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sigh i barely slept last night....2 hours. i thought i would nap when i returned home from work but instead i walked my dog, going to run errands with a friend now and afterward i'll clean and do my laundry hm. i guess i will just be going to bed super early tonight! i'm okay though. going to get some local coffee while out so that i can wake up a bit more! i've found so many great new songs and artists today also btw...i just have to share! i'm unsure how to embed a link on here..i'm on mobile. oh! i see the button okay. have a lovely day! this is my favorite color too hehe  the songs and artists i want to share

OMG, i literally hate online school so much aaaaah bruh I'm like allergic o homework aha. Also how am i supposed to finish assignments in 5 minutes? (Im looking at u Sra Parry ahah) yeah ugh im so - I dint want to say stressed, but-stressed. I am like the worst at math (always have been) and like I dont want to say anything to inconvenience my teacher lololol. I just want to sink into my bed and stay there all day.AHAHhAHAHhahAHhOk thanks for coming to my ted talk  EDIT: Turns out I have a 60 in math and missed pretty much all my assignments. Thats great. If only I can tell then whats going on...

here it is!! https://emmakin.carrd.co/ 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoW_8lq2qsc  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoW_8lq2qsc

i've done this one soooo many times, and right when i finished it deleted :)))~~~-(\__/)(='.'=)(")_(")

     My husband's mom passed away yesterday morning. When Ryan told me, I cried. I was angry. I had so many questions that will never be answered. And then I realized... I had never cried for anyone in my family who passed away! I was never hurt by it. I didn't know my family. Sure, I have tons of happy memories, mostly with my cousins my age... but my family was not close with me. My grandpa passed away this year and no one even told me where the funeral would be! Like, I was not allowed to go to the funeral!     I obviously cried when our daughter passed away! But, how is it that I cried so hard for someone I knew for a short period of time comparitively to my family? His mom and I were very close. We had many deep conversations. She lived with us for a few years! I truly, and deeply love her! I cried so much! She was so young, 57 years old! We don't know how she died yet, just that about 36 hours before, she said she wasn't feeling good!     I am so angry! I refused to say good bye to her when she decided she would move to Texas with her dumbass selfish boyfriend. This guy refused to stop smoking around her while she was going through chemo and radiation and after when she was cleared! He just kept smoking inside the house around her. Then he got super sick himself, due to smoking. He lost his job and could no longer afford living where he was. She he went to Texas to live with his mom. She went with him! I didn't want her to go. I didn't want her to leave Ryan, her son! I knew it was a bad idea!     I firmly believe if she hadn't left, she would still be here, happy! Breathing! She said she wanted to move back the last time we talked and we wanted to buya house with enough room for her to move back with us! That was our plan! But, now, we get to await for another container of ashes to put next to Kyra's on our dresser. 2020 officially sucks!

So, I called my boss to ask for tomorrow off, using a vacation day! My mother in law passed away and we cannot afford to take any time off to go to Texas and do anything! So, my hubby called to take tomorrow off to grieve, and they were more than happy to give it to him! I called my boss to ask to use a vacation day so I could also take the day off tomorrow to grieve with my husband and for myself since I was very close to his mom and I loved her like my own! He had no empathy or sympathy what so ever and said that I needed to call his boss and that I may not get it off because they were low on armed guards! So I called his boss, and he said it was fine without question or hesitation. He just confirmed my location and okay'd it! My boss wasn't even concerned at all and not willing to even give me any condolescenses. Like he doesn't have a heart at all! This is why I want to leave this company and do something better for myself! Uggh!

Per the rules of the driving game, we have been sitting in the same spot for nearly 48 hours to reset our log book (only need 34). I have to say, the weather out here is really nice in South Carolina. IMO, it's one of the few states in the US that has the best weather. It's not always too hot or too cold. It has that perfect blend of comfortable. Also, getting a little anxious from just sitting and not moving. The hubby and I are people who like to stay busy. Haven't gotten a load yet, but we're hoping for one by the morning. If we don't, I might just take a trip through the woods just to get a different perspective on where we are . Regardless, still making progress on the books. Fingers crossed we'll be moving in the morning!

Mononoke (my favorite)Hellsing (Ultimate / The Dawn)The Promised NeverlandAjinPaprikaPerfect BlueJigoku ShoujoCorpse PartyHigurashi no Naku Koro niTokyo GhoulPupaVampire Hunter D (another favorite)Junji Ito CollectionBlood CAyakashi Japanese Classic Horror (not very good but its still something to watch thats lesser known) Petshop of HorrorsBladeYami ShibaiTomie

I scheduled a rehearsal for later this month with the drummer and bassist who will be featured on my new album.I can't believe this either.These guys are ready to go and that works for me. But I've  been down this road lots of times. Everyone starts off excited and ready to sink their teeth into things. And then the euphoria wears off. So unlike past times, I am treating this more like a business than I should. There has to be fun, which is why we play music in the first place. But let's face it, I don't have the greatest track record when it comes to musicians. You can blame me, it's cool. I can safely say that I knew too many musicians whose hearts were never into the music. Was "something to do" until something bigger and better came along. And you know something? It never happened for them. Meanwhile I rolled on...The drummer and bassist are pros for sure. No p**syfooting with them, they get down to brass tacks, which is great. Again, this explains my new attitude towards this album. I've never been more driven to produce something so meaningful and, yes, HEAVY! The guys tell me how intense and aggressive the music is, even in rough demo form. Will this be the heaviest album? I don't know for sure. One thing is certain...I'm about to steal back my thunder.

SO hey there omg!! my first post wow haha finally made my page look somewhat cool so i feel awesome!!!uhefvworufh dunno what 2 write ok bye love ya!

Heyyy so I really wanna do this blog thing... What should I do? I kinda wanna rant and talk about random stuff, but if you want me to do something else like singing covers or ootd's that plz tell me! Thank you so much!(am I doing this right?)

omg sluts. You have no f***ing idea how horny I've been recently.. like omg, I have been f***ing everyone I see basically. Like sh*t i cum at least 7 times a day.. its a f***ing problem, but am I going to solve it? No.