like a famous person and, if so, whom? Nope. Can you cook and, if so, what're your favorite dishes to make?I can. And I don't have one really. What was the last decision you regretted making? *shrugs*Whose opinion of yourself do you value the most? The people I'm close to. What's anything that makes you angry? Gossipers. Ignorance. People who don't know when to be quiet. What age do you get mistaken for? Sometimes younger than what I am. When was the last time you paid for music? I don't remember. 

only here to say im starting a diary in french and listening to ladyfingers by herb alpert and the tijuana bass. makes my silly brain go brrrrr.. ♥

some of my guy friends rated my boobs with eachther, that made super uncomfy 

  {--Basics--}Name: jules (julia the OG name but we don't talk about this one)Nickname(s): jules basicallyAge: 17Birthday: 24th spermtemberHometown: szczecinCurrent Location: small city near bremen Eye Colour: blue/greenHair Colour: blue, red soonHeight: like 160cmLefty or Righty: rightZodiac: libraEnneagram: 5w4 or 5w6 still not sure...Screenname: p1ss.ratWhat do you like to wear?: camo sh*t, kinda baggy shirts and off brand docsWho did you last speak with on the phone?: doctorWhat do you currently smell like?: men deodorant{--Do You--}Have any siblings: noHave a license: no but soonHave any pets: 2 dogsHave a job: noHave a cell phone: yea samsung somethingHave any special skills: drawing????Have any fears: really fast bugs and flying bugsHave a bedtime: noSing in the shower: sometimes Want to go to college: yeaGet along with your parents: mom yea dad well.....Have any piercings: had my lobes pierced but they grew together, probably gonna pierce them again also get few other piercingsHave any tattoos: no, probably gonna get some or do them myself one day, i like the stick n poke style (not really the technic)  so probably gonna do something of that kindSwear: of courseSmoke: noDrink: sometimesDo drugs: no dealers ):Party: noSing: sometimesPlay an instrument: guitar, not that great tho cuz i dont practice muchThink you are attractive: kinda, sometimes, maybeGet motion sickness: sometimesWear glasses/contacts: yeaGet good grades: yea cuz im a nerd like kikaGet along with teachers: yeaWatch cartoons: yeaDrink milk: i used to like milk a lot not that much anymoreWrite poems/stories: noHave any allergies: noPlay an MMO: i used to play tera and runescape a lotRead magazines: noRead comics: yeaStore things under your bed: yea, board games, old clothes, LPS collection i dont wanna get rid of and some plushiesHave a good luck charm: maybe not lucky but i just like to take a blue plastic baby my friend to gave me, everywhere i go, his name is gaylord d*ckCollect anything: rocks and pretty clothing tags{--Favourites--}Colour: green and blackNumber: 69 420Band: 3teeth, acumen nation, ho99o9 and dreamcrusher. cant choose between thoseMusic Genre: noise and industrialTV Show: spongebobMovie: guns akimboMovie Genre: slasher and whatever natural born killers etc. isBook: john wayne cleaver, it's actually a book series but yeaCartoon: well...spongebobSport: bold of u to assume i enjoy sportsFast Food Restaurant: tbh i only been to mcsFood: idkIce Cream Flavour: mintCereal: minecraft cereal if it was available in germany ):<<<Candy: mint chocolate or gum with sh*t tons of citric acidDessert: i guess brownies i bake??Drink: sprite or tymbarkAlcoholic Beverage: somersby cidersQuote: penisPlace: my roomDay of the week: saturdayMonth: idkCity: idkCountry: idkAnimal: turtles and goatsSmell: fireSeason: winter and springHoliday: halloweenArticle of clothing: my rick and morty shirt, because im smart enough to watch rick and morty and wear rick and morty merchVideo Game: minecraft, hotline miami, among us{--Worst--}Drink: i don't really like kombuchaFood: tuna pizzaHoliday: idkDay of the week: depends on schoolMusic genre: i dislike modern pop, not trying to be edgy or anything but some songs get played too much on the radio so it becomes boring and almost impossible to listen to{--Last--}Time you cried: cant rememberMovie you watched: ghost world i believeMagazine you read: monster high one while going through my old sh*tBook you read: witcherTV Show you watched: spongebobPerson you texted: a ig gcSong you listened to: incinerator by dreamcrusherThing you ate: pizzaTime you got drunk: summerEmail you got: reminder about new nine inch nails merchPerson you fought: like fist fight? or verbal fight?? cuz u know who...Time you hugged someone: yesterday, me mom cuz she was sadTime you met someone new: new classmate like a month agoThing you bought: monster{--Have You Ever--}Danced in public: yeaSmiled for no reason: idk?? maybe?Laughed so hard you cried: yeaDrank alcohol: yeaDone drugs: noPartied all night: noBeen so drunk you can’t remember: noGotten a ticket: noBeen arrested: noBeen out of the country: yesBeen on TV: yea, third grade, they forced me to say that i love schoolBeen on stage: yea i was also forcedPassed out: noHad surgery: noHad teeth pulled: noBroken a bone: noCheated on a test: no, cuz im a nerd like kikaStolen anything: yea, when i was little i collected pens from other{--Luhv--}Ever been in love: i guessEver cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: noAre you single: yesAre you in a relationship: guessDo you have a crush on someone: noEver been dumped: yeaEver dumped someone: yeaDo you believe in love at first sight: attraction yes, love noHair: hair like they never brush it, idc about the colorEyes: brownClothing style: anything that isnt basicPersonality or Looks?:  personality, that's why it sometimes takes me so long to be attracted to someone{--Do you believe in--}God/Heaven: noSatan/Hell: noAliens: maybeGhosts: i would maybe call it ''spirits''The Afterlife: noAstrology: noKarma: yesMagic: i dont think soBig Foot/Sasquatch/etc: noGlobal Warming: yesPast lives: maybe{--This or That--}Fruit or Vegetable: fruitLights On or Lights Off: lights onTV or Movie: moviesCar or Truck: carCash or Check: cashRock or Rap: rockChocolate or Vanilla: chocolateFrench Toast or French Fries: french friesStrawberries or Blueberries: blueberriesCookies or Muffins: cookiesWinter Break or Spring Break: whats the diffrence?Hugs or Kisses: idk??Pepsi or Coke: cokeCats or Dogs: bothLakes or Ocean: lakeNight or Day: nightHalf Full or Half Empty: when it's been filled only half way then half full, but when it's been filled to the top but then drank to half then half emptyHamburgers or Hot Dogs: krabby patties manDesktop or Laptop: laptopPlaystation or Xbox: playstationSummer or Winter: winterSpring or Autumn: springCold or Warm: cold{--Random--}Ever TP'd someone's house: idk what that means so i dont think soWho do you wanna slap?: everyoneWho do you wanna kill?: everyone #edgelordDo you want to get married?: ng kinda scared of commitmentDo you like to drive fast?: idk yetDo you like thunderstorms?: yeaDo you eat the stems of broccoli?: yeaIf you could have any job, what would it be?: pathologist, which is also my goalDo you wish on stars?: noIf you were a crayon, what color would you be?: uhh idk black???????????Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: noDo you like to play in the rain?: noAre you a risk taker?: dependsBiggest pet peeve?: also dramatic people, people who play their music loud in public, my phone not being on silent, people who get mad for no reason, people who spam gcs, people who are mean for no reason, stinky people, loud people, tight clothing, the weird feeling after eating salty food, people who cancel plans last minute or even worse if they dont tell u that they cant comeDo you sleep with the TV on?: noDo you have a TV in your bedroom?: yeaAre you good at keeping secrets?: yeaParents still together?: noCan you handle the truth?: yeaNumber of keys on your keyring?: 2What are you listening to right now?: nucleus by dreamcrusherHow is the weather right now?: rainingHave you ever fired a gun?: yea, when i was like 6How many pillows do you sleep with?: 3Do you drink alot of water?: yea i guessWhat is the worst thing you’ve ever eaten?: tuna pizzaEver egged someone's house: noHow many languages do you speak: 3Do you like being tickled: noAre your fingers tired: noAre you tired of this survey: kindaAre you happy: are u a therapist?      

Name: ?????Nickname(s): freak, fagAge: 14Birthday: 21th of JanuaryHometown: ?????????Current Location: ?????????Eye Colour: hazelHair Colour: brownHeight: 155cm (???)Lefty or Righty: rightZodiac: aquarius Enneagram: 9w1Screenname: lolifapper669 What do you like to wear?: black sweatpants, black hoodie and white sneakers igWho did you last speak with on the phone?: mom😛What do you currently smell like?: idk{--Do You--}Have any siblings: 2 old brothers Have a license: ...noHave any pets: not anymoreHave a job: 🤨Have a cell phone: yeHave any special skills: sleepingHave any fears: spiders igHave a bedtime: nouSing in the shower: nouWant to go to college: idkGet along with your parents: yeah igHave any piercings: yea if ears countHave any tattoos: noSwear: yeSmoke: nahDrink: nahDo drugs: nahParty: nahSing:nahPlay an instrument: nahThink you are attractive: igGet motion sickness: nahWear glasses/contacts: yeGet good grades: yeGet along with teachers: ye ig Watch cartoons: ofc Drink milk: nahWrite poems/stories: nahHave any allergies: nahPlay an MMO: nahRead magazines: nahRead comics: yeStore things under your bed: yeHave a good luck charm: idkCollect anything: nah{--Favourites--}Colour: yellow n purpleNumber: 3, 1Band: blink-182, sum 41Music Genre: idkTV Show: snowpiercer and santa clarita dietMovie: no c themMovie Genre: horrorsBook: no reading allowedCartoon: Adventures Of The Gummi Bears its the best sh*t everSport: nahFast Food Restaurant: mcdonalds igFood: 🥔sIce Cream Flavour: salted caramel, vanilla and bananaCereal: idkCandy: idkDessert: tiramisuDrink: yellow monsterAlcoholic Beverage: nahQuote: yePlace: ma bedDay of the week: friday or SaturdayMonth: september, october, january City: rethimno, heraklion, ljubljanaCountry: greece or slovenia igAnimal: axolotl and katSmell: vanilla Season: fallHoliday: halloween Article of clothing: idkVideo Game: minecraft, stardew valley ig😭{--Worst--}Drink: coffee Food: seafoodHoliday: 1st SeptemberDay of the week: Sunday Music genre: country{--Last--}Time you cried:yesterday Movie you watched: dont rememberMagazine you read: idk Book you read: itTV Show you watched: darkPerson you texted: valentine Song you listened to: clear eyesThing you ate: nothing yet💀Time you got drunk: january but not hardEmail you got: google😫Person you fought: nahTime you hugged someone: does my cat count? if ye than in july igTime you met someone new: end of September igThing you bought: no remember {--Have You Ever--}Danced in public: nah igSmiled for no reason: yeLaughed so hard you cried: yeDrank alcohol: yeDone drugs: nahPartied all night: nahBeen so drunk you can’t remember: nahGotten a ticket: nahBeen arrested: nahBeen out of the country: yeBeen on TV: yeBeen on stage: yePassed out: nahHad surgery: nahHad teeth pulled: ye igBroken a bone: nah Cheated on a test: yeStolen anything: ye{--Luhv--}Ever been in love: ye igEver cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: nahAre you single: yeAre you in a relationship: nahDo you have a crush on someone: yeEver been dumped: nahEver dumped someone: nahDo you believe in love at first sight: not rlly Hair: idk short igEyes: kinda hooded Clothing style: idc i thinkPersonality or Looks?:  personality{--Do you believe in--}God/Heaven: noSatan/Hell: idkAliens: yeGhosts: yeThe Afterlife: id like toAstrology: salt: i find it interesting but its not a deep beliefKarma: nahMagic: idkBig Foot/Sasquatch/etc: nahGlobal Warming: yePast lives: id like to{--This or That--}Fruit or Vegetable: fruitLights On or Lights Off: lights offTV or Movie: salt: i like tv show, if tv then movieCar or Truck: carCash or Check: cashRock or Rap: rockChocolate or Vanilla: vanillaFrench Toast or French Fries: french friesStrawberries or Blueberries: strawberriesCookies or Muffins: muffinz Winter Break or Spring Break: springHugs or Kisses: hugsPepsi or Coke: PepsiCats or Dogs: catsLakes or Ocean: lakesNight or Day: nightHalf Full or Half Empty: half empty Hamburgers or Hot Dogs: hot dogDesktop or Laptop: laptopPlaystation or Xbox: playstationSummer or Winter: summerSpring or Autumn: autumnCold or Warm: cold?{--Random--}Ever TP'd someone's house: nahWho do you wanna slap?: everyoneWho do you wanna kill?: zoe laverne Do you want to get married?: idkDo you like to drive fast?: no drive allowedDo you like thunderstorms?: yeDo you eat the stems of broccoli?: nahIf you could have any job, what would it be?: idkDo you wish on stars?: nahIf you were a crayon, what color would you be?: purple Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: igDo you like to play in the rain?: yeAre you a risk taker?: dependsBiggest pet peeve?: fagsDo you sleep with the TV on?: nahDo you have a TV in your bedroom?: nahAre you good at keeping secrets?: yeParents still together?: yeCan you handle the truth?: yeNumber of keys on your keyring?: 2 or 3What are you listening to right now?: nothinHow is the weather right now?: sunnyHave you ever fired a gun?: ye How many pillows do you sleep with?: 2Do you drink alot of water?: nahWhat is the worst thing you’ve ever eaten?: seafoodEver egged someone's house: nahHow many languages do you speak: 2 fluently and 1 moreDo you like being tickled: noAre your fingers tired: kindaAre you tired of this survey: yeAre you happy: fag

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